Chapter 77:- Her ignorance is killing me🤎
* This part was supposed to be published yesterday but I had to attend my cousin sister's birthday party so couldn't do it🥺🤧
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Ignorance is often considered a common word ,treated like just any other emotion .But do you know what is more painful than separation but less painful than death? It's Ignorance. We often say wo mujhe ignore kar raha/rahi hai toh kya ,karne de,mujhe kya farak parhta hai? But from inside we all know we are lying because it affects us especially if that ignorance is from a person who is closed to our heart.Ignorance also means giving a silence treatment to a particular person.Silence which probably kills the person and breaks their heart.Silence is the most powerful weapon so ignorance is equally powerful.But we should also know when ,how ,for what and against whom,we should use this weapon because sometimes it breaks the person to that extent from where he/she could never heal.
Sana:kiddo don't you have school today?
Sidhansh:nopeeeeee naazu ,it's a holiday
Sidhansh stretched the e in excitement. Finally he could play his video games whole day without interruption.Right now also,he was lazily lying on his bed and just wondering what all things he should do today.
Should I pratice football? Naah couch is enough
Should I read the new book that dad bought for me?
Naah,Boring
I guess I will just play video games.....yayyyy
Sana:what about your football pratice?
Sidhansh:no naazu
Sana:singing class?
Sidhansh:no naazu
Sana:so let's go out today
Shehnaaz said clapping her hands excitedly. The main reason behind her saying this was to stay away from Sidharth because she knew if she stayed in house,it will be hard for her to ignore him.
Sidhansh:good idea but where?
Sid:let's go out to have some icecream
Sidharth said entering the room and surprising both of them.One was happily surprised while the other was in shock.Shehnaaz mumbled incoherent words under her breath and started thinking something to deny him but Sidhansh spoke first.
Sidhansh:that's really an awesome idea,let's goooooo naazu
Sidhansh shouted in excitement and started dragging her with him making Sidharth chuckled.Sidharth smiled innerly knowing his plan worked and now maybe he will get time to talk with her.He only knew how he spent a day without her talking to him.
Sana:kiddo,I have some work
Sidhansh:naazu you can do the work afterwards....please let's go
Sana:but
Sidharth frowned hearing her.He could see that she was making excuses to be away from him.Was he so bad that she so desperately wanted to stay away from him? A feeling of pain gripped his heart thinking about it but he soon shrugged it off thinking maybe she really has work.
Sidhansh:please,please......pleaseeeeee naazu
Sidhansh said with his best puppy eyes making Shehnaaz close her eyes and curse in her mind.She couldn't deny her kiddo afterall so she meekly nodded.
Sana:okay,let's go
Sidhansh:yayyyy
Sishansh held her hand with one hand while with other other he held his dad's hand dragging them with him.Shehnaaz looked at Sidharth and Sidharth also looked at her at the same time making a perfect eyelock.She could see in his eyes that he was happy with her going then why is he pushing her away also at the sametime? She was really confused with his behavior but she was sure of one think.
That I am not gonna stop and make him realize that he also loves me !!
She diverted her gaze from him breaking the eyelock and looked infront.Samaira was standing there with a helpless look and with an expression "I also couldn't do anything ".Shehnaaz nodded with a smile murmuring a "it's okay".
Sid:Ansh wait,I will just get my car keys and then we will go
Sidhansh:okay
Sidharth left the trio to fetch his car keys. Sidhansh looked at the girl duo with curiosity as they both stood beside each other and kept whispering.He also wanted to know what's going between them.If you thought he hadn't noticed their sudden closeness then you are wrong.He has noticed it and genuinely felt happy but at the same time couldn't stop his curiosity.
Sidhansh:what are you both talking about without me?(pouted)
Sana:us?.......No,nothing kiddo
Sidhansh:no you both were talking about something.......tell me naazu
Sidhansh sternly asked them again making Shehnaaz gulp.How could she tell him about their so called love plan?A ten year old kid to be exact.She looked at Samaira who rolled her eyes while nodded assuring that she will handle it.
Here you go buddy!!
Samaira:we were talking about to watch Fifty shades of grey.........wanna watch,kiddo?
Samaira said sarcastically while mockingly saying the word kiddo.Shehnaaz's eyes grew wide while her cheeks heated in a deep shade of red.She didn't thought Samaira would joke about it and smacked Samaira's head.
Sana:Samaira, what the fuc- fudge........how can you say that infront of him?
Shehnaaz whisper-yelled at her but took care not to use any abusive words.Samaira just shrugged her shoulders like it was not a big deal making Shehnaaz want to bang her own head on the wall.She looked at Sidhansh who were looking at them confusingly.
Sidhansh:is it a movie or series?...........if it's good I will watch
Sidhansh said grinning making Shehnaaz want to faint then and there. Samaira turned around to control herself from laughing ignoring the glares of Shehnaaz.
