It had been a few weeks since Jungkook told Taehyung about his engagement and they both still decided to keep it going the way it already was. However, they didn't meet each other after that. Basically because Taehyung made an excuse each time and such a genuine one at that, that Jungkook would have no other option than to surrender.

On the other hand, Jongin had been trying a lot to get Taehyung to go on a date with him which, now, Taehyung thought might be a good idea to agree to. So after turning down Jungkook again, Taehyung finally agreed to go on a 'friendly date' with Jongin since he was 'scared' of the actual one right from the get go.

Jongin was way too much excited for getting a chance with Taehyung and he had everything perfectly planned to make sure Taehyung has a good time with him.

Taehyung told home that he was going out with his friends but didn't mention the name for his own safety.

Once Jongin and Taehyung were in the former's car, Jongin let out a soft chuckle making Taehyung look at him quizzically.

"I'm just really happy that you agreed. So, I'll make sure you have lot of fun today."

Taehyung smiled at him before looking back ahead to roll his eyes.

/So annoying. I'm just bored of Jungkook that's why I came with you, loser./

They went to an amusement park and the moment Taehyung realized where they were he wanted to bang his head on the dashboard.

/Why? Why here? Couldn't you take me for a movie or something? This is so lame./

"Oh wow, Jongin! I have always loved this place ever since I was a kid! Thank you so much!" Taehyung tried to squeal without gagging and Jongin blushed at that.

/I hate you./

They walked in and around the place for hours trying this and that. Taehyung might not admit to it but he really did enjoy the rides. However, the moment he looked at Jongin his giddiness would turn off. The guy would try to hold his hand discreetly or put his arm around Taehyung's waist sometimes but Taehyung ignored it all. He didn't like it in the least bit so he didn't acknowledge any of that. Taehyung wouldn't let his mind talk out loud but time and again he would wish for Jungkook to be next to him instead of Jongin.

Once they had tried everything, Taehyung asked to leave since he was 'tired'. He was missing Jungkook, actually, but he just didn't want to admit it.

When they came back, Taehyung thanked him again before leaving and smoothly avoided and ignored Jongin's attempt to kiss him.

Taehyung went straight to his room and fell face down. It was fun but it wasn't fun at the same time. He checked his phone and Jungkook hadn't texted him at all. Not even the daily audio clip.

This was weird. The strange push and pull he was feeling towards Jungkook was way too much weird for him to understand. He was sure that he didn't love Jungkook but then why was he feeling this way for him was beyond Taehyung's understanding. He still considered Jungkook as a toy but he didn't want his toy to be anyone else's. He had the possessives in his nature that was stirring up now, weeks after he heard about the engagement.

Taehyung sat up and held his head in his hands.

/Why am I thinking all this? This is total shit. He means nothing to me. No one does./

His phone buzzed and he peeked through his fingers at the annoyingly vibrating thing. He groaned as his hands dragged themselves towards the device to pull it closer. When he saw the sender's name a smile made its way to his face involuntarily. He immediately put the previous moment and thoughts on hold as he unlocked the phone to see what Jungkook said.

Toy Kook

Hey baby

What r u doing?

Taehyung felt his face heating up at the word 'baby' but he ignored it.

Nothing

Oh come on you can tell me 😉

Really. I'm not doing anything

Yes u were

The heat rushed from his face to his lower region at that and he wished so badly that Jungkook was with him at the moment since Taehyung was feeling hot all of a sudden.

No I wasn't

But I might if u talk dirty to me 😉

And I used to think u were innocent

Hvnt u heard about not judging the book by its cover?

Hahaha

Kookie?

Yeah?

Make me hot with words 😉

Ok

Taehyung rushed to the bathroom and took off his clothes as he palmed himself and started stroking gently waiting for Jungkook to begin.

I love your moans

Taehyung quirked an eye brow at that but shrugged it off thinking Jungkook was going with his own style.

U look so sexy when u moan

I mean I was getting turned on by hearing u

Especially when u shut ur eyes and bit ur lip

Taehyung felt loosing heat as he read but tried to think it in a useful way nevertheless.

/I'm sure he's getting somewhere./

U know that's the biggest turn on for anyone.

The moans I mean

Taehyung dropped his already limp member and barely stopped himself from smashing the phone on the wall.

/You have got to be kidding me. HOW CAN YOU NOT KNOW DIRTY TALK YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT? EVEN ELEMENTARY KIDS KNOW IT./

Shoot. My mom's here. Gtg.

And with that final text, Taehyung opened the bathroom door slightly to throw his phone on the bed not caring about the reply. Way to ruin the mood.

He turned on the cold shower to kill his steam and calm down before he broke something. As the water flowed down his body, Taehyung felt his anger washing away after some time. He leaned his head forward and rested it on the tiled wall. He really wanted to release right now. Actually, it was more than that. Taehyung wanted sex right now. Jerking off wasn't enough anymore now that he had tasted the real thing.

/Why am I so sex thirsty? Actually, why isn't anyone else so thirsty? I mean sex is so addicting and amazing. How can people not want to do it with just about anyone? I mean I would. But wait. That would make me a whore. Oh man! This is so frustrating. I hate those fucking porn stars for raising my hopes. I know only one guy and he only knows how to put a dick in a hole. Nothing else. The second one- Nevermind. I'm never going anywhere with him. Ever. Period./

Taehyung sighed and turned around to sit down sprawling his legs open in front of him as the water fell on his body. He wanted to have sex again but didn't want to do it with Jungkook. But he didn't want to be a man whore, either. The craziness of the situation was making him so angry that he didn't know what to do.

/Dildos./

Taehyung's head perked up immediately at the thought and he grinned. He doesn't need anyone to satisfy his desires. He doesn't need to play a good puppy with anyone to get a good fuck. He can do it himself. He can pleasure himself without any extra effort and he wouldn't have to go through all that sneaking, either. Taehyung laughed silently at the brilliant idea and got up to quickly finish washing up before he dried himself.

He went out, picked his phone and ignored the four texts from Jungkook as he opened his browser to search (incognito, of course) for a shop to buy his required stuff which came up pretty quickly and easily. He went over the list which kept going and going. The things he saw made him hard just by thinking about what he could do with them.

/Now all I need is some money./
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