Samaira:so this is my plan.....how's it?

An excited Samaira asked her best friend. She thought who will be a better person than her bestfriend to share this plan with and also she can get help from him.She was sure about her plan and knew it will definitely work.

But what's the harm in doing a double check ?

Adi:it's nice Samaira but are you sure it will work?

Aditya who was shockingly listening to her nervously asked her.There were possibilities of the plan working but at the same time he was doubtful of it.Another thing which shocked him was his bestfriend turning into a love guru.He was still in his shocking thoughts when he heard Samaira's voice.

Samaira:I am 200% sure,It will work......you remember my plans of sneaking out of the hostel in late nights and they never failed......I was never caught

Adi:well,there's a reason for that also

Samaira:what do you mean?

Samaira asked confusingly making Aditya bit his tongue for telling it.He can't let her know that the reason behind that she was never caught was because of her dad only.It was secret he came to know by Maria and promised her that he will tell it to Samaira not until Sidharth says himself .

Adi:nothing,leave that........concentrate on your plan, it shouldn't fail

Sam:aye aye captain........I'm gonna be the cupid of their lovestory and make them realize their love

Samaira said in her dramatic voice making Aditya let out a chuckle.

Adi:sure........but I don't know when you will realize my feelings for you(whisper)

Samaira:did you say something?

Adi:me ,no.......gotta go,bye sweet plum ,Sammy......miss me and yeah don't forget your handsome bestfriend (winking)

Samaira:bye dumbass, don't call me Sammy........and your not handsome,you are a idi-

Before Samaira could complete, Aditya cut the call making her curse him.She rolled her eyes remembering the "handsome" word.But a small smile came on her lips knowing her bestfriend is with her in this and just his support encourages her more to do this.

Samaira:duffer

Sana:SAMAIRA,BREAKFAST

Samaira:COMING NAAZU

Samaira yelled back hearing Shehnaaz's voice and smirked.Knowing that it was finally the time to execute her plan.She moved out of her room and walked towards the dining table.

Samaira:good morning everyone

All:good morning

Samaira quickly sat on her chair while Shehnaaz passed the plate filled with parathas to her.She looked at the two love birds who were peacefully having their breakfast and not talking making her sulking.

But do you think she would let this continue? Naah

Time for some teasing!!

Samaira:Sidhansh do you remember that song from DDLJ?

Sidhansh:which song?

Samaira:Ho gaya hai tujhko toh pyaar sajna,lakh karle tu inkaar sajna

As soon as she sung the song ,the sound of coughing echoed in the room.Sidharth's face turned into a deep shade of red while he continued with his coughing .On the other hand,Shehnaaz kept looking down not wanting to face anyone with her embarassed or should I say blushing face.Sidharth picked up the glass of water and drank it while glaring at Samaira.

Samaira:dad-

Sidhansh:Sam ,You sing?

Samaira was going to continue with her teasing but unluckily she got interrupted by Sidhansh.She internally groaned and facepalmed but nonetheless looked at Sidhansh with a forced smile.

Samaira:Yeah,sometimes......my voice is not so good

Sidhansh:no,it's amazing Sam......you should sing more

Samaira:thanks Ansh

Samaira quickly said thanks and thought now their conversation ended but Sidhansh again called her.She looked at Sidharth who had a relief look on his face and internally whined knowing her chance was gone.But hearing Sidhansh's next question she got a tiny hope.

Sidhansh:but why this song?

Samaira:I just remembered DDLJ and also remembered that someone else is also in llloo-

Sidharth:I am done.......I have some important work to do

Sidharth said and immediately sprang out of his chair not wanting to get embarrassed anymore.Samaira was intentionally dragging the love word just to get his reaction.She innerly  chuckled and her lips curved upwards in an evil smirk which didn't went unnoticed by Shehnaaz .

Plan is on right track bitches!!

Sidhansh:what were you saying Sam?

Samaira:nothing ,Ansh and why are you not eating the veggies?

Samaira asked raising her eyebrows trying to intimidate him but he just rolled his eyes and made an awful face making Shehnaaz giggle.

Sidhansh:eww,I don't like it

Samaira:but it's healthy

Sidhansh:so why don't you eat it?

Sidhansh asked smirking and put all the veggies in a bowl and passed it to Samaira. He grinned at her and gestured her to eat it making Samaira only dig deadly daggers at him.

Samaira:no thanks

Sidhansh:but-

Sana:enough you two,finish your breakfast "peacefully" and bring the plates to the kitchen after you finish,got it?

Shehnaaz said sternly while keeping her hands on her hips scaring both of them and putting emphasis on peacefully. Both gulped their saliva and  nodded frantically agreeing with her.Afterall the boss lady had ordered them ,how can they refuse?

