Long chapter
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Jungkook came back after a few seconds and saw that Taehyung almost froze at his sight and was now looking down.

"Hey. It's okay. Relax. Do you want to eat something?" Jungkook tried to comfort the tense boy in front of him as he made him sit on his bed and sat next to him before he asked. Taehyung shook his head but said nothing.

"Look at me, Tae." Taehyung glanced at him for a millisecond and looked ahead again. He was blushing madly and had no words to speak.

Jungkook put a finger under Taehyung's chin and turned him towards himself again but Taehyung still didn't meet his eyes so Jungkook let go. They sat in silence as Taehyung tried to kill the constantly increasing tension inside him while Jungkook just stared at the struggling boy with love. He thought hard how to loosen up the uncomfortable figure next to him and in the next second he jumped Taehyung.

Taehyung was taken by surprise as he laid there with Jungkook on top of him but didn't struggle back. He was completely blank about the situation. He could neither think of it as good nor bad. His nervousness was so overwhelming that he couldn't sense anything since he was too focused on himself.

Jungkook took the silence as welcome and traced his lips down along Taehyung's jaw lightly and moved to his neck. When he kissed Taehyung's neck, an uncontrolled moan escaped Taehyung's lips and the younger felt some weight lifting off of him. Jungkook realized that he had accidentally hit his soft spot and the visible reduction in Taehyung's stiffness confirmed it even more. The older started sucking on his neck and with each second that passed and each moan that left Taehyung, the younger relaxed more, bit by bit.

After almost two minutes, Taehyung was fully rid of his nervousness and was now drowning in lust. A very different sensation was taking over him as Jungkook kissed his neck and moved up to his lips.

When their lips connected, Taehyung felt like he just touched chocolate. He loved chocolate more than his life. Jungkook forced his tongue into Taehyung's mouth and twirled it around Taehyung's. Taehyung had often heard and read about tongue battling but it was nothing like that. They were just twirling around each other. Jungkook took his tongue out to kiss one more time before he sat back up.

Taehyung didn't like it one bit when Jungkook's lips were gone so he pushed himself off and wrapped his arms around Jungkook's neck as he kissed him again with hunger. Jungkook stopped himself from taking off his shirt as he kissed back with equal passion. Taehyung had never kissed before nor did he know how it felt. All the knowledge he had was either from stories, movies or porn. And just now when was taking Jungkook's lips he realized all that fireworks and electric shocks were a total bullshit. It was all dramatized when in reality it was just a simple addiction. There was no vanilla or mint taste, nothing. It was tasteless yet very tasty in its own way. It had an unexplainable attraction which was nothing like what is portrayed.

Taehyung was lost in his thoughts as he continued to kiss Jungkook but he was jerked out when he felt Jungkook's hand sneaking around his wait band. Taehyung immediately removed the hand but didn't stop kissing. He wasn't being a tease. He just didn't feel ready to go that far so quickly.

Jungkook tried again after a while, but Taehyung stopped him again. After around six to seven tries Jungkook slowly laid Taehyung down without disconnecting their lips and moved his hands under his shirt and up his chest. Taehyung let him do it and the older reached up to his nipples. Jungkook pulled back and Taehyung whined at the loss of his drug. Jungkook started kissing his belly making Taehyung giggle and slowly made his way up. He kissed every inch of Taehyung's torso as the younger laced his hands in Jungkook's locks.

Jungkook reached up and started licking and sucking on one of his nipples while his hand played with the other. Just as Taehyung had expected, his nipples weren't sensitive as he had seen in every other porn. But he didn't want to make the older feel dejected so he moaned every now and then careful to neither make it too obviously fake nor too cold and unresponsive. When Jungkook kept sucking on his nipples one after the other and didn't leave them, Taehyung became annoyed and cupped his face to pull him up. They kissed again and for Taehyung he just wanted to keep kissing till his death. Kissing was his new favourite thing, now.

