I've spent all this time
Looking for serenity
But as it goes on
I've come to realize
That I find a sort
Of quiet in the chaos
A home, in a way
As if hell is where
I thrive the most
A cruel solace
In the thought
That everyone around me
Is suffering just as much as I
And it's sort of funny
Because if that's true,
What has all of this been for?
I search for serenity
And yet peace
Is where I find myself
The most miserable