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1:45 pm

rolemodel
ok that's it, i'll shut up now

5:23 pm

junejimenez
hi hi im so so sorry for leaving you
on read i swear i was replying but
had to go do an interview im so
sorry 😭😭😭😭😭

and yes, i remember you dw

OMG REALLY?? you're going too? i'm
dead serious when i say this might be
the best news i've gotten all week

yes, if you don't mind it ofc, and don't
feel forced by whatever lizzy told you,
i would love to have a familiar face
around all week

rolemodel
oh good for a second there i worried
that you thought i was weird and left
me on read ....

yes yes i would love to hang that's
why i offered in the first place

junejimenez
god no! i was actually relieved
when i saw your dm

are you sure? i don't want you
to feel obligated to at all

rolemodel
idk what you think lizzy told me
but im doing this out of my own
free will i swear

junejimenez
... what did she tell you?

rolemodel
just that she knew you were
going alone too and to dm you

but if i didn't want to i would had
just ignored her, but, like i said, idk
that many people there either so
this isn't just beneficial for you

junejimenez
oh so she didn't mention how
anxious i was and that didn't
make you feel obligated to
dm me then..... 🧍‍♀️

rolemodel
swear this is my first time hearing
about any anxiety whatsoever

junejimenez
im choosing to believe you and not
that she just told you to say that...

rolemodel
idk what i have to do or say to
make you believe me but i swear

junejimenez
sorry, it's just that i don't like it when
people bend over backwards to help
me just bc of my anxiety

also sorry if that got too deep when
this is the first time we're having a
conversation of any kind.....

rolemodel
don't worry you can say
whatever you want

also can i ask why are you going
if you're so anxious about it?

you can just tell me to shut up if
you don't want to respond btw

junejimenez
no no it's ok

i love fashion so i love getting to go
to the shows, it's just the socializing
portion of the event that im not a
big fan of....

rolemodel
how do you deal with it when
you usually go then?

junejimenez
it's a bit embarrassing but i only go
to events that allow me to take plus
ones bc i NEED to have my friends
with me for moral support 🧍‍♀️

rolemodel
so you were going to go with a friend
then? or decided to do something out
of character randomly?

junejimenez
god no! im the least spontaneous
person you'll ever meet 😭😭

alessi was supposed to go with me
but bc of some scheduling conflicts
between her personal plans and the
australian tour leg, which was added
quite recently, we had to reschedule
some things, and she ended up going
on an early anniversary trip with mia
and i was left all alone

i think you might have met them both
the day we met, but im not sure tho,
so just know they're two of my best
friends and are dating

rolemodel
again, if im asking too many questions
shut me up or just refuse to respond,
but im just curious about why you're
not taking one of your other friends?

junejimenez
seriously, it's ok! if we're going to spend
the whole week together i need to feel
comfortable around you and this can be
like an exercise of sorts for me

i only like taking my best friends with me
bc it doesn't make me feel as annoying as
if i were to ask a friend (who i'm not as
close to as i am with them) to go with me

idk if that made sense... but just know i
tend to overthink absolutely everything

but anyway to answer your question: alessi
and mia are on vacation together, arden just
wrapped a film and bc she hasn't seen cole
in months she's on tour with the guys rn,
and well the remaining options are just
them but they are touring so 😕

rolemodel
so you were left having
to go by yourself

junejimenez
yeah pretty much

rolemodel
why not cancel?

junejimenez
i already said i was going,
i can't just backtrack

rolemodel
cant you?

junejimenez
i mean yeah i can but out of principle
i can't just say, oh i've decided no to
go randomly today!

rolemodel
so it is out of people pleasing
that you're still going then?

junejimenez
🧍‍♀️there was no need for that

rolemodel
im so sorry, i didn't mean to insult
you in any way, really!! it's just that,
in my opinion, if something is bad
for your mental health you should
not feel obligated to do it

junejimenez
.....

rolemodel
you can just call me an asshole if
you want, i more than deserve it

junejimenez
you really don't

rolemodel
but i kind of do....

you've made it clear that it's hard for
you to feel comfortable around ppl
you don't know and well we don't
know each other, so i crossed a line

junejimenez
the thing is that you're right ...

i've been fearing this upcoming week for
months, yet when i was given the option
to not go i still insisted on going just bc
my clothes were already getting tailored
and people had worked for me to be
there and i felt bad bc for wasting their
time and energy

i could had gone home or been with
my friends rn, but no, instead i'm all
alone in paris driving myself crazy
overthinking absolutely everything

rolemodel
either way, im sorry. it was
not my place to say that

junejimenez
stop apologizing, im not mad

rolemodel
are you sure?

junejimenez
yessss !!!!

god, is this what i sound like
when i over apologize? 😟

rolemodel
haven't seen that but
you've said sorry a lot

junejimenez
yeah i tend to do that..,

now, moving on! is this
your first fashion week?

rolemodel
full week yes, but i've been
to a couple shows before

junejimenez
and how's your anxiety
treating you?

rolemodel
... i don't want to say bc i'll feel
like an asshole all over again

junejimenez
what? you don't get
anxious or something?

rolemodel
i mean yeah

junejimenez
ur funny

rolemodel
im serious

junejimenez
what? really? it isn't something
everyone struggles with?

🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️

rolemodel
never have tbh

other things yes, anxiety not really

junejimenez
oh! i had no idea people
like you excited...

now im fascinated this is kind
of like discovering aliens exist

rolemodel
thank you?

junejimenez
your welcome

why are you going? fun?
forced by management?

rolemodel
... i'll answer that depending on
how well you can keep a secret

junejimenez
well im fantastic at that, you can ask
any of the ppl ive mentioned during
this conversation and they'll agree

rolemodel
in that case management is making
me go, but if anyone asks i'm going
bc i reallyyyy wanted to

junejimenez
swear that dies with me 🤐🤐

what do you have to promote?
an upcoming tour? album?

rolemodel
upcoming tour

junejimenez
makes sense

gotta stay relevant and make
sure ppl don't forget you

rolemodel
exactly

this industry is so fun, isn't it?

junejimenez
god don't get me started

rolemodel
i have to go on stage in a few minutes
so, to wrap this up, we're keeping each
other company then? yes? no?

junejimenez
yes, we are

stage? you said upcoming tour

rolemodel
i'm touring as an opener for
gracie abrams currently

junejimenez
oh wow that's so cool! have funnn

rolemodel
thank you thank you

junejimenez
WAIT

rolemodel
what? did something happen?

junejimenez
before you go, when
do you get here?

rolemodel
sunday at around 1pm why?

junejimenez
just thought that maybe if you got
here before monday we could hang
out and get to know each other?

rolemodel
that's a great idea actually

i have to leave and get on stage
now but we can talk details later?

junejimenez
sure sounds great!

good luck have a great showw <3

rolemodel
thanks june!

AUTHOR'S NOTE ✷ the timestamps for the texts are for june's time in paris not whatever time i should be for tucker and the other characters back in the us btw

lastly, don't forget to vote and comment, it means a lot! and pls let me know if there are any spelling mistakes—english isn't my first language so i'm trying my best!