I can't believe it, I couldn't hold it in. I cried while recording a video. I snapped. I don't even know what triggered it, I was playing Mario and trying to beat the stage but I missed the jump so Mario died, and I started crying. I can't believe I cried. I sigh and put my hands on the counter where I was sitting and just stared at them. Now I am going to have to edit the video and cut the whole part out of my fit. I always mess up don't I? I stopped recording with the annual outro after I started crying. 'I will do it in the morning before I have to upload it.' I think to myself. I am emotionally drained, I look at the clock the digital numbers shone it read '6:00 pm' I have been here 2 hours thinking about me crying?! I am just going to head to bed early tonight. I stand up and stretch. My joints pop and I start up the stairs into my room. I feel a slight nudge on my leg and look down and see Chica sitting next to my leg with a toy in her mouth wagging her tail. I smile a little smile at her. I bend down and say to her, "Not today Chica" I pet her head and I continue my journey to my bed. Once I go into my room I don't even bother changing out if my clothes, I just hop into bed and sigh. "I can't believe I cried." I groan and roll over and stare at the wall. I close my eyes and fall into a uncalm sleep.