Chapter Two: Senpai is in My Home

"Senpai is in my home?!?!?!?"

I could feel my face starting to turn a deep tomato red. I couldn't believe he was actually here, and he talked to my brother about the club. I had to get to my room as soon as possible. If Senpai happens to notice my behavior, I don't know what I would do.

"Oi, Kyo! Did you hear anything I just said? Come sit with us for a bit so we can have a little chat."

"Crap!" I was too late. My bother always seems to say the wrong thing at the wrong time for me. But if I ignore him, it would only make him more suspicious. With all my might I walked into the living room where my Senpai and my brother were sitting. I tried to act as claim as possible as I sat between them.

"As I was saying. I was surprised when I found out that Kyo had decided to join the MMA Club. I almost didn't recognize him. He's grown up in just one year. I couldn't believe it." I tensed up when Ryouma Senpai started talking about me. That's why he didn't know who I was right away. I had changed a bit since the school year before. I hit a sudden growth spurt and, according to my parents and my brother, I grew to me more handsome.

"I know! Hard to believe that this is the same Kyo from a year ago. A boy becoming a man. It's ironic poetry."

"Nii-san!"

"It's alright Kyo, and I'm sorry about not recognizing you at first. You really have changed since the last time I saw you."

Senpai's hand suddenly landed on top of my head. I could feel my face starting to turn an even deeper shade of red. Senpai started ruffling my hair and he started to laugh. His laugh echoed in my head and was like a sweet melody that keeps replaying.

"I-it's alright Senpai. Even I know that I've changed since last year. Some of my friends didn't even recognize me." I tried to calm myself as I talked to Senpai. I didn't want to sound too overwhelmed about the situation.

"Well, it was nice seeing again Hayate, but I have to get going for now. We have a project coming up thanks to Mr. Kyoto, so I'll be coming over when I can to help you out. And I'll see you at practice tomorrow Kyo. I hope you're ready." Once again Senpai ruffled my hair and my face turned a shade of pinkish red.

Hayate saw Senpai to the door while I sat in my spot dazed. My mind went foggy just thinking about Senpai, and I was only brought back when I heard Hayate call out to me.

"Oi, Kyo! What's wrong with you? Did you catch a cold or something?" Hayate placed his hand on my forehead to check my temperature. When I finally fully came back to reality I pushed my brother away from me and glared at him. Why did he have to say those things in front of Senpai?

"Hayate, you idiot! Why did you have to say those kinds of things in front of Ryouma Senpai?! You totally embarrassed me!"

"Embarrassed you? What did I say to embarrass you?"

"Ugh, seriously!? Never mind then. I'll be in my room. I have homework to finish." I stood up from where I was sitting and made my way to the stair case to head up to the second level of our home. I came to the second door on the left side of the hall and opened the door to me room.

It's a normal enough room with a desk, chair, bed, dresser, TV, a game system hooked up to my TV and a laptop sitting on the desk. A few bookshelves where lined up against the walls with books and movies occupying their shelves. This was the only place I could be myself and think about Senpai out loud without anyone finding out about it. I threw my bag on the floor and then collapsed on my bed. My face buried in my pillow.

"I can't believe Nii-san said those kinds of things while Senpai was here. A boy becoming a man, how stupid could he be."

I turned my head out of my pillow, so I could breath. I continued to lay on my bed, my mind still on Senpai and the embarrassment that my brother caused me. After a few minutes I sat up and reached over to the bottom drawer of my desk and pulled out a small picture I kept hidden from the world. Even the person who's in the picture doesn't know I have it. A picture that was taken at last year's school festival when I went with my family because Hayate's class had a booth.

"Ryouma Senpai..." My fingers brushed over the picture I had secretly taken of Senpai only a year ago. That's when I truly lost myself to him. Without even realizing it my mind started to trail off to... more perverse thinking.

My body was started to get hot and I was starting to see my breath come out in puffs of clouds. I needed to do something about this tension that was building up inside my body. I never did these types of things during the day. I didn't want to get caught by my parents or Hayate. I don't know what I would do if they found out about this. Slowly I lifted up my shirt to reveal my stomach and chest. Hesitantly I moved my free hand along my chest until I reached my nipples. I let out quivering breaths as I pinched the small bud between my fingers. I let out a small moan as the bud continued to roll between my fingers.

To keep myself quiet I put the end of my shirt in my mouth. I had to stay quite as I continued my perversion, but just playing with my nipples wasn't enough. I placed the picture I had of Senpai down next to my and started to undo my belt and unbutton my pants. A wave of pressure relief shot through my lower body. Although it was still painful, it was nice to have pressure off me.

