Drowning in sorrow.

Drowning in fright.

Drowning in anger.

Drowning in light.

Drowning in pity.

Drowning in guilty.

When will I drown in happiness?

When will I drown in utter joy?

Will this be my life till the end?

Unable to swim and swim forward.

Stuck in the thoughts of what ifs.

Do you think I want to be here forever?

Trying to stay alive.

Trying even harder to breathe.

When will I escape?

It's in no one's hand to explain!