Jacks POV~

It annoyed me often, The days when I just didn't know... I didn't know what I wanted, Whether I was coming or going, Not knowing if I was happy or sad. Those feelings would come and go, Those days where I didn't really feel anything. It'd usually be at night after the days activities settled and you just lay in darkness; thinking. Wondering lots of things like, In years to come will the people who promised they'd be there would they? Would they stay with you forever really? Or where would you be a few years down the line mentally and physically? Would these days go away? Where they temporary or will I still be feeling distant some days? The feelings are temporary sure but I know something that isn't temporary, Mark. Mark, The wonderful person I was engaged to. He always seemed to know when I was having one of those days. He'd usually just comfort me not needing to utter a word. Even some days when I just didn't know, I always knew I loved Mark.

A/N: Sorry its short! The next one will probably be longer and if you have any suggestions on what you would like me to write please feel free to leave a comment ~PS.
(Also these get better I swear lmao)