My school has started so was not able to update😕......it's really quite hectic with science stream ( no offense, other streams are also hard at their own places,I know about science so I am telling about it)🥺🤧
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Hua jo tu bhi mera-mera
Tera jo ikaar hua
Toh kyu na main bhi keh du,keh du
Hua mujhe bhi pyaar hua

Tera hone laga hu ,khone laga hu
jabse mila hu
Tera hone laga hu ,khone laga hu
Jabse mila hu

Sid:Shehnaaz uth,please baby uth

Sana:yaar itne drame karta hai haina tu.....just say yes phir pakka uth jayungi

Sid:fine,yes

Shehnaaz excitedly stood up and held his hand making Sidharth shake his head in disbelief but a smile also appeared on his face.She kept her hands around his neck while he kept his on her waist gently swaying to the song.Her eyes never left his and kept looking at them maybe trying to find the depth of them but couldn't. The wind blew so gently as if it also danced along with them on the music.He traced her face with his fingers sensuously making Shehnaaz feel butterflies in her stomach and then pulled her nose.

Sid:pagal hai tu

Sana:ha wo toh hu tere pyaar mein

Shinning in the setting sun like a pearl upon the ocean
Come and feel me, O feel me
Shinning in the setting sun like a pearl upon the ocean
Come and heal me, O heal me

Waise toh maan mera phele bhi raaton mein
Akshar hi chahat ke ha, sapne sanjota tha
Pheli bhi dharkan ye dun koyi gati thi par aab jo hota hai wo phele na hota tha

He had felt the beautiful feeling of love ,the way his heart beated and the way his eyes everytime searched for his love yet it was different with Shehnaaz.The feeling,the blushing and the smiling felt foreign to Sidharth and he felt as if he was feeling it for the first time. At first he used to dream living in a house with his children happily but now his heart started dreaming about Shehnaaz being in that happy house,in his life with him and his children happily .

He twirled her and she giggled which felt like a sweet music to his ears.

Indeed she healed me and stitched all those wounds that were burning from years and causing me pain

Hua hai tuje jo bhi jo bhi
Mujhe bhi iss baar hua
Toh kyu na main bhi keh du,keh du
Hua mujhe bhi pyaar hua

Tera hone laga hu ,khone laga hu
jabse mila hu
Tera hone laga hu ,khone laga hu
Jabse mila hu

Love.
The one word she had hoped to get in her life and lived every day thinking that some day she will also find it and that love will heal her.She felt overwhelmed with all these emotions, of getting her love.She wanted to shout and say that she finally got her love snd that " She loves Sidharth Shukla ".She had heard people saying ki pyaar mein insaan kuch bhi kar sakta hai,jaan de bhi sakta hai aur jaan le bhi sakta hai but she never believed them.But now when she felt that love herself, she is ready to do anything.

Anything

She felt secured,protected feeling the way he held her in his arms.She sighed softly and laid her head on his chest listening to the beautiful music and her favourite music,his heartbeats.

Akhon se chu lu ke ,bahein tarasti hai
Dil ne pukara hai ha aab toh chale aao
Aao ke shabnam ki bunde barasti hai
Mausam ishara hai ha aab toh chale aao

Bahon mein dale bahein bahein
Bahon ka jaise haar hua
Haan mana maine mana mana
Hua mujhe bhi pyaar hua

Tera hone laga hu
Jabse mila hu,Khone laga hu
Tera hone laga hu
Jabse mila hu, khone laga hu

Sana:maan kar raha hai bas yahi reh jau

Sid:Waise tu kahe toh tere liye yahi ghar banwa du,what say?

Sana:idea acha hai but no ,humara ghar best hai......waha itni memories bani hai humari and I want to create more

His heart warmed while a sweet smile formed on his face hearing her saying "humara ghar". It felt so natural yet so overwhelming at the same time .He looked at her who was busy humming the music and swaying along with it.He couldn't help but just felt like to kiss her and that's exactly what he did.He cupped her face making Shehnaaz look at him and leaned towards her.

Sana:Sidharth

Shehnaaz said happily as she felt his lips touching her forehead giving her a lovely forehead kiss.She couldn't help but feel those butterflies again moving in her stomach. She smiled and shivered at the same time.

Thank you baba ji for giving me Sidharth!!

Shinning in the setting sun like a pearl upon the ocean
Come and feel me, O feel me

Shinning in the setting sun like a pearl upon the ocean
Come and heal me, O heal me

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Sid:hum aisi hi nahi reh sakte ?

Sidharth asked while they were sitting on the sand and seeing the calm,beautiful waves of the sea.Sidharth's hands were wrapped around her while Shehnaaz had hid herself like a baby in his chest hugging him.She slowly moved her head up and looked at him with a confused gaze.

Sana:matlab?

Sid:Is marriage a necessity for you ,Shehnaaz?

