Sorry for updating so late.....actually I was facing a writer's block and when it got cleared,I didn't got the chance to write🥺😭
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There are times in your life where you say somethings in flow,without thinking that how the person in front of you will react or act listening to it.These situations sometimes turn out to be good but sometimes bad.Especially when that thing is a secret concerning that person only.

Sana:I will talk to him........Sidharth ,Samaira you both go

Sid:Shehnaaz, no........I won't go leaving my son

Shehnaaz rubbed her head in frustration and glanced at the closed door making her heart bleed yet again.Since,the time Samaira had disclosed about their relationship, Sidhansh didn't said anything. He left the dinning room immediately and locked himself in his room scaring Shehnaaz and Sidharth .Shehnaaz had thought to tell him in a better way but didn't knew that something like this would happen.Samaira bit her nails in tension as she thought that this happened only because of her.

How can you be so careless, Sam?!!

Samaira:I am sorry naazu,this all happened because of me

Sana:no Samaira, it's okay.......and one day he had to know it

Samaira:but not in this way naazu

Samaira lowered her head while tears formed in her eyes seeing the situation. She felt helpless as she couldn't do anything knowing Sidhansh won't listen to her now and she felt it was all her fault.Shehnaaz with her pleading eyes asked Sidharth to look at Samaira and take her from there to which Sidharth nodded.

Why this happened?.......I wish I had told kiddo earlier

Sid:Samaira come with me

Samaira:but dad,Ansh

Sana:I told you,I will take care of him......trust me

Samaira:I trust you and I am sorry

Samaira said and nodded with her teary gaze to which Shehnaaz gave a sad smile and wiped her tears gently.She knew how guilty Samaira was feeling and she knew it wasn't entirely her fault also.Sidharth gave her a last look and took Samaira out with him.

Sid:now sit here

Samaira:I am sorry dad,I am sorry

Sid:shh shh bacha,it's not your fault

Sidharth said and hugged her while she broke down in his chest still believing that it was her fault.She cried while just one thing roamed in her mind that Sidhansh also accepts their relationship. She wanted both of them to happy together and also knew that if Sidhansh wouldn't accept it then they won't be able to be happy fully.Already both of them have suffered so much so she didn't wanted anymore troubles.

Samaira:naazu has gone to talk to him?

Sid:yeah,I have told her not to but I am sure till now she already has entered his room

Sidharth said with a little chuckle completely knowing that she will do everything when it comes to Sidhansh.They both have a completely different and beautiful bond which he adored the most and hoped that Shehnaaz will be able to make him understand. He also didn't wanted to start his new life upsetting Sidhansh afterall he was his little boy.

Samaira:I hope he will understand us

Sid:hmm.......do you want some coffee?

Samaira:okay

Sidharth nodded and moved towards the kitchen to make coffee for both of them.Samaira sat there alone with her mind still clouded with negative thoughts ,the burden seemed to get lightened but it didn't fully moved away from her mind.

And it will only get removed when Ansh will happily accept their relationship like me!!

Samaira:huh?

She was busy in her thoughts when she got a phonecall from an unknown number. She sighed but nonetheless received the call .

Samaira:Hi,yeah I remember.........no,I haven't forgotten

Voice:so we will meet tomorrow?

Samaira:yes ,that place only as we had decided.......hmm,I never break my promises........yeah,now don't trouble her......be like a good boy,bye

Samaira said and disconnected the call.She was not in a good state but knew that she couldn't ignore her other responsibilities also.So she agreed to him.Maybe because of that her mood will also lighten up.She has already broke his promise once so wouldn't do it ever again because you don't hurt the person you love.And as far as he was concerned, she knew little of him but has started adoring him.

I hope everything goes well with naazu and Ansh!!
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Sana:can I come inside ,kiddo?

Finally after 10 minutes,Shehnaaz was able to gather some courage and knocked on his door and waited for his response. She hated these situations where she had to think twice before talking with her kiddo. But knew she had to do it no matter how much nervous she was.

Sidhansh:the door is open ,naazu

Sana:what the-

Shehnaaz eyes grew wide in surprise and she twisted the doorknob opening it and it indeed opened.She looked at it being dumbfounded but soon shook her head and forgot her stupidity remembering she had more important work.

How is he so calm?

Shehnaaz frowned on looking at his room which was neat and clean while Sidhansh was sitting on his bed .She seriously had expected him to be angry like other times but here he sat with the calmest expression making her more worried.

