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>> - Parallel scene💚
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Numb.

The one feeling that Sidharth was feeling right now as he sat on his bed.Tears rolled down his cheeks but he was not bothered to wipe them.He was constantly looking at the picture in his hand .The most beautiful picture of his life.

The picture when Samaira was born and he and Ruhi had held her tiny cute fingers and clicked the pictures.The same fingers which he had held and taught her how to walk ,the same fingers which he had promised to never leave but he did.And now he was regretting it bad.

Tooti charpaai wohi
Thandi purvaai rasta dekhe
Doodh ki malai wohi
Mitti ki suarahi rasta dekhe

All those years when actually had time to go and bring her back to her home but he was scared that then she would also had to live a life like Sidhansh. He thought she was happy there though far away from him but atleast she was happy .How wrong he was.

Kaisi teri khudgarzi
Na dhoop chune na Chaanv
Kaisi teri khudgarzi
Kisi thor thike na paav

Even he didn't went to see her for the last time because he can't, he can't see the pain that he caused her which was taking her away from him .He knew the decision would cause him pain and only pain but still he let Samaira decide.He can't see her going away from him again.But his mind was atleast a bit happy this time thinking that it was her decision. But how will be calm his heart .

Baan liya apna paigambar
Tar liya tu saat samandar
Phir bhi sukha maan ke aandar
Kyun reh gaya........

His heart which was still yearning for her,yearning to hear her voice,to see her beautiful face,to hear dad from her mouth.His heart which was continously crying because it failed to protect her,failed to bring her back ,failed from keeping those salty water called tears away from her eyes.His heart was still in denial that she actually left him.

Maan maan ki sunta jaye
Sunta nahi maan walon ki
Maan ki maan mein banaye
Duniya ye ek khayaalon ki

But I deserved it......I deserved it

His mind shouted at him and he just nodded and tears flowed out from his eyes.He wished he could do something but he can't, he was hopeless and helpless.

Sid:Why God,Why?
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Paas koi aave
Dur koi jaave
Hota hai kyun ye
Koi samjaave

Shehnaaz was sitting on the couch and thinking about Samaira. She was like that fresh,cold,gentle wind that calmed and cooled a body that was tired from this hectic world,the wind that brought a smile on the person's face .That provided sukoon to the heart but when that wind passed.The emptiness, the loneliness, the loss of calm that the person experienced after that.She was like that wind indeed.

She was now away from her ,from Sidharth, from Sidhansh, from this house.Not home because this is not a home without Samaira. She couldn't help but feel the emptiness.Strange na,how a teenager girl came in her life ,made a special place in her heart and then left her.

I miss you Samaira

Ae maan karda hai thag thoryian
Ae maan karda ae seena zoriyan
Aine sikh laiyan
Dil diyan choriyan
Ae maan diyan ne kamzoriyan

Sighing she stood up and went towards the fridge to get some water for herself. She opened the fridge and peeped inside it.There was no food except a packet of bread and some vegetables. She was confused that when did they ran out of stock and she didn't even knew.

Sana:we need some urgent grocery shopping......let's go Shehnaaz

Ae maan karda hai thag thoriyan
Ae maan karda hai seena zoriyan
Aine sikh laiyan
Dil diyan choriyan
Ae maan diyan ne kamzoriyan

She tied her shoelaces and went through her purse to check if she had adequate money.She didn't wanted to go outside but then thought it was a better idea to divert her mind .Also,the house was suffocating her.She could literally feel Samaira still there in the house.

Sidhansh:where are you going naazu?

Sidhansh came out from his room when he heard the door unlocking .He confusingly looked at her who was carrying her phone and purse and looked like she was going outside.But still he didn't failed to notice her blank,dull eyes.

Sana:just some grocery shopping, kiddo......there is nothing except a bread packet and some vegetables in the fridge so thought to go now only.....don't worry,I will be back soon

Shehnaaz tried her best and gave him a sweet smile but in this she also didn't failed to see his red eyes and slightly messed up hair.Her heart was gonna explode from so much pain but she controlled.

He cried?

Sidhansh:give me a minute,I will also go with you

Sana:but kiddo you-

Sidhansh:this house is suffocating me

Sidhansh said unknowingly answering her unasked question.She was going to ask him if he was really fine and he shouldn't go with her.But Sidhansh's words were enough to agree on taking him.

Sana:But what about Sidharth?

Sidhansh:he needs time, naazu

Naina nu pata hai
Naina di kaata hai
Sanu phir kis gal di
Mil di saza hai

Sana:argh

Shehnaaz whisper-yelled.She thought this would divert her mind but she couldn't think of anything else except Samaira. Her giggles,her boldness,her teasing her,their little sweet bond.She frustratedly banged her hand on the beside wall .

