Jenny:so enjoying babes?

Jenny said from her back and put an arm around Shehnaaz's shoulders.Shehnaaz gulped the shot of vodka and looked at her.

Sana:yeah,it's an awesome club Jenny....I loved it

Jenny:thanks Sana but the credit goes to the owner of the club aka my friend Raman....ooh here he is

Shehnaaz looked around and noticed a man in his 30s coming towards them.The man smiled at Jenny and side hugged her and then moved his hand forward to handshake. Shehnaaz smiled at him and held his hand.

Raman:Hi,I am Raman....you must be Shehnaaz ,the new model of dreams and the famous influencer , right?

Sana:yeah,nice to meet you Raman and thanks for this....I really loved the club

Raman:glad you liked it so I can expect some promotions from your side......see no force,but it's just a request

Sana:sure I will do...just inform Shefali, she is my friend but my manager also

Jenny:so then everything is free for Sana and us,right?(grinning)

Raman:ofcourse guys,enjoy....I will see you later

Raman went away after talking a bit with them.Shehnaaz turned around and started a conversation with Jenny.

Jenny:don't mind him yaar....wo wesa hi jaha usse apna profit dekhe chorhta nahi hai,kamina hai(giggling)

Sana:relax Jen,I don't mind(laughs)

Jenny:By the way you really look hot and sexy in this....though it's not much of a club outfit but jeez,you still look so stunning with that blue eyeshadow....you know if I would be a boy,I would definitely had a crush on you(winks)

Sana:thanks Jen,you yourself look so beautiful and hot

Shehnaaz blushes on hearing her and then replies.She had just picked this outfit because she wanted to wear something decent yet hot.She would have wore a knee length short dress but she just felt like to wear this. Oops,My mood swings I guess,she thought.

Her outfit

Jenny:wanna dance?

Sana:I will join a bit later

Jenny shrugged her shoulders and moved towards the dancing crowd while swaying her body with the music.Shehnaaz could hear the faint voices of the song.It was Cheap Thrills.

Come on ,come on turn the radio on
It's Friday night and won't be long
Gotta do my hair,put my make up on
It's Friday night and won't be long

Shehnaaz gulped her drink sip by sip as if relishing the taste of alcohol .Her throat felt somewhat relaxed after gulping down the liquid. Her headache was also gone with all the worst memories, sadness and loneliness. She moved towards her another drink and gulped it down in one go.She lost count of the number of drinks she had .Maybe it was my fifth drink or maybe seventh but who cares.

Sana:time for some dance

She went over to the crowd and swayed her body with the music.She felt carefree and happy .Finally she was out of the so called restrictions and rules.She felt free like a bird who flies freely in the sky.Today Shefali was also not here who would stop her from drinking and dancing.She felt utterly relaxed today.

Ghoomein hum gali gali ghoomein
Gaali aur chewing gum muh mein
Delhi basti hai rooh mein
Awaara hai hum

Khatre mein competition
Har din hai celebration
Na koyi destination
Awaara hai hum

That's is what she is now.Awaara ,lonely .Not having an proper destination where to go .She is just letting herself go wherever destiny takes her.The life in which she lives is itself a competition. If some other good influencer comes up ,she would gradually fall down from her position.

And she can't take that risk,so she needs to be perfect.

This is how life has made her now.She can't help but just go with the flow.Her thoughts breaks and she concentrates on the song.

Nashe mein tha navi uterine team koyi
Jaise Arjun koyi jaise bheem koyi
Hateron ki fatt gayi ek bar phir
Chali na inki scheme koyi

Social media pe chalte campaign
Mere khilaaf karede huye fan page
Mere khilaaf club mein khulte hai Champagne
Mere haar ke naam pe

She couldn't help but just move her body on the beats of the music.She saw Jenny dancing and moving her hands while lip synching with the rap.Shehnaaz giggled seeing her lip syncing the rap to which Jenny just pulled her towards herself and also asked her to lip sync.

Both the girls started lip syncing with the rap and laughed.

Lekin maine haar ki photo pe haar chadaya
Paise se zyada maine pyaar kamaya
T**te me neeche inki jal gayi candle
Case kar diya kar liya handle

Saath teen char yaar har din
Dimsi se bhari bar har din
Badshah bas ek
Kehne ko paida hote hai yahan
Star har din

Shehnaaz held her hand tightly because the her head started hurting and she stumbled .She tried balancing herself but just couldn't do it.Shehnaaz itni jaldi tujhe kyu charh jati hai.

Ghoomein hum gali gali Ghoomein
Gali aur chewing gum muh mein
Delhi basti hai rooh mein
Awaara hai hum

(P.s. Any Badshah fans?😁.....I really like his music and mainly his rap😃...especially Fly,Heartless and Pagaal hai😍❤ )

Jenny:Sana are you fine?

