A/N - Shubman ka banda for a reason 🥰🥰

Ps :: Did anyone missed me?

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"Good morning sweetie," Abhishek grinned hugging Mayank tightly.

"It's morning already? I wanted to sleep more," Mayank whined burying his face on Abhishek's neck who patted his hair affectionately.

"Okay then, it's still not morning yet. We can sleep more, good night." Abhishek said closing eyes. Mayank chuckled looking at him.

"Such a sap,"

"You love this sap,"

Mayank just grunted in response trying to close his eyes.

"That's not a response, do you not love me baby?" Abhishek teased but it had Mayank's heart aching a bit more.

His actions made Mayank regret it more. The guilt was creeping upto him.  Since when did he started loving Abhishek this much that Abhishek's wrongdoings didn't even mattered anymore?

"I do...I really love you Abhi," Mayank said his hands curling around Abhishek's arms. His emotions already overwhelming him.

"I love you too," Abhishek grinned as he took Mayank's hand in his squeezing it lightly.

Mayank looked at him whimpering slightly. He tried really hard to act normal. To be indifferent since yesterday, since he heard Abhishek's talk when he was on call, but he couldn't control it anymore.

He couldn't control the pain in his chest. The feeling which was eating him out was getting worse now, being so close to him, even after knowing what he did. Mayank felt too much guilty to still have feelings for him.

"Sweetie why are you crying? What happened? Sweetheart look at me." Abhishek gasped getting up and pulling Mayank into his lap.

Mayank didn't protested and continued to cry on Abhishek's shoulder.

"Baby atleast tell me what happened? Who made you cry? Please tell me the reason." Abhishek muttered patting his back.

Mayank looked at him with tears streaming down his face. He slapped him hardly before burying his face on Abhishek's chest and continuing to cry in Abhishek's arms itself.

Abhishek was startled by the sudden slap, his mouth agape as he tried to think about what just happened.

"I told you naa, to not make me dependent on you but see now I here am complaining about you to you only." Mayank sniffled.

"What did I do sweetie? Is it about the night? I am sorry, I promise I will mever do it again. I will not even enter your room without your permissio—"

"Shut up, it's not about that. Just keep your mouth shut," Mayank growled looking at him with tearful eyes.

"Please tell me what did I do baby? I swear I will never do that again." Abhishek muttered drawing imaginary circles on Mayank's back to calm him.

"How can you make me love you so much?! I am hating myself by not feeling an ounce of guilt for still loving you after what you did." Mayank snapped punching his shoulder.

"Why did you have to do that? Why abhi? Couldn't you be a normal person? Why did you had to be so psychotic?" Mayank sniffled punching him again and again.

Those punches were really strong but Abhishek let him do as he pleased. He let Mayank let out all his emotions, all his anger and frustration.

He didn't knew what had made Mayank so restless but he let Mayank calm down on his own first, he let him punch him and throw all those words of hatred till all his emotions are laid out in front of him and made sure nothing was left for Mayank to botttle up.

After a while, Mayank's punches weakened and he collapsed into Abhishek's arms, sobbing uncontrollably. Abhishek held him tight, soothing him and providing him the comfort Mayank needed so bad.

"Why did you had to do that Abhi?" Mayank looked at him his lower lip wobbling as he stared at him.

"Please tell me sweetheart what did I do? I really don't know what you are talking about." Abhishek murmured pressing his lips against Mayank's forehead who pulled away.

"You...you killed Naman."

"What? No sweetie! I might have kept him in the basement and tortured the heck out of him but I am not a murderer."

"Stop joking! I am serious, I know you were the one who defamed him. You indirectly forced him to commit suicide." Mayank sniffled.

"I never defamed him. I promise sweetie, his actions spoke for himself. I might have leaked all the scandals but they were all true, I didn't shared any lie. He had already done so many things that I didn't even had to defame him."

"Huh-"

"Yeas, all those scandals were true. Don't you trust me Mayank? I would never make up something to harm that guy, I had many other methods of torturing him instead of what I did. And if you are feeling sad he committed suicide because of those scandals which were true btw, he didn't. That bastard is still alive," Abhishek said taking Mayank's hand who was staring at him now.

"He is alive?" Mayank furrowed his eyebrows.

"Ofcourse sweetie, he is just hiding from everyone. And if you are still angry on me for the truth I made viral, I am not going to be sorry for that. He deserved it, maybe even more than what I have done. So if you don't want to talk to me for that, I understand but I will not apologize for what I have done." Abhishek said.

Mayank stared at him for a second processing all the things, Abhishek didn't defamed him. Naman was still alive and hiding somewhere. Surely what Abhishek did was not a saint thing to do either but it was the true scandal. The truth was supposed to come out someday. Still, it wasn't a right thing but not a completely wrong thing to do either. 

"If you are still angry at me then atleast tell me please, I can't stand this silence." Abhishek said.

Mayank sighed before taking Abhishek's face in his hands and pecking him.

"You are lucky I just love you too much." Mayank whispered snuggling in Abhishek's arms who was smiling like an idiot.

"So you forgave me?"

"What else can I do? I told you I like you too much that even your creepiness isn't affecting me," Mayank pouted.

"You are a literal angel baby," Abhishek grinned pecking the mole on his forehead.

Mayank shuddered as Abhishek's touch sent shivers down his spine.

"Please don't stop loving me,"

"Band toh tab karta jab sirf mohobbat kari hoti. Jo mujhe tumse hai vo shabdo mein baya nahi kar sakta, bas mera dil janta hai kitni shiddat se tumhe chaha hai ki har duniya ka harr ek lafz kam padd jaye." Abhishek stared at him, the intensity had Mayank's heart thumping loudly in his chest.

