How much we try to hide our emotions and stay strong for the sake of ourselves and our loved ones but we forget that there will be times and situations when we will have a breakdown. A rock is as hard as possible but due to extreme pressure and climatic conditions it breaks Similarly,there are situations in our lives where we can't take anymore  and causes our breakdown.Breakdowns are not bad and doesn't make us weak,it's important as it makes us reduce our stress and makes us mentally strong.

Princi:so next performance is a special song sung by Sidhansh Shukla

The Principal left the stage while the people clapped and hooted.Sidhansh who was in the backstage .Took a deep breath to calm himself.He picked his guitar and stood up.Though he tries to show his strong side to everyone but he can't deny that it is the most sensitive thing for him.His hands were covered with sweat.He took a step towards the stage but stumbled.

Sanvi:Sid are you fine?

Sidhansh:yeah....I am fine just

Just a bit less confident, just a bit overwhelmed with emotions.Just a bit confused thinking whatever he is doing is right ?

Sanvi:comeon Sid you can do it....I know you will rock it,all the best

Sidhansh:thanks Sanvi

Sidhansh took a deep sigh and went towards the stage.He adjusted the mike and his guitar and looked at the audience.It was the first time he is gonna sing on this day.Yeah he would always come on this day but just to see the performances and most importantly to show that he is not weak.Most of the times his dadi had stopped him thinking that it would hurt him badly but instead he would give a smile and tell that it will not hurt him.

But the truth is that it hurted him badly but he never spoke.A turmoil was going inside him.He wanted to leave not able to control it but then he saw someone smiling at him in the crowd.Sidhansh's eyes widen on seeing the person here.His dad.

How come he came here?Did naazu told him?no why would she do it,he had told her not to tell then how....maybe dadi told

Sidharth gave a thumbs up making Sidhansh smile.Sidhansh got the confidence that he needed and began singing.

Ab raton ko mujhe lori kon sunaega?
Kon sunaega?Kon sunaega?
Ab subah ko mujhe pyaar se kon jagaega?
Kon jagaega?Kon jagaega?

Ki tum bole bina hi chale gaye
Hum poore hoke bhi adhure reh gaye
Ki tere yaadein aaye maa,dil ko bara satae maa
Ki teri yaadein aaye maa,dil ko bara satae maa
Ki teri yaadein aaye maa ,dil ko bara satae maa
Ki teri yaadein aaye maa,dil ko bara satae maa

Though Sidhansh had very few memories with his mom but he remembers those few memories of his mom.Her kissing him whenever he use to wake up from his baby sleep.Her carrying him and playing with him with his toys.Those memories are still inscribed in his heart.

Kitni baatein karni thi
Kitna kuch kehna tha
Tujhko hasana tha aur tere hath se khana tha maa
Seene se mujhko tu apne laga lena
Awaz deke mujhe tu phir se bula dena maa
Duaan roz karta hu uss rab se ye hi maa
Sab kuch mera le le par
meri maa lauta dena
Sab kuch mera le le par
meri maa lauta dena

He can't express how he much he wishes his mom to be here with him.Though sometimes he think of her as a bad woman who left his dad and him but still most of the times he just wishes to get atleast a glimpse of her.He want to keep his head on her lap and tell her everything that has happened to him till date .He want to cry in her lap and complain about others who have  hurt him.

Ki tum kuch bole bina hi chale Gaye
Hum poore hoke bhi adhure reh gaye
Ki teri yaadein aaye maa,dil ko bara sataein maa
Ki teri yaadein aaye maa,dil ko bara sataein maa
Ki teri ye yaadein aaye maa,dil ko bara satein maa
Ki teri ye yaadeinnnnnnn
Ki teri ye yaadeinnnnnnn maa
Ki teri yaad aaye maa
Ki teri yaadein aaye maa

(This song is very close to my heart and love it🥺🥺❤❤....it's really such a beautiful and emotional song💕💕)

His performance ended and his eyes were filled with tears .Not only his but the whole audience's eyes were filled with tears.He prayed wherever his mom is ,she would be happy and also prayed that someday he could meet her.

Sidharth who was sitting in the audience was mesmerized hearing his voice but later could feel all the emotions filled in his song. He didn't realized when his own eyes were filled with tears seeing his son in such a miserable state.Today he felt the void of mom in Sidhansh's life.

Princi:that was an extremely mesmerizing and emotional performance Sidhansh....we lucky to have such a great singer with us,excellent my boy

Sidhansh:thanks mam

Princi:so let's continue our program

Sidhansh went backstage and kept his guitar aside.He wiped the tears from his face but they were unstoppable. Thankfully the backstage was empty. He sobbed while keep his head down.

Finally he was taking out all the pain of those years when he had missed his mom so much.He was sobbing so hard if anyone who was outside could hear him.He looked up with tears in his eyes.He don't know why whenever he misses his mom he looks up and feels that his mom is with him.

Sidhansh:I miss you mom

After of 10 minutes of crying and sobbing ,finally he was back to normal and calmed.The programme was almost over .He took his guitar and moved out of the room.

Sidhansh:hey dad

Sid:hi Ansh,it was a lovely performance

Sidhansh:thanks dad

Sid:here

Sidharth forwarded the bottle to him.Sidhansh looked at him confused.