Jungkook attempted at Taehyung's pants one more time but when he was stopped again he tried to force him. Taehyung kept the kiss intact as he fought the forcing hands. Jungkook was getting impatient while Taehyung was a little scared to comply, hence the battle. Jungkook broke the kiss and sat up as he tugged on Taehyung's pants while the other resisted.

"No, Kookie. No." Taehyung wasn't whining but he wasn't angry either. He was being careful with his tone since he didn't want to risk getting the older mad in such a situation. After all, getting raped was never anyone's first pick.

Jungkook leaned down to place another kiss and pulled back to respond.

"It's ok, Tae. You can trust me." Jungkook spoke in a whisper as he tugged again. After almost five minutes of struggling, Taehyung gave up. He would rather lose his virginity willingly then get forced.

"Okay, hold on. I'll do it myself." Jungkook paused at sudden announcement and retreated his hands as he watched Taehyung sit up and remove his pants and shirt. He was a little astounded as to what suddenly caused the change of mind but didn't call him out on it. Taehyung seemed like he was clearly struggling with himself before coming to this decision and Jungkook was not going to make him doubtful about it.

Jungkook indeed wanted to take it one step further with Taehyung but not because he was lusting. No. He genuinely loved Taehyung and he was doing this to show Taehyung how much he meant to the older. He wanted Taehyung to give himself to Jungkook completely as he himself was willing to do so. But it was very obvious that the younger was hesitant and a little scared. And that gave Jungkook all the more reason to make sure that all that hesitation is removed from between them. And that as only possible when Taehyung felt no barrier between himself and Jungkook.

Taehyung removed his clothes and put them aside slowly as he looked at Jungkook afterwards with scared eyes but immediately looked away. The lust was still there but fear had overpowered it. Jungkook removed his own shirt to make Taehyung feel less exposed and gently laid him down as he kissed him again to see if Taehyung trusted him yet or not. As he had feared the younger was a still afraid. Jungkook moved to his neck and kissed his soft spot a little before biting on it. It did the trick once more as Taehyung let out a breathy moan.

"Mmnnhhh" No amount of practice was working to help Taehyung stifle his voice. Not that he wanted to, anyway.

Jungkook kept kissing, sucking and biting on his neck until Taehyung was calm again- more like in lust again. Once Taehyung was relaxed, Jungkook unbuckled his own belt and removed it without getting up since he feared that Taehyung might get frightened again. Jungkook loosened his pants but didn't take them off yet.

He rubbed himself against Taehyung's exposed crotch and the younger hissed making Jungkook stop all of sudden thinking that he might have caused some sort of discomfort to Taehyung. But when he felt Taehyung thrust his hips up in the next second, Jungkook realized there was no problem so he went at it again, still being careful, and rubbed against Taehyung more.

Taehyung started to feel the heat rise up to his cheeks and down to Taehyung junior as Jungkook kept grinding against him. Lust took over Taehyung immediately and he voiced his desire rather demandingly.

"Fuck me. Fuck me Jungkook. Just fuck me, already." Jungkook felt himself loosing control as he heard Taehyung's coarse order and tried his best to not go into beast mode.

Taehyung could tell that Jungkook was taking baby steps but he couldn't stand it anymore. He didn't care why was Jungkook being so cautious. He just wanted his desire fulfilled. Right. Now.

So Taehyung sat up and hurried with Jungkook's pants and forced them off of him. He threw the fabric away and pulled Jungkook by his neck as he himself laid back. Jungkook was loving the eagerness and was happy that Taehyung was finally trusting him. Meanwhile Taehyung was only thinking about the pleasure he would soon be feeling. Or at least that's what he knew. What the reality would be, was yet to be faced by him and he was more than ready for it. He was actually dying to find out.

Jungkook went for another kiss as he aligned himself against Taehyung but Taehyung instantly stopped him as he pushed him back a little and looked at him a little furiously.

"Are you really doing it dry? Don't you have any lube or something? And where's your condom?" Jungkook blinked back as if Taehyung had asked him a mathematical equation, before he replied, but with a question.

"Lube? What is that?" Taehyung had to summon all his self control to not slam Jungkook in wall behind him as he answered.

