I want to scream every day
I want to rip out my lungs
I feel helpless and sometimes numb
I can't do shit when I want to
I feel like I'll regret it later
Or that I'll upset someone
If I just didn't care that much
I would let myself free
But I feel like I don't want to hurt anyone
Even if I feel lonely, betrayed or just frustrated
I no longer know what to do
I want to scream so badly
But they are here
They'll hear me
And they'll get worried
I can't
And I can't do anything else
I want to cry sometimes
But I can't
I F#CKING CAN'T DO ANYTHING