Sana:I'm fine bas shayad zyada pi li hai

Jenny:it's okay,chal mere sath....will drop you home

Sana:thanks Jen

Jenny:no problem babe....ouch

Jenny yelped and rubbed her head while turned around.Shehnaaz also turned around and saw a man in his late 30s standing with his arms crossed against his chest.

Man:have you lost it Jenny?mujhe tune kitne baje bulaya tha aur tu kitne baje nikal rahi hai

Jenny:acha duffer sorry na,chal jaldi....aur Sana ko bhi drop karna hai

The man looked behind Jenny and saw her looking downwards embarrassingly.

Man:sure,let's go

The trio exited the club and moved towards their car.Shehnaaz tried her best and focused on her walking.

Jenny:aur duffer tune mujhe mara kaise,ruk tu ghar jake papa ko bolungi

Man:aur main mummy ko bolunga ki tu kaise kapde phehen ke bahar aayi hai

Jenny:stupid

Man:tameez se baat kar bara bhai hu

Jenny:meri jooti

Like this way their banter continued and Shehnaaz who was sitting in the backseat just kept looking at them silently. How I had wished my relationship with Ajay to be like this,she thought.

Seeing these two she started remembering her childhood memories with her brother and felt the extreme loneliness creeping on her chest .She touched her cheek and saw the wet liquid ,her tears.She quickly turned to the other side but it didn't went unnoticed by Jenny's brother.

Man:Are you fine Sana?

Sana:yeah,yeah I am

Shehnaaz quickly wiped her tears and looked at them.Soon they reached her apartment much to her relief.

Sana:bye guys

Jen/man:bye babes/bye

Shehnaaz quickly unlocked her door and breathed a sigh of relief.But she got startled when she heard a scream behind her.

Shef:surprise....do you know main kitni dher se wait kar rahi thi but madam hi bahar thi....socha tha tujhe surprise dungi but tu yaha aayi toh pata chala ki tu bahar gayi hai....atleast mujhe bata toh deti yaar

Sana:zaroori nahi hai ki main har baar tujhe batau Shefali

Shef:I know zaroori nahi hai but- WAIT,YOU ARE DRUNK....OH MY GOD,HOW COULD YOU SANA?

Sana:Shefali don't shout

Shehnaaz shouted in irritation.Already her head was hurting and Shefali's screaming was increasing it more.

Shef:Shehnaaz you have the launch day after there days,do you understand how important this is.....you could have messaged me also but no ,you didn't

Sana:Shefali

Shef:Sana listen me ,you -

Sana:NO

Shehnaaz snapped at her angrily. Her eyes were red due to excessive drinking and her crying.It was then Shefali noticed her teary eyes and frowned.Why was she crying?,she thought.

Sana:No,Shefali you listen to me......I am fed up of this,Shehnaaz you can't do this,Shehnaaz you can't do drink,Shehnaaz you can't dance ,stop behaving like my mom.....Everyone has left me why don't you leave me also?......Nobody wants me in their lives,Everyone just wants me to listen and make me understand.....but why they don't listen to me and understand me,Am I not a human?,Don't I have emotions?.....Can't I have a little time of my parents?,please tell me Shefali ,please

Shehnaaz couldn't hold more and dropped on her knees while crying profusely but Shefali was quick and held her in her arms.She rubbed her back trying to calm her down .Shehnaaz sobbed in her arms and held her tightly.

This is only what she wanted from her mom,to hug her and calm her down .But it was not her mom,it was Shefali.

Shefali:sleep

Shefali told her gently while making her lay on the bed .She stroked her hair just a like mother and leaned on the bedrest.Now she understood why her eyes were glossy.It was because of her parents and she would have talked with them.

Shefali knew her relationship with her parents,not much but she knew it was not good.She saw her peacefully sleeping and tried getting up but Shehnaaz held her hand.

Sana:I am sorry ,pleade don't leave me Shefu

It was a whisper but Shefali heard it .She smiled and again sat beside her on the bed.

Shef:never
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I know it was another filler chapter...but this was important also 🥺❤

I wanted to show it cuz the way people look outside is not exactly they are from inside.....maybe the most happy and smiling girl,can be the girl who has suffered the most and is in pain but still smiling and making others happy

It's not necessary that everytime someone understands you and compromises and goes with your idea or choice rather than hers/his,do it happily....maybe sometimes they do but sometimes they let go their choices and happiness in order to make you happy....so just a suggestion,someone who is always adjustable and comprising,try to fulfill her/his wishes also sometimes.....I am saying this cuz I have felt it

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