There's a million thoughts in my head,
Running around like a free child playing,
This thoughts, this questions
Why?
Though this single why formulates different questions
Questions that is meant for you,
Yes it's all for you,
Why? Why did I let myself fall?
Why it has to be you?

Why every second, every minute I lay my eyes on your existence, I can't stop...
I can't stop falling, falling deeply, madly, in your ocean
Drowning me to the fact that,
No matter how hard I fall, you won't care, you won't, you won't,
And I will lose my breath as I fall in your waters

I'm just a plain old girl that will never be yours,
The same thing goes that you can never be mine,
You will never be mine... But I wish you would,
But I can't stop hoping, I can't stop hoping
Why can't I be just that person who stole your heart so easily...
So easily, when I almost crawl and bleed just to reach it
I love you, I love you, only you
But no matter how I fight, I bled, I try,
I can't never have you, I can't it hurts
I can't never have you,

I tried to be strong,
Clutching my sword so tight, so tight,
Just to win this fight,
Just to win you,
No matter how I want to give up,
I can't, I can't,
Because you are like my golden apple,
I always wanted to have
But it's hard to reach you

I'm bleeding, I'm losing, I'm hurting
Just to have you,
You, the cause of my pain and downfall,
But no matter how I say I hate you,
I can't stop loving you,
You are like a sweet torture creeping in my soul,
And a bright star,
You are like that star,
I can only watch from afar
But I can't never reach,
No matter how hard I try
But still I'll still try to fight this love