Sana:what

Shehnaaz really wasn't understanding what he meant by it.Ofcourse,everybody dreams about their marriage and she also has but feeling it as a necessity,she never thought about it.For some people,marriage is important but for her,the love and understanding mattered more.Marriage is a bond that increases that love and understanding between two people but in itself is a huge commitment,taking up a big responsibility.

Sid:don't get me wrong ,Shehnaaz but I think I am not ready for this sacred bond........I don't want to get tied in that bond as it already have left scars with me,I am scared to take up that responsibility again,I don't know how much time I will need to overcome my fear and at the sametime I don't want to break your heart,I know you must have thought about marriage.......having a loving,caring husband and performing all those religious rituals with him but I am sorry,I can't give that.......to.....you.........you deserve someone better, I-

Sana:first of all ,shut up and listen to me carefully.......you only deserve me and nobody else and about marriage, I seriously haven't thought about it much because only you matter for me,Sidharth......our love and beautiful moments matter,I want to live in the present, Sidharth and not think about our past or future........I have you and I only need you,I don't need anything else so let's just live in our present and enjoy it to the best

Shehnaaz said interrupting him as she understood his inner turmoil .She was happy that he confessed to her everything and didn't keep her in any false hopes and whatever she said was true.She had enough thinking about past and future so now she just wanted to focus on her present, their present.

Sid:how did I get so lucky to have you in my life as my soulmate?

Sidharth said feeling overwhelmed by her words and tightly wrapped his hands around her while kissing her forehead lovingly. Thr fear that he was feeling from so many days,finally he confessed today and felt happy.He was scared that he wouldn't provide her that happiness of marriage and again break her heart but hearing her words he felt relived.

Sana:I am lucky to have you

Shehnaaz said kissing his chest making him smile more.Both didn't said anything after that just enjoyed the cool breezes and their warmth .The waves moved in a sync while the moon started shining more brightly as if it also felt happy seeing their togetherness and love.The night sky was dark but still was illuminated by the moonlight which shone brightly on them.

Sid:we should leave now?

Sidharth asked Shehnaaz as he glanced at his watch and it showed 11:30 .He also felt Shehnaaz dozing off on his chest meaning she was also tired.He felt his phone vibrate and saw a message from Samaira which she had sent him an hour ago making him smile in relief.

Me and Ansh have had our dinner and are going to sleep, don't worry about us

Sid:baby,sweetheart

Sana:hmm

Sid:wake up,we have to leave

Sana:can't we stay here for today?

Shehnaaz asked in her sleepy voice still not ready to open her eyes.The weather and the scene felt so pleasant to her that she just wanted to stay here for tonight.

Sid:but then what about Ansh and Samaira?

Sidharth said trying to hide his smirk knowing she would definitely wake up hearing it and that only happened.Her eyes grew wide and she looked at her phone immediately.

Sana:oh God, how could I forget about them.......kiddo and Samaira haven't had their dinner also and Samaira told me to come before 12am,I seriously am so careless?

Shehnaaz groaned and cursed herself for being so selfish and quickly stood up.She was going to shout and curse herself more forgetting her tiredness but Sidharth stopped her.

Sid:you are not careless, Shehnaaz.......you are also tired and it's okay to sometimes think about yourself, and about Ansh and Samaira, they both have had their dinner and slept.........Samaira messaged me,I just used this trick to wake you up(winking)

Shehnaaz sighed in relief but when she heard the last sentence, she glared at him and smacked his head.

He ruined my sleep ,HOW DARE HE?!!

Sana:kutta

Sid:acha baba sorry na,aab chale

Sana:chalo

Shehnaaz said in an annoyed tone and followed him carefully trying her best not to trip and fall.They reached their bike and it's then ,Sidharth noticed her rubbing her arms and shivering.Her thin material of the crop top didn't help her much in the cold and made her shiver.

Sid:here

Sidharth said removing his jacket .It was not so thick but he knew that it would help her from shivering in this cold weather.

Sana:but you would also feel cold ,Sidharth?

Sid:It's okay for me and you need it more than me,I don't want you catching cold or getting fever

Sana:fine

Shehnaaz wrapped the jacket around her arms and sat on the bike.Soon,they started their journey back to their home along with their happy, beautiful moments still roaming in their minds.It felt surreal and serene at the same time.

A happy and memorable night that ended well for both of them!!

Sana:Sidharth, I can't

Sid:Shehnaaz, we have almost reached our home

Sidharth said as they were standing at the compound of their apartment .Shehnaaz was just standing there and whining about how tired and sleepy she was.

Sana:please na Sidharth, godi mein utha lo......I don't think I am so heavy also

Sid:Shehnaaz,no.......koi dekh lega toh

Sana:mat utha mujhe tu,fattu

Shehnaaz said and started walking fast leaving him behind her.Sidharth shook his head and followed her .

