Hey my readers. Sorry for not updating for a few months. I would like to finish this book before new years day 2019. Hope you all have enjoyed so far. I wish you all the best of luck in your lives right now. And Merry (Late) Christmas!

Now. On to the story and there will be a small bonus at the end of the chapter.

Link: well? lets get going.

Kanda: Ill read.

Hey there.

Im Crimson.

Crimson Writer.

I havent come up with a name for you yet.

Here is a little bit about myself.

Im half human and half of the "old fashioned" akuma.

A bit on the old fashioned bit.

This fatty old man, he calls himself the Millenium Earl, used to make his so called demons with a puppet type vessal and written contracts.

He had caused his victums misery when his puppets killed them and used they basic ability to transform themselves to look like their first kill.

My "mother" was released from his control by "her" master and my father.

"She" never told me his name.

Just that he has bright red hair and a pair of glasses.

As well as sealing away "her" demon form from the earl.

However, due to "her" being brought back to life in her little brother's form, the family bloodline that was asleep was awakened.

After a few years, i was born.

My so called father used my mother as a one night stand.

I was the result.

The entire left side of my sekelton is made of the "dark matter" stuff while the entire right side is human.

I am THE pure half blood.

My only friend, Natsu, has a dragonoid-human form.

I have the form of a red black dragon.

All of my life i have faught/still continueing to fight in a war over my trust.

I age about one year every ten years unless i wish to have my body age for a few years like a normal person's would.

I look about 5 years old and im really about 50.

The Magaicians have lost their rein.

The fire users allied with me.

Welp, ma is callong me.

Gotta fight in the mountians now.

Hopefully we can protect the village.

Later.

Lavi: wow. Thats alot of information Allen.

Link: if you age one year every ten then your aupposed to be about 150-160 years old then. Am i right?

Allen: not quite. That is true if i chose not to use the one ability where for a couple years i can have my body age the same as a normal person. I used it.

Lenalee: so you were hiding all of this from us?

Allen: i didnt wish to face discrimination and becoming a science experement.

Kanda: so i was right...

Lavi: ill read next.

Hey there again.

Its been a little while.

I now look to be about 6 or 7.

We had to protect the village again.

I walked through a nearby town and saw a little boy runnjng away from the town as they praticaly kicked him out.

I wish i could have helped him however he ran away and i lost sight of him.

The wish i jave is to help finish off the earl once and for all.

I have a feeling that i have to kill him before the year 1899 however i dont know if i can.

I see a place where i can sleep for now.

My mother was "sealed" into a different realm and all of my friends were killed infront of me during battle.

Gotta go.

Might not take for a while.

Later.

Lavi: i didnt see you that day.

Allen: its fine.

Link: we should continue.

Lenalee: ill read it.

Hey there.

Im back.

I had to activate that ability in order to not raise supession about what i am.

The traveling circus found and kidnapped me.

As long as i work and do as they say i get a bed and at least some food which works out.

By the way, my father, when he sealed her form away, gave her his left arm with a glowing green gem.

When i was conceved, the gem dissovled and merged with me.

The arm is rusty red like my hair.

I have placed two pictures in this book.

One of me currently and one of my mother.

i dont have much of a wish besides a way to summon my mother back from the sealed world.

Gotta go.

They are callong me to clean up.

Later.

Allen: i was there until i looked to be about nine then i was adopted and finally had a father figure in my life.

Link: ill read it.

Hey there.

A new clown has joined.

I hope he isnt like Franklin is.

Franklin is abusive in more ways than one.

His name is Mana Walker.

He also has a dog named Allen.

He seems nice and i feel as of i can trust him.

The voice who calls himself Neah says that Mana is trust worthy.

i have to go.

Gotta help pack up the circus so we can move.

Again.

Later on.

Lenalee: you were part of a circus?

Lavi: this mana guy had a dog named Allen?

Allen: yes and yes. More will be explained.

Link: it better.

Kanda: ill read again. There isnt many parts left that we are able to read.

Hey there again.

Mana adopted me praticly.

Before he did so though, Allen the dog died of Franklin's beatings because i wasnt there.

Its surprising.

After my mother was sealed off, i was alone and sense that event, it seems like i cant cry.

