I never really had it figured out back when normal existed to me. My best wasn't really good enough for me to support myself or even pick a career. I doubted any path I chose would turn out well for me. I wasn't that great of a student even before I started getting distracted and bullied. Lauren had a clear academic future and a path of accomplishments. 

I was too scared to show anyone my drawings or share any of my sketches. I couldn't follow the path of my parents. Only thing that would possibly work out for me in medicine is donating blood or being a test subject. I couldn't really remember most of  what my dad tried to teach me about law. I was unskilled, insecure, and extremely scared.

Now I have an idea. I'm going to follow Reeva with her idea of a revolution and tear apart the unfair laws and regulations made by humanity. I'm going to reduce all they've built on mutant suffering to nothing. And in the space left behind a better future for Dawn. A better place for her to grow up.