*A long part as promised❤✨
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He gazed at the water of the sea as it moved in waves .The waves that touched the shore and then went back to their home i.e. sea.The tranquility he felt by seeing them couldn't be said in words.Finally his mind was at peace and he remembered the lines he had once read on internet " Smell the sea and the feel the sky,let your soul and spirit fly ". His soul really felt free today while he touched the soft sand beneath his feets.Beach,a place where you truly feel relaxed.The truth Sidhansh never had known but today he knew and felt it also.

"Here's your coconut water buddy"

Sidhansh heard a voice from back and turned around only to see the man whom he had meet at the hospital that day.He came towards Sidhansh and sat beside him while passing him the coconut .Sidhansh held it in his hands and took a sip only to feel himself refreshed yet again.

Sidhansh:It's good and refreshing

Man:I know and so is this place.........the best relaxing place on this Earth

Sidhansh:so we are going back today?

Man:only if you want ,Sid

Sidhansh:I feel I am ready to go back,Adi bhai

Sidhansh said and turned towards Aditya with a smile.Yes,that man was Aditya who truly had helped him.He was with him only from two days.TWO DAYS ? Shocking right? He himself doesn't know how his family agreed to it or if they are informed also or not but he is glad. Glad that he got his much needed time, the time to think ,the time to truly decide that if his family really did bad with him or not .

Adi:I am glad otherwise Samaira would seriously chop my head off.......she even threatened me that if I don't drop you in single piece today at your home,she would come to my house and steal my watch collection and burn my house down

Aditya said in a sad tone while wiping his fake tears making Sidhansh laugh.Aditya really sometimes think how did he got so fierce and bold girl and the shocking part is that he loves this fierce girl of his.He looked at Sidhansh who was again lost in the waves while sipping his coconut water .He too sat properly and looked at the waves.

It was his and Samaira's favourite place afterall!!

Sidhansh:thank you

Adi:for what?

Aditya asked confusingly as he didn't understand why Sidhansh was thanking him.If it was because of the beach then he would completely tell him that it's not required.

Sidhansh:for helping me,for giving me the time that I needed

Sidhansh said softly as he remembered that in these two days also when Sidhansh said he now requires his alone time,Aditya would leave the room immediately .Firstly he was a bit scared thinking about to live with a stranger for two days but when he came to know Samaira's and Shehnaaz's connection with Aditya,he relaxed.At the sametime, Aditya made him feel comfortable and tried to make him feel like he was in home only by cracking jokes or by telling Samaira's and his hilarious acts.

But home is home afterall!!

Aditya:you need not thank me,Sidhansh........I just did what I felt was right and if Samaira also would be in my place she would do this.......but I am sorry for keeping you away from your family in these two days,I just thought about to give you your alone time to think properly but in this I forgot that I was keeping you away from them

Sidhansh:it's fine as I also had agreed with you and after this I can surely say that my mind is clear

Adi:so is your family at fault?

Aditya asked the question which came to his mind and was also revolving in his mind from the two days.He didn't wanted to eavesdrop on the family conversation but unintentionally he did when he had came back to enlighten Shehnaaz about some more things about the contract.Then he had followed Sidhansh and thought to help him.

Sidhansh:yes,no........yes they are at fault because they didn't even told me once before directly making me come to the hospital, I mean I think my reaction was actually justified.......I was shocked actually numb seeing Sam in the hospital cuz never in my dreams also I had thought about losing her,I just got her now......my reaction was maybe wrong in other's POV but according to me ,my personality I feel it was okay.......just imagine telling a short tempered person about the thing that he feared the most,his reaction would not be crying at first ,it would be an angry reaction first because he was losing his most precious thing but at the sametime if you had said the samething to a calm person ,he would try to understand the situation first maybe a little bit only and then react........and also no ,they are not completely at fault because according to their perspective I am a kid and by saying these things to a kid ,they would have burdened that small kid's brain.........Frankly speaking,they are right also somewhere because seriously it was a lot for me to take but now when I finally got my much needed time,I understood

Sidhansh finally said whatever he felt at that time and what he felt now.His heart felt light telling everything to someone. Aditya was not a complete family member to him but not a complete stranger also.He knew he would understand him and also tell him if he was wrong or right.He truly felt happy that Samaira had such a good bestfriend .But little did Sidhansh know the effect of his words on Aditya.

Adi:I- I..........I am speechless buddy,where did you get so much brain from? I felt like I was talking to my dad........Man,you are damn intelligent and cool,I seriously envy your maturity and think why didn't I had it in my childhood

Sidhansh chuckled hearing him and shrugged his shoulders as if it was nothing big for him.