"Lubricant." Jungkook's face instantly lit up as he got up and searched in a drawer. Thankfully he found one.

"Sorry. It's my first time so I'm just going on a whim. And sorry I don't have a condom." Taehyung had an urge to beat him again when he heard the response.

/Have you been living in a cave? It's my first time too, you dickhead. But I know more than you even though I'm four years younger./

Taehyung faked a smile and looked aside at Jungkook who was walking back to him.

"It's ok. It's my first too." After a second, something nagged in Taehyung's mind and he thought that Jungkook wouldn't really mind if he asked it.

"But why do you have a lube, already?" As expected, Jungkook didn't even rethink before answering as if it was a normal discussion they had every other day.

"Oh it's not mine. It's my friend's. He often brings girls here when I'm not around." Taehyung couldn't believe that Jungkook's friend fucked girls on regular basis while Jungkook had no idea what 'lube' was.

Taehyung was feeling like he was going to explode if he kept watching Jungkook fighting with the bottle and gently took it from him to open it. He then held Jungkook's hand out and dropped a handsome amount on it before closing the bottle and putting it aside.

/If I didn't love your kisses so damn much, I swear I would have left your sorry ass by now./

"So do I just put it on?" Jungkook asked innocently and Taehyung fought back the eye roll as he smiled and nodded. Jungkook did so and slowly coated his semi hard member. He stopped all of a sudden to ask Taehyung something.

"Do you want to lick it?"

Taehyung was almost about to throw up but he controlled himself.

/You don't know 'lube' but you know that? You disgusting piece of shit./

Taehyung smiled sweetly as he shook his head in denial and pulled Jungkook's free hand to sit him down.

After centuries, finally Jungkook was ready to please Taehyung. He kissed him again and started pushing himself in. Taehyung immediately tapped his shoulders to tell he was in pain since he couldn't form the words. Jungkook pulled back instantly and looked at him with worried eyes.

"It hurts." Taehyung wanted to growl but it came out as a whine.

"I'm sorry." Jungkook was getting turned on by the pained look on Taehyung's face but he couldn't be selfish and hurt Taehyung so he tried to go slower.

/Why doesn't this fucking moron finger me to stretch me first? Does he really not even know the basics?/

Taehyung tried to endure the pain but it was too much.

"It hurts Jungkook. Ahhh, ah ahaaa. Stooop." Tears were forming in his eyes as he gripped onto the sheets on his side.

Jungkook had been holding himself back all this time and the tightness of Taehyung was pushing him off the edge. He was trying to make Taehyung's first experience pleasurable, not painful. But he was a human, too. He could only fight against his urges for so long. Especially when Taehyung was crying in such a sexy voice, it was making him harder and harder. Jungkook didn't stop until he was fully in. Once he stopped he propped himself on his elbows to see Taehyung's teary eyes that were looking at him with anger.

"I'm sorry, baby. It will be okay. I won't move until you tell me. I promise."

/I WANT TO KILL YOU, YOU ASSHOLE. IT HURTS SO FUCKING MUCH./

Taehyung blinked the tears away and nodded.

"Should I move?" Jungkook asked and Taehyung gave a weak nod again. When he started to move Taehyung felt pain again, although, it was bearable this time but he still put on a pained expression to keep Jungkook on his toes. Jungkook fought his desires and moved dead slow for Taehyung's sake since he could see his eyes were shut tight and his face scrunched up. Once Taehyung was used to the feeling he opened his eyes and smiled at Jungkook.

"I'm okay, now."

Jungkook returned it and started moving faster but still cautiously. Taehyung moaned softly with each thrust and expected the pace to increase. When it didn't he said the words he loved the most.

"Faster J-haa-Jungkoo-ah."

Jungkook obliged and moved faster. With every thrust Taehyung became louder and louder as he felt Jungkook going deeper each time.

Once his prostate was hit, Taehyung was tearing up.

"There. Hah-agai-hah."

