I never wanted to say this to my friends but...I realized that my best friend has her favorite best friend and its not me....
She gave my other best friend better gift for her on Valentine's day....and she gave her a gift near Christmas.

All she gave me on Valentine's day was a gift that was just...meh....and she never gave me a Christmas gift.

That actually really hurts me because that makes me think my other best friend is her favorite and I'm just...

I doubt that she'll give me any gifts in my birthday...she'll just forget it because she's gonna miss my other friend. My other friend's day was her last day to stay here in Oregon and she's going back where she was born...

If one of them is reading this rn, know that I'm hurt and I'm not gonna forget those two things...