Sidhansh:Thank you Ig

Adi:so are we ready to go on a "back home" trip?

Sidhansh:ofcourse (laughing)

Aditya smiled seeing him laugh and thought how he had instantly connected with his sweet boy.Indeed,he was the best brother as Samaira had said.

I wish he was my brother *pout*

Sidhansh:but will you bring me to this beach again,please?

Adi:anytime you say buddy

While going back home,just one thought crossed Sidhansh's mind making him anxious.

But will they forgive me?
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Samaira:Naazu, do you seriously think I can do this?

Samaira asked Shehnaaz as they both were sitting outside the psychiatrist's office along with Sidharth. Samaira had eventually agreed to this session but now she was feeling nervous.A sudden panic started crawling on her chest making her clutch the pillow beside her tightly. The atmosphere, the office,the walls,the people sitting there itself gave a panic attack to her.

Sana:yes,you can do this

Shehnaaz said and squeezed Samaira's hand reassuring her.They were interrupted by a lady's voice regarding their session making Sidharth stand up.

Lady:next ,a combined session for Samaira Shukla and Shehnaaz gill

Samaira:combined session? You are accompanying me naazu? I didn't knew

Sana:I also didn't knew

Shehnaaz whispered snd looked at Sidharth who acting normal and wasn't shocked.Then ,it striked her that he was the one who had fixed the appointment and when she asked him about it,he didn't say anything about it to her .

Sana:why did you fix an appointment for me ,Sidharth?

Shehnaaz asked him without beating around the bush.Sidharth sighed and held her shoulders.

Sid:because you also need it........I had heard your conversation with Samaira that day

Sidharth whispered but loud enough for Shehnaaz to hear.She shockingly looked at him knowing what conversation he was talking about .She feared it ,she feared talking about it and that was only going to happen now.

Sana:why?

Sid:what why?because you need it ,Shehnaaz

Sana:do you think of me........as a.......an addict?

Shehnaaz asked stuttering making Sidharth shock.He looked at her completely and also lifted her head making her looking at him too.He was angry hearing the words from her mouth.Ofcourse that wasn't the reason why he had booked this appointment. He was angry that how could she think that he thinks so low about her.

Sid:no Shehnaaz, I booked this appointment for you because I wanted you to let out everything that you are hiding from me........I understand if you don't want to tell me and it's fine because maybe I wouldn't be able to help you also but she is a specialist, she will understand what you are going through and help you also.......trust me ,it will only make you better and the decision is upto you only if you want to continue.........I just booked this combined session for today and it will be your decision, if you want to continue............okay, sweetheart?

Shehnaaz listened to him carefully and in the end her eyes got filled with tears.She couldn't believe that this man thought so much about her.She just nodded too overwhelmed by her emotions. The endearment word also did some magic in her heart .

Sana:okay,I will do this ,for you,for me and for us

Samaira:so let's go inside

Samaira shouted startling both of them.She was just listening to them and not interrupting them but when she found the conversation ending ,she made her presence known to them.

Sana:yeah,let's go

Dil charke ki ek tu dori (2)
Sofi iska rang haaye
Ismein jo tera khwaab piroya (2)
Needein bani patang
Dil bharta nahi (2)
Ankein rajti nahi (2)
Chahe jitna bhi dekti jaoon
Waqt jaaye main rok na paoon

Tu thodi der aur therja sohniya
Tu thodi der aur therja
Tu thodi der aur therja zalima
Tu thodi der aur therja

Their eyes remained glued to each other and theirs hands refused to leave each other.Shehnaaz didn't wanted to leave him because she feared that going inside the room will change her life.For Good or bad that she didn't knew.And for Sidharth, he just didn't wanted her to go.

Samaira:Guys this is just about one hour.......you both are not getting separated for a year and uncle will you please stop playing this sad song

Samaira said finally interfering between them and also making the man who was playing this song stop.Shehnaaz nodded and controlled her blushing while Sidharth scratched his nape.

Samaira:aur waise bhi I am sure if you say dad to stay,he will definitely stay outside,right dad?

Sid:actually I am already staying

Sam:see

Sid:you guys go while I will call Rohan and check up on Ansh

Shehnaaz and Samaira both looked at each other fearfully and gulped.They knew Sidhansh was staying with Aditya and not Rohan but definitely they couldn't say this to Sidharth so they said that Sidhansh was staying with his friend because of some school project.Shehnaaz only knows how she had convinced Rohan and his mom to say this if Sidharth called them to ask about Sidhansh. She was also shocked at first about hearing him staying with Aditya and scared also but when Samaira assured she was okay and calmed down.Samaira nudged Shehnaaz signaling her to make some excuse.