With half glazed over eyes looked down to see the erotic condition my penis was in. I was hard, and I was wet. This was just plain embarrassing. I lightly gripped my embarrassment which sent shivers up my spine. Slowly I started to move me hand up and down, feeling the pressure that had slightly been relieved suddenly starting to build up again. As I got to my limit, I looked over to the picture of Senpai.

"Senpai. Senpai... S-SENPAI!!" My voice reached a volume I didn't expect it to as semen shot out. Catching my breath, I heard rushing feet running from down the hall to my room. I was so dazed my body didn't have time to react before my door suddenly flew open.

"Kyo!? You alright!?" Hayate burst into my room and found me in a state I didn't want him to find me in. "K-Kyo, what's going on here?"

"I-it's nothing! Can't you learn to knock before you enter someone else's room?!"

Quickly I pulled down my shirt, put away my embarrassment and tried to hide the picture of Senpai without wrinkling it or bending the edges. I was caught, Hayate caught me in the worse act possible.

"Kyo... were you doing what I think you were doing?"

"If you know then what's the point in asking me?! You caught me red handed. Damn it! Why didn't you knock?!!?" Tears of fear and frustration quickly built up in my eyes. This sucked so bad. I wouldn't think that Hayate would use this against me, I mean, I've been able to tell him pretty much anything, but this, this was just something I didn't want him to know.

"Kyo, it's alright. You were... well, basically jerking off to a picture of someone you like. Every teenage boy and even girls do it every once and awhile. Nothing to worry about. Even I do it on occasions."

"R-really?"

"Yeah. Now, who's in the picture you're all hot and heavy for?"

Hayate reached out to take the picture of Ryouma Senpai that I didn't manage to hide very well from him, but I pulled it away before he could take it from me.

"What's wrong Kyo?"

"I don't want you to see. You'll make fun of me if you saw who I like."

"You don't know that. Just let me see."

Hayate managed to snatch Senpai's picture from my hands. I waited to hear his reaction. The outburst of disgusts of knowing that the one I like isn't just my Senpai, but another guy as well.

"Ryouma huh? You like Ryouma like that Kyo?"

"I-I..."

Before I could form a full sentience, my brother's hand fell on top of my head and he started to ruffle my almost bleach blond hair.

"I thought you were acting a little strange when Ryouma was here. It's alright that you like Ryouma, Kyo. Does he know?"

"Of course not! I don't think I can ever tell him! He might not want to see me anymore if he were to find out." I hugged my knees into my chest as I thought about Senpai not wanting to have anything to do with me if he was to find out about me feelings.

"Don't be silly Kyo. Ryouma isn't like that at all. If I remember right, there was a guy who did confess to Ryouma. I think they dated for a little bit too."

"S-seriously?!"

"Yeah. I don't know what happened between them though. Anyway, I know what it's like to really like someone. Just take your time, but don't wait too long or someone might snatch Ryouma away. Ryouma is a good person. You never know, he might warm up to you and might share your feelings. He may not look it but Ryouma is a really shy person when he talks to someone he really likes. He gets all tongue tied, red faced and stumbles over his words. It's funny to watch now that I think about it. So, if he starts acting like that around you, you better take advantage of opportunity and snatch him off his feet."

"Nii-san!!"

Listening to Hayate I started to feel a little better and deep down I think he knew how I felt. He did hint that he also really liked somebody, but I wasn't going to bug him on the matter. It was none of my business who my brother liked even though he found out about mine by accident.

After that day Ryouma Senpai was at the house a lot more because of a school project he and Hayate were doing together. After they would be done working for the day Senpai would give me advice about the MMA club and even do demonstration for me, so I could understand better.

"Do you see what I'm talking about? You're dropping your leg too early, that's why you're not able to block properly when your opponent counters your attack." Senpai pointed to the screen of my computer as he showed me a video on a high kick I couldn't seem to get right.

"I think I see it. I didn't think doing a high kick would be so complicated." I let out a sigh and slumped down on the floor.

"Don't worry, it just takes practice. Come on, do it again and this time, I'll be your opponent and try to take me down. Use some of the techniques you've learned from the past couple of days."

"A-alright."

The two of us got into our stances. My eyes sternly locked on to Senpai, but as I looked at him my mind began to wonder like it always did. Blocking out all the noise around me, all I could think about was Senpai. What it would feel like to have him close to me that wasn't us going up against each other in club practice, but something a whole lot different.

