It's been an interesting day. I basically got confirmation from Gavin that my vision was definitely a vision and not just a dream, but I still wasn't one hundred percent positive. To make sure that I was right, I had to catch Gavin in his lie. So, I talked Tori. In a friendly tone I asked her what she was up to tonight. She thought for a moment then she remembered she had something.

She told me she has to go visit a family friend a few towns over so she won't be home for the night. See, no family dinner is planned. They both made up lame excuses. I know where they are really going. I can't help but feel a little guilty for not following them and helping Trevor... Honestly that situation was creepy enough once in my vision, I can't go see it again. Plus what can a human girl do against like seven giant werewolves? That's right... nothing.

So here I am waiting nervously in my room because I'm too chicken to go help poor Trevor... Or maybe he did something bad. Maybe I shouldn't feel bad for him. I sigh. Who knows. A small knock sounds on my door.

"Come in!" I shout. The door slowly opens and I see Jason come in. He slowly closes the door behind him. "Hey, what brings you to my room?" I ask.

He walks over to the bed and crawls into my covers with me.

"I was just passing by and I wanted to see if you were still up and you are." he says. I laugh.

"Yes I am. I'm just thinking about life and people. I just don't understand things sometimes." I say with a sigh.

"I feel that. You thinking of anything in particular?" Oh you know, just the fact that our new friends might be in cahoots with a man who goes around hurting people.

"Nope. Just in general." I say. He throws his arm over my shoulder and pulls me closer to him.

"It's okay kiddo. You don't have to understand everything in life, that's the fun of it." I smile and snuggle closer into him.

"Yeah you're right. Jason you're the best." He lets out a quick laugh and pauses for a moment.

"Evelyn can I ask you something." He says. I yawn and nod my head.

"Sure Jay. You can always ask me anything."

"Promise you won't get weird?" he asks. Weird? When do I ever get weird? Whatever, he seems serious about it so I'll just go along with him.

"Promise. Now what's up?" I ask.

"Well you know how you lost your wolf?" I sigh and pull aways from him so I can look into his hazel eyes.

"What about it..." I say sadly.

"Well..." he looks away from me. "Do you think it's possible that you still have a mate." I let out a sigh.

"I mean I probably have one, I just won't ever know who it is. Well unless I get my wolf back but we both know how unlikely that is."

"Have you ever thought that your mate might be someone around you?" I think for a moment... I guess I haven't really thought about that. I've avoided even thinking about dating werewolves because I know they would find their mate someday... but he is right, what if my mate is someone around me?

"I guess I haven't thought about that before Jason..." He runs a hand through his hair and turns back to me. A slight tint of pink lines his cheeks.

"Okay, Evelyn this might sound crazy but what if we are mates?" my eyes widen and I look at him shocked. Mates? Jason and I? "Think about it Evelyn. I mean I don't know about you but I'm most comfortable around you, I love hanging out with you, I get insanely jealous when guys are even near you. I don't know, everything just feels right with you Evelyn..."

I don't know how to answer him. I've never even tried to think about my feelings for him like that. I mean I guess it could kind of make sense. I don't mind it when he touches me. We practically cuddle all the time. Who knows, I might even like him as more than a friend but I just haven't accepted it.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to throw that onto you like that. The thought just crossed my mind recently. But if you don't feel the same then there is no way we could be mates..." He slowly start to get out of my covers.

Shit. It's now or never... What if he is my mate?

I shoot my hand out and stop him from moving. He looks at me with surprise in his hazel eyes.

"Um. Jason. I think if you just give me some time to process it, I will start to realize that you could be right." I let out a sigh and look down. "I haven't even considered the idea that I could have a mate that's a werewolf. I guess anyone who was a werewolf I just looked at as a friend because in the end I didn't want to be left alone when they find their mate. But you're right. Somewhere out there I have a mate. And if I look deep enough in myself I'm sure I can find them. Who knows, you might even be my mate." He gives me a small smile and crawls back into the covers.

"Evelyn I hope you're my mate. You're beautiful, smart, athletic, and fun to be around. But I will give you some time to let it all sink in. Maybe you will start having the same feelings for me that I have for you." I smile up at him.

"That would be nice wouldn't it? It kind of reminds me of when we were kids and I would always pretend that you were my mate when we played house. You always hated that game." I say with a laugh.