Samaira/Sidhansh:yes naazu

Already acting like typical Indian mom!!

Samaira said in her mind and shook her head smilingly at the thought.She can't wait anymore for them to confess their feelings and become one.Then ,she will also get Shehnaaz as her mum.
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Samaira:where do I keep them?

Samaira asked holding both her and Sidhansh's plates .Sidhansh had school so he immediately left after eating breakfast .

Sana:in the sink,Samaira

Shehnaaz said while continuing her work of making herself coffee.It was her second cup of coffee but she didn't cared because it was the only thing that could provide her relief and after whatever she read ,it had become more important.

Sana:Samaira

Samaira:hmm

Samaira turned around as she heard Shehnaaz's voice.She was going to exit the kitchen but after hearing Shehnaaz, turned around and moved towards her.

Sana:stop doing it.......it will not happen  what you are trying to do

Samaira:I don't understand naazu what you are saying about

Shehnaaz sighed and turned off the gas pouring the coffee into her cup and leaving it there.She held Samaira's hand and took her to the living room to have a better conversation. Not only Sidharth but she also understood what Samaira was trying to do and she wanted to make her understand calmly.

Sana:Samaira stop with your these acts

Samaira:what acts?

Sana:your acts of teasing me and Sidharth, trying to make Sidharth believe that he loves me and trying to set us both together.......Stop it Samaira, you have to believe that Sidharth doesn't love me and will never love me also

Samaira sat stunned hearing her moreover hearing her pessimistic words.She couldn't believe that the women who loved her ,who was always positive and also made others stay positive, thought so negative about herself. She was not angry for Shehnaaz for shouting at her because she had only given that right to Shehnaaz but she was angry on Shehnaaz for thinking so low for herself.

Shehnaaz didn't wanted to shout at Samaira but she couldn't help and let out her helplessness,frustration and sadness in the form of shouting.It was hard for her also to say those words but she had to because she knew if she will not stop Samaira she will continue her acts and maybe that would give false hope to her also.She had accepted the bitter truth of reality that she and Sidharth can't be together.

Samaira:He loves you naazu ,he is just confused because of his insecurities and that's why not accepting it

Sana:No,he doesn't

Shehnaaz said sternly and wiped the lone tear that rolled down her cheeks.It was hurting her more than she had thought.

Samaira:fine,let's not talk about him.......don't you love him,naazu?

Shehnaaz got shocked hearing her question and looked at her immediately only to find Samaira's curious eyes waiting for her answer. She was surprised knowing how Samaira came to know this .She wasn't so obvious ofcourse as she had already hide her feelings deep in her soul.

Sana:it doesn't matter

Samaira:what kind of love do you do that doesn't matter only?........sorry to say, then naazu you don't love him,your love is fake

Sana:shut up ,just shut up......my love is not fake ,it as pure as the love I do to you and Ansh.......I can't tell you Samaira how much I love him, since the day I came to know about my feelings maan karta hai bas jake bata du that he isn't just a friend to me,bol du ki I love him so much and aab wo mere liye kitna important ho gaya hai, meri duniya ban gaya hai........and I am telling you that it doesn't matter because it seriously doesn't matter ,wo kabhi meri feelings ko reciprocate nahi karega......he will never love me, Samaira

Sometimes some relations in our life become so difficult, kuch log jo aapke ho kar bhi nahi hote aur kuch log aapke na ho kar bhi ho jate hai,jinse aap beyadh pyaar karne lag jate ho.Such was her relationship with Sidharth,for him she was not more than a friend but for her ,he was her everything, uski duniya.The world she didn't wanted to lose neither wanted the world to disown her.She only knew with how much difficulty she said that he will never love her.

Samaira:toh bata do na,naazu

Samaira said softly while keeping a reassuring hand on her shoulder.She didn't mean the words that she said cuz she knew how pure Shehnaaz's love was but she had to.She had to say those words to provoke her in order to make Shehnaaz confess her feelings.She was not angry but sad knowing how much Shehnaaz was suffering and she never came to know until now.The girl who was herself in so much pain made others happy and relieved them from the pain.

How can someone be so selfless!!

Sana:kabhi nahi

Samaira:aur wo kyu?

Sana:kyunki nahi hai mujhme utni himmat ,Samaira......nahi hai mujhme himmat ki uske muh se sunu ki he doesn't love me ,nahi hai mujhme himmat ki jab mera dil toote aur wo main bardasht kar saku,nahi hai mujhme himmat ki jab wo kahe ki mujhse dur chale jao,main chali jaun.......nahi hai mujhme himmat

Samaira:aesa kuch nahi hoga.......I have a plan and I guarantee you that it will make him confess his true feelings for you,his true love

Sana:No

Shehnaaz said and stood up wiping her tears that had rolled down her cheeks.Tears of loniless, tears of pain,tears of fear of rejection and tears of losing her love.She didn't wanted anymore false hopes because in the end it will only cause pain to her .Pain of heartbreak.

