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Chapter 35:- Old memories /Panic attacks🤎

Sidharth picked up his bag and moved towards his house.He unlocks the door and enters the house.

Jay:main bags leke aata hu

Mahi:hmm

Jay turned and went outside to bring their respective bags.Jay and Mahi had decided to stay with Sidharth for one day .Sidharth looked around his house and it felt so different as if.

Something was missing.

His gaze fell on every object in the house and that provoked him to remember a lot of memories .Memories of happy family. Memories of Ruhi and their happy life.

Sidharth was not understanding what was happening ,he was so lost in those thoughts until Mahi kept a hand on his shoulder.

Mahi:Sidharth

Sid:ha

Mahi:do you need anything?

Sid:no

Mahi:atleast have coffee or juice,it will cool your mind ,please

Sid:okay

Mahi:Sidhansh I am going to make some sandwiches for you,is it okay?

Sidhansh:yes chachi

Mahi went to the kitchen to make something for them.Sidharth rubbed his forehead not knowing what's happening with him.He is feeling so empty and lonely.He just wanted to keep his head on his mom's lap but that also he can't do.

Sid:Sidhansh

Sishansh:yes dad

Sid:go to your room and freshen up,it was a long journey take some rest

Sidhansh wanted to stay with his dad and tell him that he is with him and always is.He can share his emotions, feelings and worries with him ,maybe he will not understand everything but he can provide the emotional support that Sidharth needed now.But he was not able to bring those words to his mouth and just nodded.

Sidhansh:okay dad

Sidharth smiled at his boy and patted his back.Sidhansh also left to his room leaving Sidharth alone in the living room.

Sidharth stood up from the couch and started pacing in the living room.He intensely looked at every object in the room.Now everything was reminding him of her.The shelves,the wall ,the couch ,the table ,everything. He could hear her giggles and the talks they had in the house.

Ruhi:Sidharth wall pe hum blue colour karvaenge ,okay?

Sid:but baby,tumhe toh violet pasand haina

Ruhi:kisne kaha mujhe toh blue pasand hai,sky blue....aur wo colour wall pe bohot acha lagega

Sid:okay boss jesa aap kahe

Sidharth said saluting her while Ruhi giggled seeing him.

Sidharth touched the table lying in living room. It was decided by her.

Sid:Ruhi ye table yaha rakhege

Ruhi:no,ye wala nahi wo wala

Pointing towards a black table which was kept at the corner of the room.

Sid:no

Ruhi:yes

Sid:no

Ruhi:yes

Sid:no

Ruhi:no

Sid:yes

Ruhi:yayyy,main jeet gayi

Everything was reminding of her.The couch where both used to sit and binge watch their favourite webseries. Sidharth didn't knew when tears started flowing from his eyes.Blood rushed to his head.He clutched it hard not able to stop the pain.

Sid:no

Sidharth wanted to scream but it came as a whisper.It was their house,Sidru's house so everything resembled her.The pressure started building up in his chest.His breathing became heavy.

Sidhansh:dad

Sidhansh shouted looking at his dad who could hardly stand on the floor.Sidharth stumbled and fell on the floor.

Sidhansh:dad,are you okay?dad what's happening?

It was also difficult for Sidhansh to see his dad in this situation and digest it.Sidhansh hurriedly went towards his dad and held his hand.

Sidhansh:dad please

Sid:Sidh-ansh

Sidharth:dad please try to breathe ,dad

Mahi heard Sidhansh's shouts and immediately came out of the kitchen. She saw Sidharth kneeling on the floor with Sidhansh sitting beside him.She also ran towards him.

Mahi:Sidharth breathe

But Sidharth couldn't hear her.The pressure was increasing in his chest.He was not able to stop the pressure and pain.

Mahi:Sidharth look at me,Breath in ,breath out

Mahi cupped his face and made him look at her.She showed him how to breathe in and out .

Jay:Sidharth

Jay dropped the bags and went towards him.He also kneeled infront of him.

Mahi:Jay it's not working, he is not able to breathe....it's another panic attack, give me the medicines

Jay quickly took out the medicines from his pocket which the doctor had given for him.He gave it to Mahi who put it on Sidharth's palm and gestured him to swallow it.Sidharth swallowed the pill without thinking anything else.

He could feel his breathing become stable and the pressure subsiding from his chest.His grip on Sidharth's hand tightened and his tears didn't stopped.

Sid:I don't want to be here,please Jay take me somewhere else,I can't

Sidharth couldn't think of healing or moving on while living in this house.He wanted his space and he knew he wouldn't get it here.

Jay:Sidharth

Sid:please Jay,please

Jay was not able to see his friend in this state,so vulnerable. But he was also determined to bring him out of this.He quickly nodded and held Sidharth helping him to stand up.

Mahi:we will shift the things afterwards

Mahi also stood up and started following them.Sidhansh just stood there looking at them.He was not able to understand what was happening. He was mature,responsible boy but still he was a small boy.

And this was too much for the poor boy to take in.He just blankly looked at the trio.His dad had a panic attack.

It was hard for him to believe it.He till now hadn't seen his dad so weak and vulnerable. Mahi stopped and looked at the boy.She concernedly looked at him.Why ,why he has too see this and see his dad suffering like this,she thought.

Mahi:Sidhansh

Sidhansh's trance broke and he looked at Mahi who was staring at him with concern.

Sidhansh:yes chachi

Mahi:Sidhansh I will tell you later whatever happened ,just follow us now,okay baccha?

Sidhansh:will dad heal ?

It came out as a whisper but Mahi heard it.She looked at him and hugged him.

Mahi:yes baccha, he will

Mahi wiped her tears and caressed his head.She held his hand and gave a sweet smile.

Mahi:let's go

Sidhansh:hmm

Both exited the house and started walking outside.But his footsteps came to a halt infront of a door.Mahi also stopped and at looked at where he was looking.

Sidhansh stared at the closed door which he had missed from so many days.Nobody mentioned her but his heart always mentioned her and missed her.His bond with her isn't so weak that he will forgot her in a couple weeks.

He just wanted her to come out of the door and hug him so close to her heart.He wanted to share his worries with her,he wanted her to be here,with him.But another question arise in his mind,how will she came to know that they are shifting?The fear of separation gripped him and his heart.Their bond was inseparable but still he felt insecure and feared.

Mahi:don't worry,I will inform her

Mahi spoke understanding his unsaid question. She could see the strong and adorable bond that Shehnaaz and Sidhansh had developed and she also didn't wanted it to break.She loved the way Sidhansh smiled when he was with her,the way he used to laugh with her,the way he was that carefree child with her.

Jay:Mahi

Mahi:coming,let's go Sidhansh
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Shehnaaz came back to her home after completing her work.She had a photoshoot so she had gone to the studio for it.She put the key in the hole and turned it.But she stopped midway.

Her eyes moved to other door which was still locked but today she felt something different. She felt like someone was here,someone close to her .She moved towards the door and touched it .She didn't knew why but she felt like he was here,her kiddo.

She missed them every single day.That's the problem she doesn't want to get attached to people because if they leave her ,she would break.But didn't know why she couldn't stop her heart getting attached to the cute boy.Today she felt he was here .

But how is it possible if he was here,the door would be probably open.She shook her head and smiled sadly.Get a grip Shehnaaz, he is not here.

She thought but only if she knew that actually he was here.

Sana:miss you kiddo
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No more separation guys,chill 😌....I think they had enough already,so something good on the way 💕💕

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