Sana:so it's decided that we are going to the amusement park,right?

Shehnaaz asked as both Samaira and she entered the living room where Sidharth was eagerly waiting for them.He looked up and saw Samaira coming towards them with a emotionless face but the thing that made him tense were her eyes which were puffy and red.

Was she crying? but why?

Sidhansh:yes ,it's decided that we are going to the amusement park

Samaira:sorry Ansh but I don't like amusement parks

Sidharth's eyes looked at her with surprise and Samaira also looked at him .Both had a perfect eyelock,one looked with hurt and concern while the other looked with anger,complete anger with a bit of coldness. Samaira was not able to keep the eyelock anymore so diverted her gaze back to Sidhansh.

For Samaira many things have change though Sidharth tries to make it normal but he can't. He can't bring those 9 years back .The girl who used to love going to amusement parks hates it now because it makes her remember all those bitter memories. She hates being here,she hates being with him .

Why can't he just leave me alone like he did in the past?

Sid:but Samaira you loved going to amusement parks

Samaira:exactly! I loved it in the past but now I don't like it anymore......and I am not feeling well also

Sidhansh:so I think we should cancel the plan

Sidhansh said with a understanding look but innerly he was sad that he wasn't going.He really loved the rides after Shehnaaz had took him to the amusement park.So when his dad told that he is taking them to the amusement park ,he thought they he will be able to enjoy those again.

Shehnaaz saw him and also the sadness in his eyes but she also couldn't do anything this time. She knew about Samaira's state so didn't wanted to force her and at the same time can't see Sidhansh sad.She was in a dilemma.

Oh god,what should I do?

Samaira:fine let's go,no need to cancel your plans

Sidhansh:but you were not feeling well ?......it's okay let's just drop the plan

Samaira:woah Ansh,relax.......I'm fine bro ,I guess I am just having a mood swing

Sidhansh:God,woman your mood swings really freaked me out

Samaira:solly bro

Samaira said in her childish voice while holding her ears making Sidhansh laugh .The other two stood at the corner and enjoyed their cute banter.

Sid:so let's go

Sidhansh:yessssss

Sana:Samaira, wait......actually I left my phone in my room I will get it,Sidharth and kiddo you both can go

Sidhansh dashed towards Sidharth and both went outside after unlocking the door.Shehnaaz went to her room and picked up her handbag and phone but something strike her mind.She took her things and went to Samaira's room instead of the living room.

Samaira:it's just two days Samaira, then you will go back where you actually belong

Samaira said while rubbing her head.Technically,she was not making a excuse when she said she was not feeling well.Actually,there were two reasons she didn't wanted to go.First because of her fear of getting those flashbacks again by seeing the amusement park and second,because of her headache.

Yes,whenever she cries after her tears stops ,she feels a throbbing pain in her head .In hostel ,she didn't told anyone as she knew no one cared about her and she can't tell Maria also just to make her tense.

She changed her mind irrespective of her pain because of Sidhansh. Shehnaaz was not alone who saw his sadness,she also saw and instantly changed her mind.

Afterall I am here for just two days......I don't wanna leave Ansh with any bad memory of ours

Sana:here,it will help you

Shehnaaz said passing the glass of water with a painkiller. Samaira looked up and confusingly looked at her.

Samaira:for what?

Sana:for your headache,Sam

Shehnaaz said smacking her head while shook her head seeing Samaira's stupidity.

Samaira:ouch naazu,you don't have to be so violent.......I got it

Sana:actually I have to be otherwise you will continue keeping things to you only......if you are in pain ,you should have told me atleast and also I know that you have said yes because of Sidhansh and it's good but you can't be careless about your own health also........what if I hadn't seen you rubbing your forehead again and again and got to know about your headache, you would have gone with this headache only

Samaira lowered her head and listened to her without interrupting her.It was the first time she was listening to someone's scoldings except Maria and him.She knew she did wrong by not thinking about her health so listened to Shehnaaz patiently.

She scolds like mom.

But she is not your mom,Sam

A smile appeared on her face when the first thought came to her mind but the next thought made her frown.Though disheartening but it was the truth !!

Samaira:I am sorry

Samaira said and hugged her .Shehnaaz was shocked by her sudden hug but nonetheless she wrapped her hands around her with a smile and caressed her hair.A small thought came to Samaira's mind but maybe it was true.