Sid:your throat might be dry due to singing so drink it

Sidhansh gave a understanding nod and drank it.He so needed it not because his throat was empty but because of the tired of crying .Sidharth knew that he had cried by seeing his red puffy eyes so passed him the bottle.

Sid:let's go now.....icecream ?

Sidharth didn't asked him anything more about the song and his performance or anything related to his mom because he wanted to give him time.He wanted Sidhansh to open up before him by himself. For now he just wanted to comfort him.

Sidhansh:but dad aren't you late for office

Sid:office can wait so now we will go to get your favourite icecream ,okay champ

Sidhansh:okay dad

Sidhansh was happy to spend more time with his dad and he needed it today also.He didn't asked him that who told him about this programme.
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Jenny:keep your hands here and start walking

It was the first day of Shehnaaz in Sidharth's office.She met Jenny who was a humble and sweet person and happily welcomed her.Both talked for a few moments and then  she started teaching her modeling.

Shehnaaz did as told and Jenny was surprised seeing her catching up so easily.

Jenny:wow ,you learnt very early....I thinking you were kidding when you told that you didn't knew modeling

Sana:I was not kidding Jenny ,I seriously don't know but this step I have done when I was in my college

Jenny:that's great then start with something else

Like this they practiced for one hour.Shehnaaz was exhausted at the end but was satisfied with her practice.She grabbed her phone and checked her account. She saw that she hadn't uploaded anything from two days and feared that her engagement would become low.

Sana:Jenny

Jenny:yes

Sana:can we click a pic together please

Jenny:sure

Shehnaaz stood beside Jenny and kept her arm around her.Both posed for the picture and clicked it.Shehnaaz looked at the picture and smiled.It was perfect, she thought.

Sana:will you mind if I post it on my account?

Jenny:no,it's fine with me

Sana:and Sidharth?

Jenny:I don't think so but just don't mention much about our project ,Sidharth is a private person

Sana:hmm,okay

Shehnaaz chose the perfect filters and tagged it with the required hashtags and put a caption.

Coming up with something #somethingnew #work #fun

(Imagine Jenny to be her)

Sid:hey guys

Shehnaaz who was busy in her phone and looked up to see Sidharth coming towards them with a smile.

Sana:hi

Jenny:hi Sidharth, aren't Mr.Punctual late today?(teasing)

Sid:yeah,a bit I know....I had went with Sidhansh to icecream parlour so how's it going?

Jenny:lovely,she is a quick leaner and she is doing great

Sana:thank you Jenny but it's just because of you.....thank you so much for teaching me modeling

Jenny:my pleasure Sana

Sid:so are you done for today?

Jenny:yeah,I think so....bye guys,we will meet tomorrow

Jenny left the room while Sidharth hugged Shehnaaz as soon as Jenny left.Shehnaaz was shocked with this unexpected hug. Sidharth was overwhelmed with emotions.Sad and happy both emotions.Sad because he got to know the real pain of his son today and happy because he was able to comfort him and be there for him and it just happened because of Shehnaaz.

Shehnaaz after a minute wrapped her hands around and rubbed his back.A smile came on her lips thinking that maybe everything went well.Both were in the hug feeling happy,contented  and feeling a different emotion which was still unknown to them.Sidharth broke the hug and looked at Shehnaaz with a smile.

Sid:shall we talk in our cabin?

Sana:sure

Both moved towards Sidharth's cabin.Sidharth sat on his chair keep his coat on the table while Shehnaaz sat on the couch.

Sid:thank you Shehnaaz because of you I could be there with Ansh....if you wouldn't have told me I wouldn't get to know whatever Ansh was going through

Sana:don't thank me Sidharth, it was your right to know everything and I am glad that you were with kiddo when he needed you....he always try to portray himself strong but he is hiding a lot inside him

Sid:I know...he hasn't opened to me yet

Sana:by the way what had happened in the school?

Sidharth told her everything that happened in the school.Shehnaaz could feel the pain through which Sidhansh was going.It was strange for her to know and feel the pain of the person who was far away from her but again their relationship was different. They were so connected to each other that they could feel each other's pain.Strange yet unique and beautiful.

Sana:He hasn't opened to neither you nor me but I know he will soon.....today it was a baby step that you took by comforting him....and I am sure by taking small steps he will soon start opening before you

Sid:I hope so

Sana:Relax Sidharth everything will be fine

Shehnaaz said rubbing her hands on his and gave a comforting smile.

Sid:it's heartbreaking Shehnaaz to see him innerly suffering like this

Sana:hmm

Shehnaaz didn't knew what to say .She herself didn't knew why Sidhansh was hiding so much.Both talked for sometime and then left for their house.

Sana:I will just keep my things and come

Sid:okay

Shehnaaz entered her house and kept her things on the table.She was going to exit the house but she remembered something and turned around.She opened the drawer of the cupboard and took out a bottle of pills. She took out two pills and gulped it down.

Sana:bohot ajeeb hai,koi ni Sana it will feel better afterwards

She knocked on the door of Sidharth's house and Sidharth opened it with a smile.She entered inside and saw Sidhansh sitting on the couch.

Sana:hi kiddo

Sidhansh glanced at her and then without replying entered inside his room.Shehnaaz was surprised at his reaction.

Sana:is he angry on me?
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