"I only hated it because you made me dress up in a prince costume. I hated playing dress up..." He shudders at the idea.

"Aw but you were so cute in your little prince outfit! Actually I think I still have it! Oh my gosh you should try it on!" I shout. He looks at me like I'm crazy.

"No."

"Yes!" I jump out of bed and run to my closet. Suddenly I hear my door fly open. I look up to see Jason about to leave.

"I am not trying that thing on or even looking at it." I pout out my bottom lip and he laughs. "Not going to work. See you tomorrow kiddo." he says and closes the door behind him.

Aww... but he was such a cute prince. I stand up and walk back to my bed. I lie down and turn of my lamp so that I'm sitting in darkness.

What a weird night. I guess I should start trying to identify who my mate is. Well if I have one, or if he is even around me... I guess Jason could very well be my mate. He seems to be pretty confident that I could be his mate. He would have a better idea anyway because he actually has his wolf.

Okay. It's decided, from tomorrow on, I'm going to stop being clueless when it comes to guys... I mean I've never even really had a crush on anyone. Well except Zac Efron but everyone finds him gorgeous.

I yawn and snuggle closer into my pillow. Well whatever, I'm not going to let it stress me out. I'll find my mate if fate wants me too.

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Words cannot describe how much I hate school. Anatomy was the hardest thing to get through today. Gavin didn't look at me once, Tori was her normal peppy self and Seth seemed quitter than usual... I know both Seth and Gavin are probably a little shaken up from their events from last night but why isn't Tori shaken. She seems completely normal... It's kind of scary.

Anyway, Rosie and I are on our way to lunch. I packed myself a Nutella sandwich and some grapes, while Rosie brought left over pizza. I sit down at our usual table and start to eat. Soon Lauren comes along with Jill and Peyton. They sit down with their lunches that they bought from the school. Looks like they are serving Spaghetti today... Ew.

"How the hell do you guys eat that?" Rosie says, practically reading my mind. Lauren shudders and pushes her plate away.

"I don't want to eat it... But it's the only thing I have and I'm starving..." She says with a sigh. Slowly she drags the plate closer to herself again. She picks up her fork and takes a forkful of food. She shoves it into her mouth and chews. "Actually it's not bad..."

She looks up to see us all looking at her disgustedly. She sticks her tongue out. "When a girl's hungry, she will eat anything." I laugh. That's so true.

"Hey guys, look." Jill says and point to the middle of the cafeteria. I follow her finger and see she's pointing at the boy's table. Low and behold, Fiona and Gretchen are over there. The sight is bewildering. Is this even allowed in school for them to be like this? Fiona is in Gavin's lap and Gretchen is in Seth's lap.

I feel a growl build up in my chest. But I slowly push it away. It's none if my business right? Why should I care if they want to sleep with those sluts?

"That's sickening." Jill says.

"Agreed. They are literally such sluts, why can't they learn to just keep their legs closed?" Peyton adds.

That's how the rest off lunch goes, and the next thing I know I'm off to Pastry Arts.

When I get there Christian and Olivia are already in the aprons and working on the recipe of the day. Damn, they are on a roll today.

I throw my backpack down and join them. After putting on my apron I see that we are baking a cake. Mmm, I like cake!

"So how can I help you guys?" I say after looking the whole recipe over.

"Want to get the eggs?" Olivia asks. I smile.

"Sure thing!" I check the recipe one more time. Okay, it says I need two eggs.

I turn to go get the eggs from the fridge but I run smack into a hard surface. I'm practically bouncing off of it but a hand catches me before I am deflected too far. "Ouch..." I say lightly and look up.

I see Gavin looking down at me with a raised eyebrow. Great, just the man I've been dying to see... Not.

"Still clumsy, I see." He says. I frown.

"Still an asshole I see." I snap back angrily. He frowns and drops his hand from my back. Whoops, got him back into a bad mood. Silly me... I should apologize. Not. He chose to be mean. Actually that wasn't that mean... I don't know why I chose to be so sassy. I'm just annoyed with him for some reason.

"What's got you in a such a bad mood." he says to me. I roll my eyes and just ignore him. I get my eggs from the fridge.

I keep up my poor mood and manage to get through the rest of the block without talking to him that much. That's pretty impressive.

I help clean all the dishes up and soon the final bell rings. Awesome, now I can just go to practice then go home and sleep. I'm not even going to attempt to do homework tonight.