Jungkook realized that Taehyung wasn't hurting anymore so he let go of the restraints he had put on himself and slammed himself into Taehyung. The younger was in pure bliss when Jungkook went even faster and wrapped his arms around Jungkook's neck. The older then got up and picked Taehyung along with him since he was clinging to his neck and put him against the wall. Although he wanted to slam Taehyung on the wall he didn't do it because he knew it would hurt his precious boy.

He then started banging him again as Taehyung wrapped his legs even tighter around his waist and buried his head into Jungkook's crook.

When Taehyung felt he was reaching his climax he tried to put it in words.
"I-ah Jun-hah c-ah."

Taehyung couldn't say anything since the pleasure was too much for him to handle and he felt like he was going to pass out soon. So, Taehyung just pumped himself with the little energy he had and soon he came all over Jungkook's and his own chest. Jungkook came after two or three more thrusts and pulled out before he could fill Taehyung's insides. As a result all his cum covered Taehyung's chest which the younger found extremely disgusting.

Jungkook put his head on Taehyung's shoulder as he let it all flow out. Once he stopped shooting, Jungkook laid Taehyung on the bed and dropped himself onto Taehyung's chest as they both panted. Although, Taehyung wanted to push him off and run to wash the gross thing off of him, he had no energy to do that, yet. He instead decided to humor the older for a while so he wrapped his arms around Jungkook and stayed there.

/I loved it. I loved it so much. Sex is amazing. I wanna do it again./

Once his breathing was normal, Jungkook pushed himself up and held his hand out for Taehyung who grabbed it and got pulled up. Jungkook took him to the bathroom by hand, which also was disgusting to Taehyung since Jungkook used the same hand to put on lube. Jungkook helped Taehyung get washed. Actually he washed him himself and Taehyung let him since he was too tired to move a muscle. Of course, after ensuring that Jungkook had washed his hands.

Once they were clean and dressed up, Taehyung pulled Jungkook in for another kiss. He was so addicted to Jungkook's kisses that he couldn't stop himself. Jungkook let him but when he realized that Taehyung wasn't planning on stopping any time soon, he had to pull away.

"I'm sorry, baby. But we have to go."

"No. Kiss me more." Taehyung whined and Jungkook couldn't say no. He was madly in love with Taehyung.

Unfortunately, Jungkook pulled away again which Taehyung didn't like in the least bit.

"I have an interview in two hours, Tae. I'm already late on schedule. Please understand." Jungkook walked in the other room to grab the keys and a few other things he needed since he would be directly going off to his next destination after dropping Taehyung off.

/Fuck your interview. I want kisses./

"Once more. Please. Just once?" Taehyung held Jungkook's arm when the older tried to walk past him towards the door and looked at him with kicked puppy eyes. Jungkook looked away because he knew he won't be able to say no if he was looking directly at him.

"We have to go, Tae. Come on." Jungkook pulled his arm to move Taehyung along with him but the younger only resisted as he hugged him.

"Jush one kish. That'sh all I'm ashking." Taehyung spoke in baby language as he nuzzled his nose in Jungkook's back.

"Pweaz. Pwetty pweez." Jungkook lost and turned around to cup Taehyung's face as he kissed him with all his love and passion. Taehyung kissed back but with lust. That's all he felt for Jungkook. When Jungkook tried to pull away, Taehyung held him by his locks and kept kissing so Jungkook had to force himself away.

"I'm really sorry my baby. But I'm running short on time." Jungkook didn't wait for Taehyung to come up with another aegyeo attack and pulled him by his hand. Taehyung was still whining so Jungkook had to lift him up and sit him on the bike before getting on himself.

He dropped Taehyung off at college and apologized again before leaving. Once he left, Taehyung checked the time and there were almost five minutes left before the entire college population would start pouring out. He paced around for a bit until the bell rang and then he started walking slowly towards his home. No one noticed that Taehyung was missing and no one asked him anything either.

Piece of cake. Taehyung was more than proud of himself for getting away with it. He kept biting and licking his lip as he walked home because it still had a taste of Jungkook on it and he was going to savor it for as long as he could.

/I'm glad I had a good fuck to start off./
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