At night

Anika comes out from the washroom and about to head towards Dressing room but she stopped when she saw shivaay is sitting on the couch Lost in his own thoughts resting his arms on  his legs

Ani. Shiv she calls his name and went towards him with slow steps. .

Shiv she takes his name again and set besides him resting her hand on his shoulder

Huh hmm he wipes his tears and look at her giving her a weak smile.

What happened are you alright. ? You seems tensed she says caressing his forehead which is formed in tensed lines. But instead of answering her he is just staring at her face making her frown

Shivay you are not seems well. Is there any problem. Did something happen. Tell me what's wrong. Hearing her concern he lay down in her lap and pushed her face in her stomach bursting into tears making her hell worried

Shivaay she kept hand on his head caressing it lovingly.

Shivaay you are scaring me. Whats wrong. She says caressing his hair lovingly.

Anika I missed you I missed you so much. He hiccups hugging her waist tightly. Anika sighs and hugged his back keeping her face on it

Shivay I'm here with you and with our son

I was so in hell when you were not here. Every day I was fighting with myself. I felt like to kill myself but wasn't able to do it because of oru. My breath was stopping every second. I had fell so weak. You don't know how I spent these months. I was hell scared seeing my future without you. I wanted you to besides me always but you left me with our son who always remind of you. His small small talks used to give me heart pain seeing him missing his mommy. I I can't describe Anika how hard it was for me. Don't leave me again please just don't he thrust his face more in her stomach and cry hard like a child. Anika's eyes filled with tears and kissed his head many times soothing him.

I'm here I won't leave. Don't cry like this shivaay. Now I won't leave you and my baby. I'm here with you always. Shivaay nods and kissed her stomach snuggling with her more.

Anika sighs and kept caressing his back till he didnt get calm down.

After some minutes.

He pulled out his face and kept his hand on her cheek running his fingers in softly.

Anika smiles and let him do whatever he feel like.

I love you ani he expresses his feelings lost in her elegant face.

Hmm she hemmed smiling at him.

Don't leave me ever. I can't live without you.

I won't...

Promise me

I promise. Shivaay smiles and pulled her face down near his lips.

I love you ... he mumbled near her lips and kissed her slowly making her whole world stop on one place. He caresses her nape and suck her lips slowly taking his time to analyse her taste. He about to kiss her deeply when orhan got up calling his mother name rubbing his eyes.

Mumma he calls her in sleepy voice.

Oru She immediate straighten up as she saw him up. She made shivaay get up from her lap and run towards her baby.

Baby she set besides him and take him in her lap

What happened jaan.

Mumma he sobs and kept his head on her chest sucking his thumb looking all cute with swollen eyes and puffy cheeks.

What happened to him shivaay says sitting besides her keeping hand on his head.

Maybe he saw bad dream. It's ok he will be fine. She mumble caressing his hair running her fingers in them.

After so many days he was sleeping peacefully but this stupid dream made him get up. Shivaay grit his teeth in anger making anika smile.

Shivaay calm down. There is nothing to be mad about.

Fine. He he pout Keeping his chin on her shoulder admiring his wife and son who are lights of his life.

I always waited for this moment. Me you and our baby.

Did you ??Anika smiles asking him

Yes I did. I always thought if our baby would had been there then many things would had been changed. me and you would had done his good upbringing and bring him every bit of thing which he wanted. But it couldn't happened. Where I was imagining all this and there you and him were alone with him. Thinking about it his voice slow down in guilt.

I would never forget that I've missed 3 years of my baby. I couldn't hold your hand when you were giving birth to him. I couldn't hear his first cry. I didn't see him when he first sit or walk. I couldn't enjoy any of his first moment. I missed his walk even. His voice crack having moist eyes. Anika So wanted to console him but she don't have words for that. SHe can't say him that he can do again as it's impossible they can't go back in their past.

I wish I could had made our past better he says caressing his son'a head who is snuggling in her mother's breast still sucking his thumb.

It can't happen shivaay. It's impossible to do.

That's hurts me more. He says bending his eyes down in regret.

Or. Mumma I'm hungly. He spoke pulling his thumb out staring at his mother with. puppy eyes.

It's ok Mumma will get some thing good for her baby. You just stay here with your daddy I'm coming back. She peck his cheek and passed to shivaay.

I'll be back in minute. Shivaay nods and got busy to pampering his son who is still in sleepy mood

In kitchen

Anika is frying up some nuggies and chips when pinky enters there. Seeing Anika there a bright smile appeared on her face.

