"The saddest thing is when you are no longer surprised when someone breaks your heart"

Jimin's POV:

I woke up with such a massive migraine. I looked to my right and saw Naomi sleeping in peace. All I could feel is guilt. Why do I keep fucking up even if I don't mean to?

Daniella needs to get a taste of her own medicine, seriously. Years go by and she still tries all these things. I'm so sick of it.

"I'm sorry, baby. I know you're tired of this" I said, stroking her hair.

She slowly opened her eyes, "Jimin? How are you feeling? Why are your eyes puffy?".

I shook my head, "I'm just so tired. Are you feeling okay, you slept in such an uncomfortable position".

Naomi smiled, "Of course I'm okay. It doesn't bother me, you're next to me that's why. I'm happy when you're beside me".

I felt a tear fall from eye, how do you constantly love me even if I keep hurting you?

The doctor came inside the room, "Mr Park, you can be discharged today. We reviewed everything and you seem perfectly fine now. Just make sure you take your medication if ever you get a migraine. If ever you are feeling sick again, don't refuse to come to the hospital again".

I nodded, "Thank you Doc". Naomi smiled, "Thank you for taking care of him Doctor".

Bella's POV:

I ran all the way to the small bench a couple of minutes from the gas station. I just cried and cried.
I can't believe him.

I hate how I saw him. Even if I tell myself that I'm over Taehyung, I'm not. He's my first love even if his first love is Naomi.

Why is this coincidence to see his face here. What is he even doing here. He should've stayed in Seoul where he belongs.

He only makes things harder for me.

I was so frustrated. "Why do we love despite understanding we can't be together?" I yelled so hard, crying hard.

A kid riding his bike stopped in front of me and handed me some tissues, "Because we always buy the toys we can't afford".

The kid just kept riding his bike then looked back.
"Feel better Noona".

I smiled, "Thank you!".

Even throughout the years, I can't believe Taehyung is still the same. Still the same asshole. He doesn't know his priorities. I wish that he came to his senses, but he always is so blinded.

I fell in love with him not just because of his looks. I fell in love with him because we were best friends. I could never stop thinking and looking at him. I fell in love with the way he smiles, the way he walks, the way he moves his lips when he talks, how he always made me feel like there was someone beside me. I fell in love with everything of him.

Before when I'd look in Taehyung's eyes, they were so lovely, so heavenly.

Now he only brings me painful memories. He only brings me sadness. Taehyung, you made me feel like I actually had a chance with you but when I tried to take that chance, you made me realise I never did.

I wiped my tears and went back to the gas station. Can my life get shittier than this? Cry away the pain at night so I can fake smile all day.

I don't think I'd ever been loved the way I love. It kinda sucks. I just want to sleep forever. I like sleeping better than living life because I can dream about having a better life than this shit hole.

I was stocking up the products on the shelf and a tall boy with brown hair walked in.

"Excuse me, where are the donuts?" He asked. I faced the good looking guy, "Oh they're right next to the counter" I said, guiding him to the donuts.

"Oh, I'm so blind. Thank you!" He smiled. "I'll buy a dozen".

I looked at him, dang this guy got a big appetite here to buy all of this.

"If you're thinking it's for myself, it's actually for my brothers" he laughed. I smiled, "Don't worry, I didn't think anything."

"That will be $7.50" I said.

"If I give you a peck on the cheek, will I get it for $7?" He smirked. My eyes widened, "Huh?"

I'm telling you, this guy might be good looking but he was something else. I was ready to get my broom and hit him in the head.

"Okay listen here. You may think you're so handsome and all girls love you but I do not want your crusty ass lips on my face okay. It's either you pay the $7.50 or not" I said, crossing my arms.

He was non stop laughing, what is wrong with him??
"Fine fine, just because you're a pretty lady" he said, giving me the money.

I eyed him, he's so weird. Although he's good looking, he's still weird.

I gave him the receipt and he got out a pen and started doodling on it.

"Keep the receipt, call me when you have the chance" he smiled before walking off.

I looked at the receipt. Ah, so his name is Yoongi.

Taehyung's POV:

Bella liked me?
She wasn't wrong, I was always so dumb and naive.

My priorities have never been straight and I know for sure she knows that.

I always abandoned her, I'm so stupid.
It's okay, she doesn't deserve me anyway. I'm a horrible person.

It's okay.
Because one day, she's going to come across a man who will worship a beautiful soul like her. There will be a man who will love and cherish her every inch of her. There will be a man who will do everything in his power for him not to lose her. I pray she gets over me. She shouldn't settle for half ass men, like me.

She's always had patience for me. What did I do in return, trash her feelings.

I went back to the car and just sat there reflecting on what happened. I couldn't even focus because Jin and Jungkook were arguing all over again.

"Can you move??? Your fat ass keeps taking so much damn space!" Jin whined to Jungkook.

Jungkook's eyes widened, "Jinja!? Me?! Me?! Oh bitch, you're REALLY testing me. My fat ass? Excuse me, who asked Yoongi hyung to buy a dozen donuts and expects not to share?!".

Jin stayed quiet, "You have no proof I asked Yoongi. If you have no proof, it never happened" Jin stuck his tongue out.

Can these two both shut up.

"I'm back, here's your dozen donuts" Yoongi said, opening the passenger door.

Jin stayed quiet and Jungkook started laughing uncontrollably. "There's my proof bitch, so don't call me fat ass, fatty" Jungkook stated.

Jin rolled his eyes, "Whatever, you're not getting any".

"I want the first one! I haven't eaten in years!" Namjoon wined, grabbing the box out of Yoongi's hand.

"Yah Yah Wait wai-" Yoongi said, but it was already too late.

The donuts fell all over Namjoon and on the passenger seats.

"Aish...." Yoongi sighed.

Namjoon stayed quiet, "Uh... so... anyone want donuts?" Picking up the donuts from the floor.

Jungkook was laughing and Jin was screaming.

"MY DONUTS!!!!! NAMJOOOOOOOON!"

"I'd go back to buy you another one Jin, so I can see that really pretty girl again" Yoongi smiled.

A/N:
HI GUYS. I'm so so so so sorry for the late update.
My life has been all over the place and it's just been so hectic.
It's my last year of school so I've been under pressure. I'm so overwhelmed.
I'm so sorry :( I'm currently updating this at 2:30am and I have school tomorrow with a music exam *crying*
I love you all so much for supporting my story until now! I promise I'll update sooner and not wait a whole year.

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