Oh my God,I want to laugh so hard!!.....help me God
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Sid:so which flavour?
Sidharth asked the trio as they all sat in one of the tables of the icecream parlour. Shehnaaz looked at him as the other two were busy in themselves only.She kept a hand on her cheek as if thinking what flavour she should order making Sidharth chuckle a bit.
Cute
Sana:chocolate chip
Sidhansh:I will go myself to the counter and then decide what I will order.......I want to try something new
Sidhansh said while standing up holding Samaira's hand too.Samaira confusingly looked at him and raised an eyebrow.
Sidhansh:Sam will go with me
Sam:nopeeeeee
Samaira said not wanting to leave Shehnaaz alone with Sidharth. It's not that she didn't trusted Shehnaaz but she also knew that how it's difficult for Shehnaaz to ignore him.That's why she wanted to stay with them and make sure that Shehnaaz doesn't melt easily.
Sidhansh:yes
Samaira:no
Sidhansh:okay then I will bring you mint icecream
Samaira:I am okay with it
Samaira said shrugging her shoulders as she hadn't ever tried mint icecream. She didn't argued with him anymore thinking what if it really turns out good but her face paled thinking about the opposite.
What if it tastes bad? Then what I will do?
Samaira:fine I will go with you
Sidhansh:good choice
Sidhansh said while proudly patting her shoulders .He ran off after that not wanting to see Samaira's glares. Samaira huffed and went after him not before giving Shehnaaz a pointed look.
Sid:so you will still not talk to me?
Shehnaaz looked at him but didn't uttered a word.She looked at his pouted face and quickly turned her face other side not wanting to melt so easily.She couldn't tell how bad she felt hearing Sidharth's words so she was doing this.To make Sidharth feel atleast a bit of her pain.
Sid:Shehnaaz,what have I done baby?
Sana:as if you don't know(whisper)
Shehnaaz whispered under breath making Sidharth confuse as he couldn't hear her.He again looked at her who was busy gazing the interior of the parlour.
Sid:yaar ye monvrath specially mere liye hi hai kya kyunki Ansh aur Maira se baat kar rahi ho.......madam aab toh kuch boleye ya tang aa gayi hai aap mujhse.....sahi bhi hai banda agar itna kharoos ho toh koyi bhi tang aa sakta hai
Sidharth said frowning but stopped talking seeing Shehnaaz glares.He smiled a bit but quickly hid it as he finally got a reaction for him.And now his next step is to make her talk.
Her ignorance is killing me
Sid:matlab main kharoos nahi hu? Toh phir ignore kyu rahi hu yaar mujhe.......pata hai Shehnaaz laga nahi tha ki ek din agar main tujhse baat nahi karunga toh wo mujhe itna affect karega,phatt rahi hai yaar meri........bas teri voice sunni hai yaar
Shehnaaz was quietly hearing his words and smiled innerly. She was also missing talking to him but knew it was important for her,for them.By hearing him ,she felt special, she felt as if he was also somewhere feeling those emotions that she felt and that made her happy.
He maybe he also loves me!!.......I was only thinking wrong !!
Sid:Shehnaaz aab toh kuch bol.......your ignorance is killing me
Sana:I -
Shehnaaz opened her mouth to speak but when she saw Samaira and Sidhansh coming towards them,she stopped.The laughing duo finally reached the table and kept the icecreams there.Samaira looked at both of them,one was sulking while the other was ignoring her gaze.
Samaira:is everything okay?
Sana:yeah
Shehnaaz said and made an eye contact with her assuring that everything was actually okay.Sidharth also nodded and then looked at Sidhansh who was eyeing the icecreams with a hunger look.
Sid:so Ansh what new flavour did you pick?
Sidhansh:chocolate chip cookie dough icecream
Sidhansh said grinning and licking his lips at the end making all of them chuckle.He picked up a spoon and quickly dipped it in his icecream. He was the most carefree one in the table who didn't even slightly had the idea of the planning plotting .
Samaira:why did I even go with you?........I should have let you brought this mint icecream, it's really good
Samaira said making a regretting face while eating her icecream. Sidhansh stuck his tongue out annoying her to which she also stuck her tongue out.
Sana:Samaira, Kiddo enough.....now eat your icecream, I don't want a icecream fight here
Shehnaaz said making them both eat their icecreams nicely without fighting. Sidharth smiled looking at them both ,how easily they agreed to Shehnaaz .It's not the first time they have agreed to Shehnaaz without throwing tantrums but everytime it happens ,it reminds him of one thing.She acts just like a mom.
What the hell !!
He shouted at his brain for even thinking about that but what will his brain do.It's only saying this after observing everything keenly .