What you making. Anika who was busy taking out food in plate she look towards door and saw pinky is standing there having jug in her hand

Erm I'm sorry I didn't mean to come in your kitchen. It's just oru was hungry and I couldn't stop myself To come here

why are you giving me explanation beta. Did I ask you for that. It's your house as well you can go wherever you feel like.

It's not my house aunty. It's never been. She says sternly grabbing the bottle of mayo from the fridge. Hearing her answer pinky's smile Fed away being sad with her answer. First she said it's not her home then she called her aunty which she never did. She was always been her maa then how come she changed into aunty

P. Anika this is your house. The way other people has right over it you have as well.

No it's not. Don't have hopes. Don't forget me and your son are not married anymore. Though when we were married that time as well this house was not mine. I was always been here like a guest who being treated so bad. Hearing her pinky's eyes filled with tears. she can't believe that Anika who never answered her. Today she is doing bluntly without caring she used to respect her a lot in past.

Shivaay she calls his name as she saw him entering in there. She goes towards him and take her son from his hand

I'm going in my room. Saying this she left from there leaving shivaay confused with her behaviour

What happened mom why she was like this

She is angry with me because of my past behaviour

Obviously she will be mom as you were selfish same like me. That time when you should had stand with her. You preferred  to stop here and ruin her life for me and for you.

I'm sorry shivaay I shouldn't had do it. But what can I do when I didn't want to see my son sad

Yh exactly you didn't want me to being sad but could had seen Anika ruining her life for us.

P. I'm regretting shivaay.

Me and you can't bring back which she has lost mom. She bear all those which she shouldn't had but she still did that also because of us. You should be thankful that she is back here with me otherwise whatever we did it was unforgivable. No one can have such big heart to forgive someone after Being treating like this. Hearing him pinky bend her head down and sobs silently. Shivaay sighs and went towards cupboard to get oil.

Mom she will forgive you eventually. Just give her time. She will be fine. She pet her shoulder and left from there leaving her drown in regret

In room

After making eat to orhan Anika about to head out when shivaay enters there

Where are you going.

Just going to put crockery back.

Don't need to. When I'll go I'll take it with me. Right now come here he hold her hand and took her towards couch .

Shiv Did he sleep again. Shivaay ask seeing his son sleeping again keeping his face in his tiny hands.

Yh he slept during food only. She giggle seeing her little log

Ok that's great anyways Sit down. He made her set there and stand behind her

What you doing shivaay

Nothing I just thought to give you little massage.

Fine she smiles and lean on him letting him pour oil on her head.

I just can't wait my hair to grow long like before. She says when he slowly massage in her head.

They will don't worry. I'm sure they will grow more beautiful now.

Hope so. She says relaxing herself in his arms. Shivaay smiles and peck her cheek making her smile.

From now on you have to give me massage everyday

I promise I will. He says running his fingers in her head giving her proper massage.

Your fingers are magic.

I know that. He chuckle running his fingers in her bottom part of head. Anika moan and lean on his chest closing her eyes. Shivaay who was busy relaxing her he bend down and kissed her forehead lingering his lips longer.

You are so soft Anika. He tilt her head little and suck her side of neck making her lick her lips because of tension which is building between them. Shivaay smile seeing her melting in his arms and set down behind her taking her in back hug. He slide her shirt down and suck her shoulder making her clutch his thigh.

I missed you. He whispered kiss her under ear area. Anika smiles and let him sooth her with kisses however he wants. He pulled her behind keeping hand on her stomach making her shift in his lap licking her neck.

Shivaay she takes his name and turn her neck little taking his lips in deep kiss. Shivaay take her both lips and suck them properly massaging her navels. Anika moans between kiss and turn fully cupping his face in her hand. In no time this kiss turn into wild and they started sucking each other fastly. He pulls her waist and straddle her dipping his hand in her waist. Anika let out a small moan suck his lips properly giving him access to push his tongue inside her mouth. During the kiss she about to pull his shirt out but he stopped her breaking the kiss.

What happened she breath heavily looking at his face.

Anika maybe sex is not good for your health yet so I guess we should wait

Shivaay I'm fit and fine don't worry. She says cupping his face lovingly

But still we can consult with doctor first

Shivay I said I'm fine. Doctor said I don't have that disease any more.

But Anika you can be week

I was sleeping from last three months so my all tiredness has been gone she joke making him smile little

That's fine then.

Better she smiles and hugged him still in his lap.shivaay sighs in relief and wrap his arms around her caressing her hair

Ani

Hmm

You didn't tell me why did your mom lie to me. Anika break the hug and look st him with tensed gaze.

Because she wanted to get rid of you and wanted to throw you out of my life

Precap ....... shivaay ask Anika to get marry again

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