"No! I can't think about those type of things right now. If he even gets the slights hint that I have feelings for him right now, I don't know what I would do."

While still caught in my daydream I completely forgot what we were doing. Senpai took advantage of me not paying attention and made his move. He came at me and gave a quick leg swipe, knocking me down flat on my back. Looking up in a daze I was Senpai looking down at me. He acted like he was going to move around to put me in some kind of lock, but I wasn't going to be beaten so easily. Before Senpai had the chance, I made my own move. Quickly I shifted and put Senpai into the position I needed him in, that's when I made my own move and used the Overhead Sweep I learned from Senpai. Flipping him over my head and landing on top of him.

I surprised myself and even Senpai. I saw the proud look on his face, but that look suddenly turned into a look of shock. His face was suddenly starting to turn a bright shade of red, and that's when I realized it myself. My body had reacted, the one thing I didn't want to happen. Quickly I jumped up off Senpai, but I couldn't hide what had happened.

"Kyo?" Senpai softly spoke. Like he was trying to come up with the right words to say.

"I-I'm sorry Senpai. I'll see you tomorrow at practice." I quickly rushed up to my room, leaving Senpai in my living room still a bit shocked. I couldn't believe that happened. The one thing I never wanted to happen until I came up with the courage to tell him myself, ended up happening.

When I got up to my room and slammed my door behind me, I slumped to the floor and buried my head into my hands. This was just horrible. What if Senpai noticed more then he already did? What if he figures it all out and wants nothing to do with me? Would I have to quit the MMA Club, so things wouldn't get even worse between us? I really don't know what to do now.

"I really fucked up this time."

Around the time I had locked myself in my room, Hayate had returned from his night class he was taking at the local college. Yes, he's that smart. When he opened the front door, he found Ryouma Senpai still sitting on the floor, dazed and confused about what happened.

"Ryouma? Why are you just sitting there on the floor like that? Has Kyo come down for practice yet or did something happen?" Hayate knelt down next to Ryouma and saw the glazed over look in his eyes and that his face was all red. My brother could tell that something had happened.

"Hayate, is Kyo..." Ryouma suddenly stopped mid sentience and there was a worried looked on Hayate's face. My brother knew that I was worried about how Senpai might reacted if he found out about my feelings towards him, and Hayate said he would support me no matter what, but he also didn't want me to get hurt.

"What about Kyo, Ryouma?"

"Never mind. It's nothing. Please tell Kyo we'll continue what happened today at practice tomorrow. I'll also see you tomorrow to put the final touches on the project." Ryouma stood up and grabbed his things before making his way out the door. Ryouma's strange behavior made my brother worry even more.

"Sure... I'll let him know Ryouma."

The house suddenly fell silent and the only thing Hayate could think of was that Ryouma had found out about my secret, and if that was it and Senpai had rejected me, that everything was going to be a bit awkward around here.

"If what I think happened really ended up happening, I have a feeling that Kyo is up in his room sulking."

Slowly Hayate made his way up to my room. My head was still in my hands as I was cursing at myself. I jumped slightly when there was a knock on my door.

"Kyo, open up. Ryouma went home so you don't have to worry about him over hearing."

I took my head out of my hands and opened my bedroom door. I saw the concerned look on Hayate's face as he made his way into my room. I couldn't look at him, I was way too embarrassed about what happened.

"Kyo, what happened? Ryouma was acting a little wired before he left."

"Wired? What do you mean wired?"

"I don't know, he just seemed off for some reason. What happened?"

"I-I messed up Nii-san. Senpai was helping me with some defensive moves and I ended up doing an Overhead Sweep. I ended up on top of Senpai and ..." I stopped. There was a lump in my throats that I couldn't seem to get out.

"What Kyo? What happened?!"

"I had an erection and I think Senpai noticed. Nii-san, I don't know what to do!!" I started to cry my eyes out in embarrassment. I haven't done something like this in a long time. Acting like a complete child.

"Kyo, stop your crying. You're in high school now, you shouldn't be acting this childish. Now listen Ryouma didn't seem to be that discouraged about it. Remember, didn't I tell you that had dated and male classmate and I'm pretty sure this wasn't the first time something like this has happened to him. Sometimes our bodies just react without us having any control over it."

"Really?"

"Yes, now calm down and come downstairs. We can talk about it while I make us both something to eat."

I followed Hayate downstairs to the kitchen where he made me something to eat. Sometimes I think Hayate acts more like a father then an older brother and I can't put my finger on it but it seems that there's something different with my brother. Something that's giving him more of a caretaker role.