[How can I stop loving when what I have for you is not just love? What I feel for you cannot be expressed in words, only my heart knows how deep this feeling I have for you that every word in every language falls short when it comes to express you.]

"So you would never be able to express how much you love me huh?" Mayank muttered. He knew this is not what Abhishek meant but the insecurities has been taking a toll on him lately.

"I won't be expressing it through my words sweetie, instead I will show you with my actions. Every fucking day, my actions will show you how much you mean to me. There won't be any moment I will let not express how grateful I am to have you by my side. I know you must be having your insecurities because of your past. But I will be here right by your side to answer each of your insecurities till there is nothing but trust left in you for me."

Mayank bit his lip to stop the whimper coming out of his mouth. Why was Abhishek so good? Did he really deserved him?

Abhishek slowly changed their position pushing him down as if reading his thoughts and slowly caressed his chest right where Mayank's heart was. Mayank was sure Abhishek could feel his heart beating loudly with the way Abhishek was smiling warmly looking at him.

"Ki Ail likhoon tu soche mujhe
Phir Sheel likhoon teri neend udd jaye  Jab Qaaf likhoon tujhe kuch kuch ho        
Main Ishq likhoon tujhe ho jaaye" Abhishek muttered while pressing slow kisses against his face.

[If "i" is written, you will think of me.
If "sh" is written, your sleep will go away.
When "q" is written, something will happen to you.
If "ishq" is written, you will fall in love.]

Mayank felt hot all over his body. His body shuddered when Abhishek started nibbling on the mole on his neck. He gasped pulling Abhishek's body more closer to him as he hovered above him. His eyes fluttered shut at the slow sensual sensation he was feeling.

Abhishek was taking his sweet time sucking onto the mole on his neck as if taking care of such small detail on his body. He had never gone so slow over him, it was as if Abhishek was trying to savor every part of Mayank.

"Aah Abhi more," Mayank gasped not being able to take in the soft little teases. Abhishek had been always a beat on bed but the thing he was doing right now, it was as if he was proving what he had said.

Abhishek smiled pulling away and Mayank whined trying to get him back but Abhishek just shook his head.

"I am sorry sweetie, I will touch you wherever you want me to but not in the way you want me to," Abhishek muttered planting a soft kiss on his pouty lips.

"I know you want me to have sex with you but I don't want us to only have physical intimacy. I will make you feel good I promise but just not in the way you are thinking." Abhishek said, his hand gliding down Mayank's leg till his ankle and gently rub circles on it.

"Then what are you going to do?" Mayank asked his breath hitching when Abhishek pulled his leg up by his ankle.

He brought Mayank's feet and gently pressed a kiss on his ankle all the while maintaining the eye contact and still staring at him he let the six words roll off his tongue which had Mayank's body heating up in a good way.

"I am going to worship you,"

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Ishan stared at the sleeping figure of Shubman. He was surely not comfortable sleeping on the floor but still he was sleeping there only Ishan asked him to.

The guilt was clawing up to him, making him regret how an hour ago when Shubman was going to sleep on the couch he told him to sleep on the floor instead and Shubman complied  without any complaint.

The loud thunder broke his train of thoughts as he focused back to the shivering body of Shubman. He was only having a thin bedsheet draped over him.

Thunder.

Shubman used to fear storms.

The only thing which could make him shake in fear, as he wasn't scared of anything else. Not even the warden which everyone were scared of.

Ishan doesn't remember the story of why Shubman feared those loud thunders but he still remember how Ishan used to wrap his tiny arms around Shubman’s giant body in childhood and with his head on Ishan's chest Shubman would finally fall asleep.

Shubman used to call him his comfort space.

Does he still fear these thunders? Probably yes, because of the way he was curled up tightly clutching the thin bedsheet in his hands.

The next thunder had Ishan rolling out of the bed with the big fluffy blanket wrapped up over himself. He made some space for himself and then draped the bedsheet over both of them.

He would just wake up early tomorrow before Shubman could get up and he wouldn't know.

Shubman was shivering badly while just mumbling the two words 'please' and 'stop' like always. Ishan wrapped his arms around Shubman hugging him.

Like a muscle memory, Shubman was burying his face in Ishan's chest snuggling closer to the boy and Ishan just petted his hair trying to calm him down.

No matter how much he hated him, there were just a few things he could never ignore.

"Why did you had to ruin all this Shub? We could have been happier only if you would haven't done all this." Ishan muttered staring at Shubman's sleeping figure which had stopped shivering now.

Ishan just pulled him closer. The floor didn't looked uncomfortable anymore.

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A/N - Just a sweet chapter coz I forgot the plit lol.

Next chapter will be again a heartbreak one btw. Oh and as I said the story will end till 40 chapter, but I forgot the plot so I will take 2-3 chapters more to play around till I remember how was I gonna sail the story.

I am really sorry, please forgive me but the story will end before 45th chapter pakka promise.

And the updates will be regularly from now on. I promise a chapter will be delivered in every 2 days around night like how I used to update in my starting days when I write Cricketing hearts.

I wanted to end my hourney in the same way I started so I am gonna be super regular I promise.

And yeah this story will be completed. I am not leaving wattpad before ending this one, but maybe I won't complete the other ones.

I am really sorry, Ik I promised a few more books, like the Code Red Romance of soldier Ishman or the Shadow, with human Shubman and Vampire Ishan...and the Recreating memories of Model Ishan and Cricketer Shubman.

They all are in my drafts but I seriously don't have the will to write these stories anymore.

I am really sorry. Please forgive me. I really love you all okay?

And to show it you all can ask me one thing which I will do before leaving from here. You all have been supporting me so much so this is the least I can do.

Ask for anything but don't ask for money lol. I am broke myself ;-;

Bye bye babies ♡