Chal beta aab mana apni gadhi ko!!

Sid:Shehnaaz sun toh

Sana:.........

Sid:Shehnaaz

Sana:..........

Sidharth tried persuading her but she didn't replied to him and maintained her angry ,upset face.She entered the lift and quickly pressed their floor number and after that stood far away from Sidharth.

Sid:acha baba,main tujhe tere room tak drop kar dunga

Sana:no

Sid:acha toh kya karu,tu hi bata?

Sana:baat mat kar mere se

Sid:Shehnaaz ky-

But before he could say anything they reached their floor and the lift door opened.Shehnaaz didn't listened to him and stepped out of the lift.She entered their home and locked it after Sidharth entered .All this time ,Sidharth was just looking at her and knew he had to do something quick.

Sana:Sidharth.......kya kar raha hai tu,utar mujhe

Shehnaaz got startled as Sidharth picked her up in bridal style and started walking towards the room.She huffed and moved her legs rapidly trying to get out of his hold.

Sid:chorunga toh tere room mein hi

Sana:par ye mera room nahi hai

Shehnaaz said looking at the door which she recognized as Sidharth's room.Sidharth didn't said anything just opened the door of his room by his foot.He dropped her on the floor and stood beside her.

Sid:stay with me tonight please

Shehnaaz's eyes grew wide as she heard his words. She hadn't expected this so was shocked hearing him.The nervousness didn't went unnoticed by Sidharth .

Sid:I swear I won't do anything, I just want you to stay with me.....that's it but still if you feel uncomfortable, you can leave Shehnaaz

Sana:uncomfortable? Seriously Sidharth?you will never make me uncomfortable ,I trust you and I would never leave you also

Shehnaaz said reassuring him while looked at her dress confusingly .She can't sleep in such clothes and also didn't wanted to go to her room now.

Sid:I have some old t-shirts,you can change into them

Sana:sure

Sidharth quickly went to his closet and brought with him one t-shirt and a shorts.Shehnaaz hesitantly took them and went to his bathroom to change while Sidharth changed in his room.

After changing her dress,she moved out of the bathroom and saw Sidharth lying on the bed.

Sid:you are comfortable?

Sana:yeah

Shehnaaz said but both of their's eyes were open.They couldn't sleep.Sidharth wanted to hold her in his arms but he thought she would be uncomfortable while Shehnaaz also didn't initiated thinking the samething.They were hesitant. They badly wanted to hold each other but feared the other's reaction.Finally,Shehnaaz gave up and said it.

Sana:I know we can't do any such thing but atleast we can hold hands,right?

Sid:yeah

Shehnaaz smiled and held his hand while Sidharth also smiled at her and closed his eyes finally getting his peace.Shehnaaz pressed his hand softly and soon drifted in a deep slumber herself.

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Samaira:so how was your date?Did you like the decorations?

Samaira asked as soon as she spotted Sidnaaz on the dining table.She rushed towards them and asked them grinning.Sidharth choked on his food while Shehnaaz shook her head in disbelief and facepalmed like a mother does when she doubts where her parwarish went wrong.

Sana:good morning to you too ,Samaira

Samaira:oops,sorry.........good morning, so how was it?

Sana:it was fabulous and thank you so much for doing that beautiful setup and also the beautiful music

Samaira:music?

It wasn't in our plan.....Maybe Adi added it

Sid:yeah,it was amazing

Sidharth said and patted her back in appreciation while Samaira raised her imaginary collar.Shehnaaz chuckled at the duo and sat down beside Sidharth.

Samaira:so when is the marriage?

Sid/Sana:Samaira

Both shouted together starting Samaira. One with surprise while the other with shock.Guess who would be shocked? Yes,It was Sidharth who was shocked the most .Shehnaaz was just surprised as she had expected something like this from her.Both sat there still in their world of thoughts staring at Samaira.

When did she become so bold?
This girl will surely make Sidharth faint one day!!

Samaira:Guys, cool down.......I just want my ship to reach its shore and want you both to be happy

Sana:we are happy Samaira

Sid:we are happy the way we are

Sidharth said glancing at Shehnaaz who smiled at him and nodded .Sidharth was happy that whatever he was doing he had consent of Shehnaaz in that and at the same time ,she was also happy.

I always want you to be happy,Shehnaaz!!

Samaira:so there's no marriage happening?

But before they could reply her and make her understand their situation, they were interrupted by another voice.

Sidhansh:whose marriage?

Samaira:naazu and dad's marriage

Samaira said in flow not completely aware to whom she said it.She sulked and layed back on her seat without thinking about the consequences while Shehnaaz's eyes grew wide.Little did Samaira knew that she is gonna regret it the next moment.

Sidhansh:oh,congra- WAIT,WHATTTT?
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