Sidhansh:I am calm because I have understood that you all will not tell me anything important until I am an adult,right?

Sidhansh said with a mix of sarcasm in his voice.He really had consoled himself saying that he needs to understand that they still treat him like a kid no matter how much he denies it.

Sana:right,right.......did I say the earlier sentence aloud?

Sidhansh nodded while her cheeks turned red in embarrassment. She coughed slightly and Sidhansh couldn't help but chuckle looking at her .Shehnaaz glared at him and quickly sat beside him.

Sidhansh:so?

Sana:so?

Shehnaaz asked him back pretending to be clueless making Sidhansh roll his eyes.

Sidhansh:really naazu,you are pretending like you don't know anything......fine then,I will only ask,when did it all started?

Sana:it......actually

Shehnaaz fumbled with her words knowing there is no escape.Obviously,she can't tell a kid about everything that how they planned and made him realize.She didn't felt guilty then but now was feeling guilty and had a fear of being judged by him.Her mind was clouded with just one thought.

What will kiddo think of me?

Sidhansh:I will not judge you,naazu......never

Sana:remember those two days when you and Sidharth had went to Delhi without telling me.........I got scared thinking that both of you also left me like the other people,I was never so broken but when you both left, I was shattered.......I had thoughts earlier saying that I love him but I denied them saying that it's just an attraction or crush but it wasn't.......those two days didn't seem like just two days and when I met Sidharth and hugged him.......I knew this is love,I love him......he is a part of me that I would never want to lose

Sidhansh:hmm

Sidhansh replied with just a hmm as he didn't knew what exactly to say .He was surprised but at the sametime felt overwhelmed hearing her words.They were simple words yet they felt so heavy to him and it also made think that is love such a big emotion?

Sana:but I also want to say something to you that you didn't listen before storming out of the room.........I- we I mean me and Sidharth have decided that we won't marry not atleast now,we want to explore our relationship and live in the present.......also marriage is a huge commitment which we both want to make after a lot of thinking but that won't affect our relationship.......we will stay the way we are,happily together with or without marriage

Sidhansh:ohh

Shehnaaz turned to look at him who had a relief face hearing her making her heart churn.Yes,she didn't wanted to get married now but in future, maybe she would and then she didn't wanted to upset Sidhansh.She took a deep breath and thought to clear everything today only.

Sana:will you be sad if we get married?

Sidhansh:OFCOURSE, NO NAAZU

Sidhansh shouted surprised by what he just he heard.He was hurt that she thought so low of him.He turned towards her completely and looked straight in her eyes.

Sidhansh:I am not sad naazu,I am happy very happy to be honest because I know dad couldn't get a better life partner than you,I have saw him getting happy because of you......yeah,at first I also thought you both were more than friends but seeing dad saying you were just a friend ,I shrugged off that thought but now I am happy........I am happy that you will live with us forever now but

Sana:but what?

Sidhansh:I am scared and confused naazu

Sidhansh said finally voicing out his actual emotions that he felt at that time.He decided to tell her everything knowing she will understand her but he also feared that he will hurt her in that process.He looked at her who was just looking at him with a concerned look and the way her eyes were pleading him to say everything that is in his mind.

I am gonna do it for naazu!!

Sidhansh:I am scared because I am not ready for it,I am not ready to have a actual mother figure in my life........when dadi was here,she indeed made me feel that I have a someone like a mother who cares for me like a mother does but I always considered her as my dadi only,you know naazu jo chiz jinke paas nahi hoti na unhi ko wo chiz ki kadar hoti hai......mere paas kabhi maa nahi thi so I know who a mother is? From waking up early in the morning to sleeping late in the night after fulfilling every household work,from cooking food for children to dropping them at school ,from scolding them for their better future to consoling them when they are at their worst,from being a wife to being a mother at the sametime ,from completing the responsibilities of a wife,daughter,daughter-in-law, sister to completing the responsibilities of a mother...........this is a mother,she has so many responsibilities but she never complains.........yes,sometimes she might shout at you if she gets frustrated but that's totally fine because nobody is perfect........she is imperfect yet a perfect person but does a mother only has responsibilities towards her children? Doesn't a child has any responsibility to his/her mother?