Maybe it's our last hug

Sana:it's okay but take care of yourself, bacha

Shehnaaz warmly said .In these days ,she had come close to Samaira also.She still doesn't know the actual reason why Sidharth had sent such an angel to the hostel but she was happy that he finally realized his mistake and brought her back .She really has gotten fond of Samaira also and treats both Samaira and Sidhansh equally.

Samaira:I am gonna miss you

Sana:why are you going to miss me?you aren't going anywhere

Shehnaaz said while breaking the hug and looking at Samaira. Samaira confusingly looked at her.

I thought she knew,maybe dad hadn't told her yet

Samaira:I guess another mood swing

Sana:woman,your mood swings are really dangerous

Shehnaaz laughed and started walking towards the door but only to be stopped again by Samaira's words.

Samaira:you should also not keep things to yourself only ,share it naazu

And this time,Samaira rocked and Shehnaaz was shocked
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Samaira:so when was the last time you went to the amusement park?

Samaira asked and looked at Sidhansh who was sitting with her in the backseat while Shehnaaz sat in the passenger seat with Sidharth. They were almost near the amusement park and just 10 minutes were left to finally reach their destination .

Sidhansh:with naazu

Samaira:first time?

Sidhansh:with naazu only

Samaira:wait ,so you hadn't went to the amusement park in all these nine years of your life?

Great and here I thought only I suffered......but Sidhansh also suffered, you are making me hate you more ,dad

Samaira thought as she saw Sidhansh nodding.She clenched her fists and turned her head towards the window. Her eyes were red which she didn't wanted Sidhansh to see .She had thought that maybe she is living a horrible life but atleast Sidhansh is happy but now when she came to know the truth ,her heart broke.

She barely could control her tears so immediately picked the water bottle and drank it .

Sana:Sidharth

Shehnaaz stiffened hearing Samaira's question and knew what was going to happen now.She glanced at Sidharth and softly called him only to be ignored.She stare at his hard face which had become cold and also guilty.

I really fucked up a lot of things !!

Sidharth said in his mind and regretting everytime he let down Sidhansh's wishes and didn't took care of him properly. It was because of him that Sidhansh had to become mature early.Sidharth kept remembering all those times taking himself on the guilt trip again.

Sana:you are not the same person now, Sidharth

Sidharth snapped his head towards her and saw her giving him her most beautiful smile.He doubted whether he had saw such a beautiful smile ever.He felt himself relaxing when he felt Shehnaaz making circles on his palm which rested on his thigh.

Sidhansh:when are we going to reach the amusement park?

Samaira:someone is desperate

Samaira said teasingly. She had calmed down and thought that it was the past ,she can't change it.But she can definitely make the present beautiful for Sidhansh.

Sidhansh:hell yeah,I am

Samaira chuckled hearing his answer .She glanced her phone which vibrated,opening her WhatsApp her eyes went wide.It was a message from him.

Idiot 2.0🙃💫:
Where are you ?

Samaira:
With dad,Sidhansh and naazu,
Going to amusement park

Idiot 2.0🙃💫:
Meet me at 7pm,
Star cafe

Samaira:
What the fuck,you are here?

The last message of Samaira was unseen by him.She couldn't believe he was here.Like seriously, couldn't he wait for two days.

Samaira:fuck

Samaira shouted not realizing that she was in a car with three other people and one of them was a kid .

Sana:Samaira, language

Samaira's cheeks turned red on realizing that she was in the car and mumbled a small sorry.There was a awkward silence in the car now.One was embarrassed and the others didn't knew what to say.

Sid:we have reached

Sidharth said breaking the awkward silence. All moved out of the car and looked forward at the park.

Sidhansh:finally we are here,let's go dad

Sidhansh said bouncing up and down in excitement and held Sidharth's hand dragging him with him.Sidharth didn't said anything just chuckled seeing his excitement and followed him.

Sana:Samaira, let's go

Samaira:naazu you go,I will need a minute

Sana:for what?

Samaira:for this

Samaira said showing her the painkiller. Shehnaaz understood that Samaira wanted one more painkiller to cure her headache. She nodded her head and followed Sidharth and Sidhansh leaving behind Samaira.

Samaira:thank god and now I have to put some brains in the idiot

Before Samaira could call him ,a hand covered her mouth and dragged her to a corner.

Unknown:hi

He said in his husky voice with a boyish grin and looking at her shocked face.He expected her to say something but frowned not hearing anything .Then,he noticed his hand covering her mouth making him quickly remove it.

Samaira:CAN'T YOU STOP STALKING ME AGAINNN ,GOD WHY?
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