A girl is standing on the stage All lost in her own thoughts. She don't care how many people are looking at her or Someone is holding her hand she is just drowned in her own pain.. today she is going to get engaged with that boy whom her parents has decided she didn't want to get marry him. SHe always loved one person and that's her best friend who loves someone Else. Whose heart is belong to someone else who didn't care about him and going to marry someone else today She don't know what gonna happened ahead who is written in her life but one thing is sure she would never able to love someone except him. He is her first love and will always be her first love no one can take his place. Literally no one. She knew that he love Malika her cousin but still her heart is not able to accept it. She still has hope one day  he will love her.  From childhood if someone had place in her heart then that was shivaay.  He had  deepest impact on her. In the age Of 10 she knew that she can't live without him. His kanji blue eyes had done wonder over her and she understood she can never ever love someone except him. But then  that happened which she never imagine for.  her love her shivaay loved someone else that also Deeply. That day when she had got to know she had cried a lot. Her heart was thumbing so fastly she wasn't able to disguise that her love of life love someone else.  But then she buried  her feeling inside for his happiness she couldn't ruin his happiness when she saw a shine  in his eyes to being with malika.  She just hid her feelings and appropriated his love for her cousin sister and never let him even feel that she loves him but now it's paining it's getting unbearable even thinking to being with someone else except him. She don't know how she would able to disguise it but she knows she would never able to give place to this person which shivaay has in her life. Suddenly she grasp when Someone kept hand on her shoulder and jolt her little

Ani. Hmm she Blink her eyes two three times and look at the man who is giving her brightest smile forwarding his hand to hold her

What you thinking about Anika.give me your hand people are waiting for me to slide ring in your finger. Farhad spoke eyeing towards her hand

Ani. Erm ya yh she mumbled and about to keep her hand on his palm when her phone ring gain her attention

Ani. Aik minute she sniffs and pick up the phone on third bell with shivering hands.

Ani. Hello Jhanvi aunty

J. Anika please come fast shivaay is getting mad. He have locked himself in the room and breaking the things inside I'm afraid if he will hurt himself. Please beta come soon now you only can handle him no one can else please come home. I'm so scared.

Ani. Don't worry aunty I'm coming. You just keep an eye on him

J. Come soon we are waiting for you.

Ani. Yes aunty she cut the call and look at the farhad who is looking at her confusedly.

F. Where are you going

Ani. I'm sorry farhad I've to go. He needs me. she lift up her lehnga and run towards the door in fast speed without caring about people who started whispering seeing her running like this.

Ani. Where are you going her parents stops her holding her hand

Ani. I need to go mummy papa. He needs me she sobs

Anjali. Are you stupid Anika don't make fun of our reputation. Just get back to the stage

Ani. No mom he will kill himself please let me go. He wants me to be with him please mom. She sobs pleading infront of her mother who is trying her best to stop her.

Karan. Let her go anjali.

Anj. What are you saying karan. She is our daughter we can't let her to ruin her life

K. Let her do it. Leave her hand. Anjali look at her husband helplessly and left her hand.

Ani. Thank you dad she about to go when his voice stopped her again

K. If you wanna leave this house for that boy then remember one thing as your foot will go out of this house your and our relationship will be finished.

Ani. Dad she widen her eyes after hearing him she can't believe her dad who loves her so much is saying her like this

K. It's up to you Anika. You want us and shivaay.

B. Dad please don't do like this to her

K. Not today Bhavya. Either she has to choose or they boy who even don't love. 

Anika sobs closed her eyes crying bitterly being helpless.

Ani. Dad he needs me

K. You want us or him Anika

Ani. I'm helpless dad . If I didn't go then he will kill himself and I can't handle his death

Anj. He don't love you sweetheart. He is dying for someone else

Ani. But I do love him more than anything and I can't see my love dying whether if for someone else. I'm sorry mom dad but I've to go. I'm sorry she sobs and run out from there without caring about her father who kept calling her from behind but she didn't pay head to him and run away from there.

In om

Shivaay throw the chair on the glass window breaking in many pieces and set on the floor crying bitterly. He had loved her. He made her his life but what she did she left him and going to marry someone else. How can she be so heartless she knew that what she meant to him but still she did to him. How cruel she is. How bad she is.

Shiv. Why did you do that malika. Why did you left me. You knew that how much I loved you but you still did all this to me. Why did you get ready to marry someone else why why whyyyyyy he screams punching on the floor letting his hands bleed but he didn't care and kept banging his hand.

Ani. Shiv Shiv open your door. She bang on the door gaining his attention

Ani. Don't do anything to yourself shivaay. Please open the door. Everyone is worried. She cry pleading standing  him out of the door

Shiv. She is getting marry to someone else ani. Why did she do that he hiccups  hitting  his hand on the glasses making his hand bleed more

Ani. Shivaay first open the door then we will talk. Please do it. We are so worried. Please for sake of me open your door.