Sana:you will not do such things neither I will take a part in your plan

Samaira:but-

Sana:no Samaira......and whatever happened today will remain between us only

Shehnaaz said and moved out of the room not wanting to cry again on her forbidden love.Yes,it was forbidden for her yet she developed those feelings.How stupid of her? But she failed to realize at that moment that pyaar jagah ,wakt aur insaan thori dekhta hai wo toh bas ho jata hai.

But she stopped for once hearing hearing Samaira's words.

Samaira:very brave of you to leave your love without even trying

Samaira said sarcastically thinking it might knock some sense in Shehnaaz but she frowned on seeing her going without saying anything. She ran her hand through her hairs frustratedly while facepalming .Here she was trying to help them but it looks like both are not even willing or decided to confess their love to each other.

Samaira:bhagwan ji aapke ghar mein jagah kam ho rahi thi kya jo inn do paramtma ko yaha bhej diya......matlab pyaar kar liya dono ne but batana koi nahi chahta..........dammit,Laila majnu bhi itne selfless nahi honge

Samaira tujhe hi kuch karna hoga!!
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Sana:tumne mujhe bulaya tha?

Shehnaaz entered the balcony and saw Sidharth standing leaning against the railing while engrossed in his deep  thoughts.On hearing her voice,he looked up and instantly relaxed while gesturing her to come near him.

Sid:ha....umm,did Samaira talk to you?

Sidharth asked nervously thinking maybe Samaira had also told the bullshit to Shehnaaz. He was scared thinking what if Shehnaaz also came to know about it.He didn't wanted to give her any false dreams nor hopes.They can't be together in that way,Never.

It was just what he thought not his heart.

Sana:about what?

Sid:umm,anything like about her studies,her friends or Maria or about me

Sana: we just had a normal chat right now about health and her hobbies.....nothing else

Shehnaaz lied to him not wanting to say that what he was thinking was right.She didn't wanted him to be mad at her because she herself had been and unintentionally shouted at her also. She was feeling guilty but at the same time thought it was correct.

I just didn't wanted her to have false hopes like me!!

Sid:oh okay.......don't worry Shehnaaz, we will sort it out soon and Samaira will be with us

Sidharth said mistakening the sadness in her eyes for Samaira but infact it was for him.He failed to notice the glossy eyes that looked at him with a certain hope.A hope of acceptance, a hope of accepting her love.

Sana:what is "we" Sidharth?

Sid:we means us as in friends

Sidharth said with a confused look not understanding her question fully.But his answer made her let out a sad smile.

Sana:are we just friends?nothing more?

Sidharth was shocked at first hearing her question but soon masked his expression and put on a cold facade.He looked at her sternly ignoring her teary look which was breaking his heart but he had to do it.He had to do it for himself, for her and for them.

Sid:we are just friends, Shehnaaz......nothing more

Her heart broke just like that, once more.All the way she knew it but hearing it in reality from him was damn difficult. For a moment she could feel she couldn't breathe, her breaths were becoming heavy ,her heart was beating in a uncontrollable pace but she calmed it,she calmed herself. She couldn't break. With the last hope in her heart,she finally asked her question.

Sana:what if in future I develop feelings for you?

Sid:I can't control your feelings Shehnaaz, it is possible but I can say that I would never reciprocate your feelings........I will still be a friend to you

Brutal.

It was brutal of him to say so but it was the last option for him.He didn't wanted  Shehnaaz to develop feelings for him because in the end it will only hurt her.He only loved Ruhi and thought that he would never love anyone else.But do things always go as we had thought or decided?

He thought he was saving Shehnaaz from heartbreak but little did he know that he was causing the damage and it was done and he had broke her,her heart.He couldn't see her shock and helpless face anymore so left for there.

I am only doing this for you Shehnaaz, please understand

Sana:kyu?

Yet again she was left all alone with her broken heart. Just her helpless form,all alone.She couldn't breathe as she clutched the railing tightly and fell on her knees taking her face in her hands.She bit her lips to stop herself from making any sound because this was what she was taught by herself. Silent crying.Letting nobody know how broken you are from inside.

She was gasping for air but didn't let any sound out.She just cried and cried finally letting her emotions out ,finally letting the pain of rejection out without any sound.Because when your heart breaks it doesn't makes any sound but when it breaks,all the hopes,dreams, thoughts,love break with it.

"The most painful tears we cried ,were the tears we cried in silence"
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