She was speechless utterly blank hearing his words.Yet again he shocked her with his maturity and she totally agreed with him.The person who doesn't have that thing will only know the true value of that thing.But in all this,she didn't missed the sadness that his voice contained when he mentioned about a mother.Yes,she felt that she also didn't have a mother but there were also times when she laughed and talked with her mother but here it was Sidhansh who actually didn't had his mother since childhood.

Not hearing Shehnaaz speak anything,Sidhansh continued with his words.

Sidhansh:A child also has responsibilities towards his mother and I am scared that I will not be able to fulfill it........you will be the best mother,I am 100% sure but what about me? I will fail you ,naazu........maybe I will not be able to love you like a son loves his mother ,it's hard for me to accept you as my mother so suddenly,the one person whom I didn't had since I was born and suddenly now having it.......I would be lying if I say I would be happy because I am numb,I don't know how to react

Sana:shhhh,did I ask you to consider me as your mother now?

Shehnaaz asked while wiping thr tears that rolled down Sidhansh's cheeks while Sidhansh shook his head negatively.

Sana:your mother was Ruhi and always will be and I will be your naazu always,okay?..........see,Sidhansh whatever you said that was right and I totally agree with you,no relation can  work if only one person fulfill his/her responsibilities and put his/her efforts in it,both person has to equally do it........I understand you ,kiddo that you need time and you can't accept it so quickly and I am ready to give you that time........just promise me that you won't pressure yourself in doing it,let it come naturally to you.......our relationship will never change

Sidhansh:Thank you naazu,I promise you and you will always remain my naazu

Sidhansh squealed in joy and hugged her tightly as all his fears vanished.Shehnaaz ruffled his hairs and kissed her head as she also felt light seeing Sidhansh happy with their relationship and felt relived that she won't lose any of her relations now.She wrapped her hands around him and smiled happily.

You will always remain my kiddo and I will loves you,Sidhansh!!

Sidhansh:but after your marriage, will our relation change?

Sana:no,it won't atleast not until you want it

Sidhansh nodded and broke the hug looking at her who smiled at him .He tried finding any trace of hurt as felt that his words might have hurt her.

Sidhansh:You are not hurt,naazu?

Sana:no kiddo why would I be,I am happy ,very very happy having my full family together with me

Shehnaaz said honestly as his words really hadn't hurt her.She just wanted him to be happy and if his happiness lied in her being just his naazu,she was ready for it.She just didn't wanted to leave this family, the family that made her complete in every sense.

Sidhansh:dad,you can come in

Sana:Samaira you too

The two evils who were busy listening their talks while keeping their ears close to the door got startled hearing their voices.They stumbled and fell on the ground as soon as the door opened making Shehnaaz and Sidhansh shake their heads in disbelief. The two only could give a embarrassed smile and quickly stood up.

Samaira:it was dad's idea

Sid:but you also didn't stop me instead supported me

Samaira:do you really think,I could stop a 6ft tall person with my 5.1 height?

Sid:maybe you could if you have tried

Sidharth said shrugging forgetting that the situation where they almost have been caught.

Samaira:oh yeah

Samaira said sarcastically and glared at him while it was becoming difficult for the two to control their laughs.They were fighting but so cutely that Shehnaaz giggled .

Sana:okay,enough of you too but seriously Sidharth, how could you.......you only tell us to respect your privacy but here you are not respecting my and Sidhansh's privacy

Sid:I have every right to hear my son's words and there's no privacy when it comes to my son

Sana:wah ji wah,twada kutta tommy sadda kutta kutta

Samaira and Sidhansh broke into laughter clutching their stomachs hearing her last words.Shehnaaz twisted her lips and playfully glared at Sidharth who also glared back at her playfully but at last,they also chuckled along with the kids.

Sid:so we are good?

Sidharth asked after they all had stopped laughing and were trying to calm themselves. Shehnaaz smiled hearing his words and looked at Sidhansh before answering.

Sana:yes,we are good

Samaira:sorry Ansh ,I didn't mean to hurt you.......I said it before thinking anything,sorry

Samaira said holding her ears and kneeling infront of him.Sidhansh looked at her and shook his head .

Sidhansh:it's okay Sam but just remember my one thing

Samaira:what?

Sidhansh:please try to talk less

And again they all laughed leaving behind a pouting Samaira. This way their day ended  on a positive note and hence again proving that if there is love and understanding, no problem will be able to destroy their family nor their happiness.
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