Sid:it's not about trust Shehnaaz, it's just that he has been low throughout the whole week and I don't want to pressure him and make him  talk to strangers....as a father's point of view ,I am just scared and worried about Ansh

Shehnaaz made an O shaped mouth as of trying to understand him.She looked at him carefully and saw just two things,fear and worry.

Fear of pushing Sidhansh in something that he doesn't want .Worry because he didn't knew this lady much so can't really trust her.

Sana:sorry Sidharth I didn't saw it as your point of view,you are his dad so you are worried about your son like every parent......but trust me Sidharth ,she is a lovely woman and treats kiddo like her grandson

Sidharth reluctantly nodded and looked around.The garden was beautifully decorated with flowers but most of them were rose.

Sid:so we have to stay here unless their talk finishes?

Sana:yup

Shehnaaz said popping the p and grinned at him to which Sidharth just rolled his eyes.Shehnaaz pouted and looked at the beautiful roses.

Sana:they are so beautiful

Sid:hmm

Sana:you know I wished my life was a bed full of roses,so beautiful and perfect....they can even make a barren land so beautiful, a rose is so beautiful, so perfect....everyone loves them and wants them(chuckles)....I wish I was just like the rose

Shehnaaz said while looking at the roses that she didn't realized that she spoke her feelings so loud and clear.Sidharth's eyebrows furrowed and he looked at her.It was clear that she was not just praising the flowers but was comparing her life with them.Not just comparing but she was wishing to be like them.

Sid:I don't love them.....and who told they are perfect, nobody is perfect....they get dried after some days and falls from the plant and then who want them....indeed they are beautiful but they also have their flaws in the form of thorns.........it's not bad to have your flaws,no one is perfect Shehnaaz not even the rose

She nodded and possessing whatever he said.Indeed it was true but she wanted to be perfect becuase this is how she was made to work.Shehnaaz listened to him and a slight smile came on her lips remembering Sidhansh said the same line.Nobody is perfect naazu.

Sana:so what you love?

Sid:I love sunflower....they keep blooming throughout the day and keep looking at the sun......even they don't close in the night,they face towards east and wait for the sun...this gives us the message to  keep your face on the sunshine and then you won't see the shadows.....they keep blooming and doing their work until the day they die....they might not be so beautiful in appearance but they give so much inspiration, I want to be like them and stand still even in my dark days and try to find the light

Sidharth said while looking at the small sunflower that was planted at the end of the garden. Shehnaaz looked at him surprised.

She didn't thought about this ever.His words were so deep yet heartwarming. She looked at the direction where he was looking and noticed the sunflower.

Sana:so what's your favourite colour?

Sid:what are we playing,20 questions?

Sidharth asked while looking at her with a amused expression to which Shehnaaz just smiled sheepishly and nodded.

Sid:yellow

Sana:I knew it

Sid:yours?

Sana:white and know yellow also

Sid:why?

Sana:cuz I want to be in the light now

Sidharth looked at her with a raised eyebrow to which Shehnaaz just shrugged her shoulders.

Sid:your best memory?

Sana:hadn't had one till now

Sid:huh?

Sana:what,seriously I don't have any.....I don't remember much from my childhood which could be called as a best memory....wait,actually I have one.....when I completed half a million followers on my account, that's my best one

Sidharth looked a bit surprised as she didn't mentioned any memory with her family but maybe he was too fast to judge.But still everyone has atleast one good memory with their family.He was snapped out of his thoughts by Shehnaaz.

Sana:yours?

Sid:the first time I held my baby in my arms

Sidharth glistened with happiness remembering that day when the first time he held his baby.He remembered the angelic glow and happiness on Ruhi's face when she looked at him while the baby was in his arms.He was so nervous to hold the baby but Ruhi assured him and told to hold the baby.He remembers those cute tiny feets,those pink chubby cheeks,those small eyes looking at him and those small fingers lightly holding his thumb.

Shehnaaz looked at Sidharth and noticed his eyes glowing with adoration and love.It was a different type of adoration in his eyes.At first she thought he meant Sidhansh but this glow said something else.She shrugged her thoughts thinking that she was thinking too much.

Ruhi freaked out when she got to knew about her pregnancy and literally blamed Sidharth for it.Afterall it was her first time. Her mood swings,her overwhelmed feelings, her getting angry on little things during her pregnancy. But it was worth it for his baby,for their baby.

He chuckled and wiped the tears that were in his eyes.

Sid:I miss her

Sana:she would be happy and looking at us from heaven,so don't cry but instead show your smiles

Sid:hmm

Shehnaaz again looked at the flowers and noticed that the sun was shining too brightly now indicating that it was afternoon now.She didn't realized when two hands hugged her.

First she got startled but then realized that it was Sidharth so relaxed.

Sid:I am sorry for ignoring you in all those days and distancing myself from you....I didn't intended to leave you but accidentally I think I did,I am sorry....I was a stupid who was going to lose such a great friend

Sana:it's okay Sidharth, I understand....you were not in proper senses to think properly....but don't you dare do this again Sidharth Shukla(he chuckles)....hey,don't laugh....I have already lost many people,I don't wanna leave you(whisper)

It was so low that literally it came as a whisper but Sidharth heard it.He didn't understand why she said. What did she meant that she had already lost many people? he thought.

But before they could say anything ,they interrupted by a voice.

Sidhansh:dad,naazu

Both quickly separated and looked at Sidhansh who was looking at them with a smile.Both smiled back to him and moved towards him.

Sid:so how was the tal-

Before Sidharth could complete his sentence, Shehnaaz held his hand stopping him and gave a look "Will talk later".Sidharth huffed but nonetheless agreed with her.

Sidhansh:shall we leave?

Sana:okay,let's go....but where should be go now?

Sidhansh:McDonald's

Sana:icecream parlour

Sid:home

The trio said at the same time.Shehnaaz and Sidhansh turned towards Sidharth and gave him a bored look.

Sana:so it's decided ,we will go to McDonald's ,then icecream parlour and then home(squealing)

Sid:argh,NO

Sana/Sidhansh:YESSSS

Sidharth groaned while Shehnaaz and Sidhansh laughed and hified.Innerly ,Sidharth was also happy seeing Sidhansh back.He was happy getting his boy back .Finally everything is back to normal ,he thought.
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