Neend udd jaave
Chain chain chad jaave
Ishq di faqeeri
Jad lag jaave

Sidhansh:naazu,can we buy this chocolate?

Sana:sure

Shehnaaz picked the thr chocolate and kept in her basket.Sidhansh heart pained seeing her like this but he was helpless.He wanted to wipe her tears,take away all her pain but how?One side it was his sister, who he loved so much and other side was his naazu,who loved him so much.

He was in a dilemma and this dilemma only Samaira can solve......

Sorry naazu but it is just a matter of few days

Sana:kiddo can you bring two packets of milk ,please

Sidhansh:okay

Ho mast maula,mast kalandar
Tu hawa ka ek bawandar
Bujh ke yun aandar hi aandar
Kyun reh gaya......

Sana:I can't, I can't

Shehnaaz kept the basket on the ground and was going towards another corner when her phone beeped.She looked at her phone screen and concentrated only on it.This time she was not concentrating on the notification but on her wallpaper. It was her and Samaira's picture when they had went to the fair. In the picture,they were posing with their candyfloss .She was so engrossed in her phone that she didn't noticed when she collided with an elder women.

Sana:I am sorry,I am so sorry aunty

Aunty:it's okay beta but why are you crying?

It was then Shehnaaz touched her cheeks and realized that she was crying.She quickly wiped it before any other person could see.

Sana:when someone close to your heart goes away,it hurts......it hurts a lot

Aunty:oh,I am sorry for your-

Sana:no no aunty,she didn't passed away......she's just a bit upset from us so went away

Aunty:can I see the picture ?

Shehnaaz was hesitant at first but then gave her phone to the lady.

Aunty:she is your daughter,right? and I am sure you are also talking about her only......I understand when daughters go away from their parents ,kitna pain hota hai......my daughter got married two weeks ago,ghar bilkul khali lagta hai uske bina

Sana:excuse me aunty

Shehnaaz took her phone from the woman's hand and dashed towards the place where she can fully let out her feelings because now it was becoming unbearable for her.

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Re kabira maan ja
Re fakira maan ja
Aaja tujhko pukari teri parchaaiyan

Shehnaaz slid down the wall while leaning her back on the wall and let out her sobs finally.The sobs which she was holding from so long.Yes,maybe she did love Samaira like her own daughter that's why it's hurting her so much.That's why when Samaira was going ,she left a piece of her going.That's why she couldn't digest the fact that Samaira really left .She considered Samaira like her own,her own daughter and now she wished her to come back .

Re kabira maan ja
Re fakira maan ja
Kesa tu hai nirmoohi
Kesa barjaaiya.........

Sidharth's back collided harshly with the wall but he didn't cared because now the mental pain was more than the physical pain.He let out a deep and loud yell taking out all his pain,frustration, anger and hopelessness. He and his heart wanted his daughter back but his mind kept shouting that he can't do anything. He just wished somehow he could persuade her and bring her back to him,back to his arms where she belonged.

Please Samaira come back,I am sorry bacha

>> (Parallel scene ends)

Re kabira,re fakira
Re fakira,re fakira
Re kabira, re kabira
Re kabira, re kabira

Sang tere hai savera
Re fakira,re fakira
Sang tere hai savera
Re kabira,re kabira

Sidhansh:naazu ,see I brought-.......naazu,naazu

Sidhansh came back with the milk packets and reached the spot where he had left her.The basket was there but she was not there. He frowned on not finding her there.He looked around the whole portion but couldn't find her.Finally,he saw a aunty and thought to ask her.

Sidhansh:aunty have you seen a young lady who was holding this brown basket.....she was standing at this place only

Aunty:yeah,I have seen her......she was crying and then went over there(pointing towards right)

Sidhansh:thanks aunty

Sidhansh turned around and immediately ran towards that direction. His main concern being Shehnaaz and her tears.

Kabira maan ja
Fakira maan ha
Aaja tujhko pukare
Teri parchaaiyan..........

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Samaira fidgeted with the doorknob. She was nervous to open it.It wasn't the first time she was here but she felt like it was the first time.She finally inhaled a deep breath and was going to knock when the door was opened by a lady.

Lady:shh,I have kept it a surprise for them......now go inside

Samaira gave a sweet smile to the lady and entered the house.Her nervousness ans tension gone now.All thanks to the sweet lady.She reached the room,their room and entered yelling.

Samaira:SURPRISE

" Samaira, what are you doing here? "

" BITCH,DID YOU GET MY GUCCI BAG THAT I TOLD YOU? "

" Finally my Sammy baby is here and I don't have to handle the kittens alone now. "(Wiping fake sweat)

She was happy that she is now at her happy and safe place with her people .Only one response made her sad.

I didn't expected it from him
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