Shiv. She shouldn't had do this ani. Why she left me He cry sitting on the floor in bad state

Ani. I'll tell you first open the door please. Let me in

Shivaay wipes his tears and unwillingly open the door for her. As he saw her infront of him he engulfed her in tight hug and started crying loudly

Shiv. She was my first childhood love ani. She always said that she loves me. She infect didn't forget me even when I had went Miami then why did she do that to me. She used to give me her every bit of information on emails. Even she didn't bother about herself and used to fight with people for me still she left me. Why ani why her love got so week. Why would she do that

Ani. I don't know shiv why she did it. I don't know. She said rubbing his back letting her tears come out from her eyes. She can't bear it to seeing him like this. Because of her he fell so week

Shiv. I always loved that girl who told me about her every moment even she did but suddenly she changed her mind and got ready to go in someone else arms. Am I so bad Ani that she left me. Why she hurt me that much. Didn't she feel little Hesitation before doing this. Im feeling so helplessly ani please do something please. He cry like baby hiding his fade in her neck holding her waist tightly. Anika breath and rub his back.

Ani. Come come inside she hold his hand and took him in still having him in her arms. She made him sit on the bed and wipe his tears.

Ani. One minute she grab the aid box and immediately cleaned his wounds

Ani. What did you do to yourself Shiv. Look at your condition

Shiv. I wanna die I can't live without her.

Ani. Don't say that Shiv. Don't. She wipe his tears with her dupata and kissed his forehead lovingly

Shiv. I want her back ani

Anika sighs and caresses his face being helpless

Ani. She can't come back as she got married now. I'd called her well coming here she said she is going to her in laws. As shivaay heard he burst into tears and hugged her tightly

Shiv. What will I do without her. How can she be so cruel

Om. If she is cruel then why are you crying for her. Take her out from your heart and throw her away shivaay she don't deserve you.

Shiv. What are you saying om he said angrily  seeing him asking Him To forget her

Jhanvi. He is right.  Forget her and Get marry you as well the way she did to you. Take revenge shivaay.show her that you don't care the way she don't do.

Shiv. I can't I just can't he sobs

Jhanvi. You have to beta don't cry for whom who don't deserve your love. She was selfish girl who did which she felt right for herself

Shiv. But why would she do that

J. She didn't love you shivaay. That's why she moved on easily. If you wanna show her then get marry as well. And you know who will marry you

Shivaay Hiccups and indicate her who

J. Anika your best friend your ani

Ani. Aunty she widen her eyes after hearing her

Shiv. That's can't possible.

J. It is possible I can't see you like this.if someone can take care of you then get marry to her. What's say Anika are you ready. Anika blink her eyes and look at shivaay being shocked she don't know what to say and what to do. Today when she is getting opportunity to being with him she is in dilemma and don't know what to do.

Ani. I'm ready she exhale the breath and said yes for it without thinking that what will consequences of this but right now she can't see him crying so she has to do it for him. She knows he don't love her and maybe will never but Atleast she will be with love of her life and will surely she will able to Make him forget his pain.

Shiv I can't do this. I don't love her

Jhanvi. That person whom you loved she left you shivaay. She will never come back to you

Shiv. I can't do this

Jhanvi. You have to do this for showing her you are moved on

Shiv. She will be hurt he sniffs not able to give her place to someone relen

Anika look at him and amazed to seeing his love her. She ditched him got married to someone else and still he is saying she will be hurt. Somewhere she is blaming herself to be that ugly that he couldn't love her and never look at her the way he used to look at malika

Jhanvi. Right now think about yourself shivaay. Don't think about others and get marry. Hmm so say will you marry Anika l.

Shivaay let out and nods his head unwillingly.

Jhanvi. I'm going to start the arrangements

Shiv. What about mom dad

Jhanvi. They don't care shivaay what you does in your life and what not. So don't bother about them. Saying this she left from there along with Omru

After sometime

Shiv. I need to talk to you

Ani. Huh she come out from her shock zone when he comes infront of her.

Shiv. I can't love you the way I do to malika. She is and will be my love. No one can take her place not even you.
Anika's heart broke in zillion pieces after hearing him but one thing she knows she can go To Bad extent to be with this man. She can do anything for him even can give her life

Shiv. And If

Ani. If

Shiv. If she comes back then you have to go. Anika got numb after hearing him. How can he say to her like this. Here she is marrying him for him and he is Saying if she comes back then she has to leave him that also forever now she is regretting somewhere for saying yes for marriage. If she mistakenly she came back then her heart will stop beating and she won't able to survive. She try to say something but words are just dead in her mouth and not able to say anything. She is just numb that's it.

