Monotony.
I'm like a broken computer program,

Repeating its process until eternity.Monotony.
I'm always looking to try and break free,
But my days are a cycle, always bending around me.
Monotony.
Why can't I break away?
Why does my life remain
The way it's always been?
Monotony.
Monotony.
Monotony.
I envy those who live their normal lives,
Going to school with friends and enjoying a happy family.
I'm jealous of those around me who never have to be
Caught in this unending, repeating, undying monotony.
Monotony.
I wish I could be like them instead of being stuck at home,
Instead of being trapped in a rerun that feels forever false.
If only I could go out with friends and have to leave for school,
But instead I've spent these ten years behind the same four walls.
Monotony.
Monotony.
I'm like a broken computer program,
Repeating its process until eternity.
Monotony.
I'm always looking to try and break free,
But my days are a cycle, always bending around me.
Monotony.
Why can't I break away?
Why does my life remain
The way it's always been?
Monotony.
Monotony.
Wait, I've said this already,
Haven't I?
Am I just repeating again,
Or is this a genuine try?
Monotony.
No.
Monotony.
Don't.
I don't want to repeat.
I don't want my thoughts to die.
Monotony
Let me go.
Monotony.
I want to try
To live a life
That is my own.
Monotony,
Don't make me relive.
Monotony.
Please let me break free,
Please let me make friends.
Why can't you see,
I just want this to end?
Monotony.
Monotony.
Monotony,
Again.
I'm like a broken computer program,
Repeating its process until eternity.