Samaira:naazu eat
Samaira said to which Shehnaaz nodded and started eating her icecream. Sidharth also dismissed all those senseless thoughts and started eating his icecream. Afterall can anybody ignore icecream? No
Icecream is pure love!!
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Sid:Samaira, Ansh you both sit in the car......I have talk to Shehnaaz about something
Shehnaaz stopped instantly after hearing him and looked at him with wide eyes.She was actually nervous thinking what she will do now?Samaira waa going to protest but Sidhansh quickly replied before her.
Sidhansh:okay dad
He said and dragged Samaira with him and in their discussing about his favourite movies making Samaira also busy in them.She also forgot about Shehnaaz but somewhere in her mind she had full confidence on Shehnaaz that she will make the plan work.
Sidharth:let's go
Sidharth said and held her hand dragging her with him towards the back of the shop.The shop was located in a sparsely populated area because it was away from the city and in the back of the shop there was no people.
Sana:Sidharth
Sidharth stopped when they reached the place and also after hearing Sidharth from her mouth.It all felt new to him,her calling his name.He never got to knew that he would so desperately want to hear her voice, his name from her mouth.It felt soothing to him to be honest .
Sid:toh tune finally decide kar liya hai mujhse baat karne ka?
Sana:no
Sid:tu gussa hai?
Sana:yes
Sid:kyunki maine tujhse wo baat uss way mein kaha isliye?
Sana:no
Sid:toh phir kyu hai yaar? aur please ye yes,no band kar
Shehnaaz didn't said anything just kept looking at him.She was just not angry at him for saying those words in that way,she was angry because he was not accepting his love.She was angry because in that process he was hurting her so much.She wished he could see her bleeding heart.
Sid:you can't leave our conversation in between
Sidharth said as he saw Shehnaaz turning around and walking.He couldn't let her leave without sorting out everything. He held her wrist and pulled her towards him .Due to the force,Shehnaaz collided with his chest while her hands rested on his shoulders.Sidharth's hands held her waist tightly not letting her leave.
Sana:Sidharth
Shehnaaz said in a angry stern voice while struggled to get out of his grip but couldn't. Sidharth looked straight in her eyes and inhaled a deep breath.
Sidharth:No you listen to me......I am really sorry Shehnaaz for saying that in that way but wahi meri zindagi ka sach hai ,I can't give Ruhi's place to anybody but iska matlab ye bhi nahi hai ki you are not important to me.....you are very important to me,tumhare sath mera jo rishta haina wo shayad Ruhi ke sath bhi nahi tha mera,hum haste hai,gussa hote hai phir ek dusre ko manate hai.....pata ye do din mein pata chala ki I can't live without your voice,cheesy right?(chuckles).......but yahi sach hai,tu meri life ka wo hissa ban gayi hai jiske bina meri zindagi adhuri hai,dull hai......jaise doremon nobita ke bina nahi reh sakta,jaisa iron man ke bina avengers adhura hai,jaise dance bina music ke adhura hai......jaise burger without French fries adhura hai,jaise earth sun and moon ke bina adhura hai waise main bhi tere bina adhura hu........mujhe nahi pata iss feeling,iss rishte ho kya naam du......actually naam dena hi kyu,jo bhi hai bohot beautiful hai aur pure hai......you are the best Serendipity that has happened to me, Shehnaaz
Sidharth touched his forehead with hers after saying the last word.Tears were there in both their eyes,one after hearing so much while the other after saying so much.It felt just serene to them ,it was just them no other person.Shehnaaz didn't heard what she wanted to hear but it was also no less .She was overwhelmed knowing she was special to him and maybe he loves her also because she feels adhura without him just like him.She was happy that he actually felt something for her.She knew it is a hard path that is walking on but she was ready.
For us
Sana:okay
Sidharth:what okay?
Sidharth asked with a confused gaze lifting his forehead. Shehnaaz smiled at his stupidity and cupped his face with tears in her eyes.
Sana:okay,I forgive you kullu
Shehnaaz laughed when Sidharth hugged her after hearing her.She could actually feel that she was being squeezed but she didn't complain because the love,happiness was more.She could feel the love and warmth in the hug and now was determined to make him also feel and realize it.The way his touch made her shiver,the way his arms provided her the sukoon .Everything was just special and beautiful.
I will fight for us,Sidharth
Choo kar gayi,teri chuwwan
Behki hu main ab,
mehka hai maan
Maare khushi ke,
maar jaun na
Pagal banaye ye ishqpan
Poore badan pe tera
Naam chal raha hai
Dekho na pyaar,pyaar
Pyaar likh raha hai
Yeh wo khushi hai jo
Yeh dil hi janta hai
Saanson se inn dhadkanon tak
Palkon ki japki taley
Yahan wahan hai tu
Mujh mein rawan hai tu
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