......

Anika Anika where are you lost. Ani. Someone shakes her making her come out from her zone.

Where are you lost ani bhavya said caressing her face which is looking so dull and pale

Ani. No no where I'm here only she said giving her weak smile opening the file which she was checking

B. Are you alright ani. What did you do to yourself. Look at your face and body. People get some meat on their body after getting marry and you are the one who is losing it

Ani. I'm I'm fine

B. Why are killing yourself for him. He don't deserve you. He still love that malika

Ani. He will never love me Di he reminds me every days every second of my life she smiles

B. First time I've seen a person who is killing herself for a man who is not worth even for love. He don't care if you die or alive. His world is still revolve around that malika

Ani. I can't change him Di when he don't wanna change either.

B. Ani dad passed away after your marriage everything got ruined because of it. Still you didn't bother to come back home. Mom miss you she wants you to come back and meet her Atleast. It's been 2 years

Ani. What face I'll show her Di because of me dad lost his life. How will I able to face mom I can't go in that house where my dad is no more. I can't do this I just can't she sobs being so broken and angry on her ownself for being selfish. Because of her everyone are unhappy even that person for whom she did sacrifice.

B. Anika you will never learn lesson. Always does what your heart say. For god sake leave him and get settle with that who care for you.

Ani. I can't he needs me

B. He is killing you ani. He just use you for his needs. Jhanvi aunty was telling me how you even remove his shoes and run here and there if he ask you something. Still he don't care about you even you fell ill even. He don't bother to look at you. On top of that his parents don't like you they look at you like it's all your fault. Stop being puppet ani. Stop being selfless. Please

Ani. I don't wanna talk about it. I'm happy whatever I've got. I don't regret whatever I did.

B. But why

Ani. Because I've chose this life for me. And I deserve to be treat like that.

B. But ani

Ani. Di I've so much work to do please go now. Your husband would be waiting for you

B. He can wait

Ani. Then sit alone. I'm going she grabs her bag and left from there wiping her tears.

Bhavya sighs and lean to the chair holding her head. If one side she feels bad for her sister then otherside she is feeling angry as well. How can she do this to herself how can she love that person who don't bother to care about her. Why she is like this why.

At om

Anika entered tiredly and marching towards her room when her mother in law come infront of her

Pinky. Where you had been ha. Did you see the time. Is this time a daughter in law come back at home

Ani. I'm sorry aunty actually I had to attend some really important meetings and During this I didn't realise when time went so fast.

P. Have some shame Anika before lying. Everyday you tell me new stories for saving yourself n

Ani. No aunty I'm not lying if you want you can ask rudra about it.

P. Wow great now I've to call rudra and inquiry about you where you had been. I don't have that much time to waste over you.

Om. Choti maa If she is saying she had meetings then why are you making issue

P. It's our family matter you don't interfere in it that will be better for you and you girl keep your bag aside and get my dinner in my room I want fresh hand made food. Saying this she left from there leaving her behind all tired And drowsy.

Om. Bhabi he hold her when he saw her about to fell down

Om. Are you alright Bhabi

Ani. I'm fine don't worry. Anyways I need to make food for aunty so excuse me saying this she left from
There removing her shoes aside.

Om shakes his head and blame himself and his mother for tying with his brother who don't care about her whether she die or alive.

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After giving food to pinky she enter in her room and saw her husband is sitting on the sofa having whiskey glass in his hand

Ani. Shivaay what is this. What did you make the condition of room she said picking up the bottle of alcohol from the floor

Shiv. You know ani I remembered how I had met Mali first time after coming back from Miami she was so happy and did everything for me which I liked. I still remember her being jumping here and there in happiness her happiness was reflecting from her eyes. Oh god she was looking so beautiful. I had fell for her more deeper after that he spoke having brightest smile on his face well thinking about her. Anika closed her eyes feeling broken from inside. She does everything but he never say anything nor he talk to her properly whole day he is just lost in his first love whom he didn't forget. She does his every work from home to office. Still there is no name Of her. He still murmur malika's name who left him without caring about him. She has became just a unwanted furniture of his house whom they felt unnecessarily and kept in the back house. Suddenly she shiver when he hold her hand and peck her hand making her closed her eyes

Shiv. I need you. Saying this he carry her in his arms and march towards the bed stumbling around

Ani. Shiv you are not in sense she try to put sense in his brain but he is just in subconscious state without caring to hear her. He kept her on the bed and started peeling off her clothes one by one and immediately entered in her without warning making her cry in pain. There is no love between their sex. It's just body needs which he fulfil With her and then fell sleep on top of her murmuring malika's name without caring how his words pierced her heart and how her ears bleed hearing her name from his Mouth again and again.

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