Sana:Sidharth I had actually called Mrs.Roy and she told me that their project is over and she will drop him to our home today

Sid:are you sure?

Sana:yeah

Sid:okay,I just hope he forgives me

Sana:he will......don't worry
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Jyoti:so since when you are taking this pills,Shehnaaz?

Shehnaaz looked up at the elderly lady who was currently their psychiatrist and had introduced herself as Jyoti Sharma. She took a deep breath and finally said it .

Sana:since I moved to Mumbai,one year back.......at first this was just my stress relieving pill but soon I started to consume it at a daily basis which I know was my fault.......but when I moved in with Sidharth, everything changed,my priorities changed,my POVs changed and my life changed so I stopped taking those pills.........I didn't feel the need of taking those pills again and if I wanted to relieve my stress, there was my kiddo to lighten my mood

Jyoti:that I can see Shehnaaz but also at the sametime I can see that you have not recovered fully also........I am glad that you have started living by seeing and feeling the true emotions of human life and also have gave up on the pills........but I would still advice you take two,three more appointments and open up with me so that the little bit fear,depression that is left inside of you goes.......the rest is your decision

Shehnaaz looked at the lady not understanding that how she understood that a part of depression was still inside her but then she realized that maybe she knows this after treating so many patients .She nodded and thought to decide with a calm mind at home.

Jyoti:now Samaira, well first thing I wanna ask you.......how are you doing?

Samaira:I am fine doctor,yeah just a bit low because I just got discharged from hospital two days ago

Jyoti:firstly Samaira, talk to me after removing your facade.........I want to know what you truly are feeling from within

Samaira:but this is what this world wants ,a happy girl who would just say that I'm fine and be happy everytime.......nobody wants a broken girl

Samaira said the words that she had felt all this words .Nobody wanted to live with a broken,depressed girl who would just talk everytime about her miseries and problems. Nobody wanted to be burdened with such talks so Samaira learnt to hide her pain inside only and put a smiling,happy mask on her face covering her broken self completely from the world.Shehnaaz smiled sadly hearing her words as at one time, she also felt this.

Jyoti:I may not know about the whole world Samaira but neither me nor your family wants to see this fake Samaira........we want to see YOU,the original you

Samaira pondered over her words carefully and smiled.This way their session proceeded with small questions and much to Samaira's relief ,the psychiatrist didn't asked anything about her past.For Shehnaaz, she asked some questions inbetween .Like this their one hour ended and both by the end,felt a bit light.

Jyoti:okay so I hope you liked the pratice session........Samaira we will start our real sessions from tomorrow

Samaira:sure

This was a pratice session? Idk what a real session will be then!!

Samaira thought in her mind and soon stood up to leave the office. Shehnaaz forwarded her hand for the lady to handshake which she gladly accepted. She smiled at both of them and finally let them go.

Samaira:it was okay

Sana:yeah,kinda

Sidhansh:naazu,Sam

Samaira:am I dreaming? I heard Sidhansh's voice

Sana:me too

They both turned around and saw Sidhansh standing at the entrance of the building along with Sidharth waving at them. Both were confused yet moved towards them .

Sana:what are you doing here,kiddo?

Sid:that I was going to ask you Shehnaaz......you had told that Rohan's mom would drop him at home

Shehnaaz made an O face now realizing what she spoke and the blunder she made while Sidhansh confusingly stared at them not understanding their words.

Rohan's mom? Why would she drop me here?

Samaira:umm,naazu how can you forget?........that you had called up Rohan's mother to drop him here

Sid:but why here?

Samaira:so that we can go to the icecream parlour together........I am craving icecream

Samaira grinned making Sidharth nod while Sidhansh strangely looked at her knowing she was lying.Samaira didn't let any other question come out of his mouth so quickly dragged Sidharth with her .Shehnaaz was going to follow her but stopped hearing Sidhansh.

Sidhansh:WAIT, I want to say something

Samaira and Sidharth stopped walking and turned back looking at Sidhansh. Shehnaaz who was standing beside him asked him through gestures that what happened. They were all acting like nothing happened and were not hurt from his act.Actually they weren't. For Sidnaaz ,they were happy that Sidhansh is back while for Samaira, she knew that now his mind would be clear because of Aditya.

But the guilt, Sidhansh felt was breaking his heart so he took a deep breath and finally said what he wanted to say from so long.

Sidhansh:I am sorry for hurting you all
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