After Allen the dog, yesterday, greated me by lickong my left hand, i felt loved for the first time in years.

Today though, he died.

As a way to try and cheer me up, Mana talked about how its ok to cry and even fake hanged himself which caused me to yell at him.

With him i felt safe.

He had asked me to join him with travelong the world and leaving the circus.

I agreed.

Lets hope this can stay.

Later on.

link: so he is the one who saved you from the circus.

Lavi: so how did you end up being called Allen anf were you called Crimson in the circus?

Allen: the name i have now will be explained and no i wasnt. They called me Red because of my hair color and my arm.

Kanda: lets just finish this whole "hide and lets reveal eachother's deepeat rhoughts and bring back painful memories".

Lavi: ill go.

Hey there.

Yesterday, Mana wouldnt stop pestering me to allow him to name me Allen.

I ended up relenting and so my name is now Allen.

It seems i cant keep one name for long.

Anyways, i have been with Mana for almost a year now.

He is teaching me how to be a clown.

So we are a pair of traveling preformers.

I hope we can stay as a weird family.

Later.

Link: so he named you Allen.

Allen: yah. However, the next part iant going to be fun at all.

Lavi groaned.

Kanda: hey bunny. You alright?

Lavi: just them kicking is all.

Allen: well you are now in your last month so your due date is coming. And coming fast. Let us know if there is any pain and if the pain increases.

Lavi nods his head as his triplets kick the hell out of his insides.

Link: ill read now.(For the third time)

Hey....

Hey th....

There.

I

Im back.

Sorry about the wet...

Wetness and stuttering.

Mana.

Mana was....

Mana was run over by a....

A...

A runaway carrage.

He told me to keep walking as long as i can breath to keep walking...

However...

I cant seem to remember what he taught me for surviving on my own in this strange world.

Im writing this as i morn infront of his grave.

Ive been here for a couple of days now.

I dont know what to do anymore.

My eyes cant cry anymore.

My heart already aches for my long gone friends.

Now it aches for my father figure.

The person who wiggled himself into my life and toke on the role of a caring father.

This just reminds me how life can make someone feel oh so cold and lonely.

I dont know if my body...

If my heart can take anymore loss.

Later on.

Allen's eyes grow dark and cold as that was read. He cant seem to see anything infront of him as tears start to well up slowly. Memories of the past coming forth and tormenting him.

Lavi: lets see if we can finish this soon. There are so many parts that arent in a langue we can read.

Lenalee: i agree. Lets read the two to three more parts before stopping.

Link: for good. It wasnt right fore to force all of you to do this. Im sorry.

Allen: save it link. Lts finiah this up so we can go.

Lavi groans again as a small pain appears.

Allen notices it and looks at kanda to continue reading the book holdong his past.

Hey there.

I jave now healed enough to write again.

I now know how the earl creates his new army.

Im sorry mana...

Im sorry mother...

Im sorry natsu...

Please forgive me for allowing myself to become cursed...

Please forgive me for allowing that curse to transform my red hair to snow white.

Please forgive me for not taking proper care of myself.

Im sorry master Cross for not being who you wanted.

Just forgive me please.

Mana....

Father....

I will change my personility to copy yours.

I feel as if im going to die if i dont do it.

Im sorry.

I cant find your brother natsu.

Gotta go.

Later.

Ps. I found a way to summon mom again.

Allen: there should be one more to read by you all.

Lavi groans again however, he takes the book to read the desgenated last part.

Hey there.

I have joined the black order.

The people here are weird but nice most of the time.

If i wasnt hiding this secert then i could see myself having fun here.

However, i, Allen Walker, Crimon Writer, Red, whatever you wish to call me, will try my hardest to protect this people.

It has been fun.

Now its time to go.

Later.

This might be the last of me.

Lavi groans as he finished the part and everyone looks at Allen.

Allen:im guessing you all wish to meet my mother. Right?

Link nods his head as the rest say yes.

Allen: i will however, first lets try to sleep.

And so everyone got ready to sleep for the night and dozed off into dreamland.

Sorry for being late. And the bonus is this.

Part of my name has a translation for Christmas in it. And do you all want a face reveal for new years?

Later on my readers and i dont own the pics nor songs used in this story.

Last part should be out by new years day and what will happen with lavi hmm?