"She cried when we asked questions, so i don't know." Solar said.

"Poor Y/N, what's so bad she has to cry about it?" Taehyung said.

Oh, is that why she constantly has to cry? It isn't because of Kai, or whatever.

It's because of her secret?

Aishh why is she keeping secrets..

Then i suddenly remembered something.

||| FLASHBACK |||

I stopped with walking immediately when i saw her moving a little, sobbing sounds were coming from her direction.

Is she crying? Who would make a precious girl like her cry?

Should i approach her?

I thought about it for a few seconds, but decided not to. She could think i'm stalking her.

I should leave her alone for now, like she wants me by her side when she's sad.

I suddenly heard her mumbling something, to herself. "Forgive me Lisa, i miss you.." or something like that.

Who's Lisa?

I should leave, at the same time i want to hug her. Comfort her.

No, i'm no good to her.

||| END FASHBACK |||

''Lisa-'' I mumbled.

''Who's Lisa?'' Jungkook asked.

''She- I saw Y/N crying in the park one time- She was mumbling to herself and didn't knew i was there, she said Lisa-'' I stumbled upon my words.

''She was crying because of a Lisa?'' Solar asked.

''No, yes. She asked a Lisa to forgive her, but there was no one besides me and her-'' I said.

Suddenly Hoseok came running towards us. ''She's crying, Y/N is crying-'' He said and pulled my sleeve.

''Oh my, now i get it-'' Taehyung said.

''Get what?'' Hoseok asked confused.

''She was, i mean is, crying about Lisa. Maybe a Lisa passed away?'' Jungkook asked.

''What's this all about?'' Hoseok asked.

''You're right Jungkook, poor Y/N-'' Solar said and pulled Moonbyul and Hoseok with her, back to the cafeteria.

''Stay here, we'll calm her down.'' Solar said.

''Just please think of something to make things up between the two of you-'' Moonbyul said and followed Solar and Hoseok.

''She's right, we have to do something to make things up.'' Taehyung said.

''I've ruined everything didn't i?'' I asked.

''You fucked up bad, but i believe we can still fix this.'' Taehyung answered.

''If you really do love her, then ofcourse you can think of something.'' Jungkook said.

| SOLAR'S POV |

We rushed back to our table and saw Y/N getting comforted by Namjoon while Yoongi was asking questions.

''Y/N are you okay?'' I asked worriedly.

She pulled away from Namjoon and gave us a little smile. ''I'm fine now.'' She said.

''Y/N i think you really have to talk to Kai.'' Moonbyul said.

''Moonbyul is right, something's definitely haunting you from your past. As long as you're not telling us, you should at least talk to Kai.'' I continued.

''You're right..-'' She said.

''You should do what i told you. Go back to the park and wait for Kai to show up, i think he will.'' I said.

''And if he doesn't come, we can keep trying.'' Moonbyul said.

''Right, but when?'' She asked while wiping her last few tears away.

''As soon as possible-'' I started.

''Tonight, you should try it tonight-'' Moonbyul continued.

''Right, tonight.'' I said.

''Okay, but what if something happens?'' Y/N asked.

''We'll make sure you're safe, we'll be there okay?'' I asked.

''Okay, deal.'' She smiled.

|| TIME SKIP, YOUR POV ||

After school, Moonbyul and Solar came with me to my home. We made sure to make me look nice, they said it would attract Kai to come.

I didn't knew what to think of it, but i listened to them anyways.

I had put on a nice dress and some easy sneakers to go with it.

We were eating dinner when Solar's phone suddenly began vibrating.

''Excuse me.'' She said and walked to the hallway with her phone.

| SOLAR'S POV |

''What?'' I asked as i picked up.

''Are you with Y/N?'' Jimin asked.

''Yes why?'' I asked suspiciously.

''Nothing, bye.'' Jimin answered and cancelled the call.

Aishh what's why planning? I walked back to the living room and sat down on the couch again.

''Who was it?'' Y/N asked and looked at me.

''No one.'' I answered and smiled before starting to eat again.

|| TIME SKIP, YOUR POV ||

We were walking to the park while discussing what to do when something went wrong, when Kai would do something.

''I doubt anything will happen.'' I said as i listened to Moonbyul and Solar bickering about the possibilities of me crying again.

''Are you sure?'' Moonbyul asked.

''I'm sure. I'm going to end everything from the past, including Kai.'' I said confidently, but from the inside the nerves were taking over my whole body.

''Just scream really loud when you need us okay?'' Solar asked.

''Guys stop, it's not like he's a criminal or something!'' I laughed.

''Okay okay fine, we're just worried about you-'' Solar said.

''She'll be fine.'' Moonbyul said.

|| TIME SKIP ||

Moonbyul and Solar had left me alone by the bench i was sitting on. They told me it wasn't smart if they'd hang around me, maybe he wouldn't come if they did.

I sighed, waiting and waiting.

Just when i wanted to give up, i heard a twig cracking not far behind me. Goosebumps appeared on my arms from all the adrenaline that was building inside of me.

I quickly turned around, there he is..

You can do it Y/N, let's finish this bullshit.

''Kai.'' I said while i stood up.

He appeared in the moonlight, it was already getting late. ''Can we talk now?'' He asked as he looked me right in the eyes.

I nodded as he came closer.

''Let's just finish everything from the past, i'm done with it.'' I answered.

It felt good exchanging words with him after almost a year. He had meant so much to me, but he had ruined it all so suddenly back then.

And on top of that i had lost my best friend, the only friend i had.

''Y/N i can explain what happened-'' He said, standing close.

''You can say for whatever how many times, Kai, i won't forgive you.'' I said forcing the words to leave my mouth.

''Y/N-'' He started.

''You did a bad thing, true. But on top of that i lost Lisa, you know how much she meant to me.'' I said swallowing the lump in my throat away.

''Y/N she lied about you, she told me you cheated- She used that to make us do whatever we did-'' Kai stuttered.

I don't know what to think. Would Lisa really do something like that? Was she that jealous?

A tear unknowingly slid down on my cheek. Shit, i had to yell for them if i started to cry-

Before i could make any movement, Kai's lips pressed against mine. Just now i realized we both had the tears sliding down on our cheeks. Our tears mixed together in a passionate kiss. But the kiss only came from one side, and it wasn't mine.

I felt weak by him, but i didn't wanted to. I gently pushed him away and wiped a few tears from his cheek.

''You know this isn't right for the both of us, please just-'' I said while my fingers slid down to his jaw one last time.

''Y/N i love you, i still loved you the whole time..-'' He said, his hand moving to your chin. His touch gently moving you closer again, his lips meeting yours again.

A soft moan out of sadness left your mouth, followed by a quiet sob. You had no strength to push him away.

''Y/N?!'' I suddenly heard, Jimin.

I immediately pushed Kai away, cheeks covered with tears. I looked Jimin's way and saw him painfully looking at the scene.

''I'm sorry Kai, i'm not feeling the sparks i used to feel-'' I stuttered, knowing i had nothing to lean on since Jimin had seen everything.

Tears were still sliding down, i couldn't hold them back. Kai grabbed his chance and pulled me closer again, holding me in his arms.

''Everything that happened, happened. We can't do anything about it anymore. We can't change what happened in the past, even tho Lisa isn't with us anymore.'' I said while pulling myself away.

''I'm sorry-'' He said one last time before i ran to Jimin.

I was going to tell him everything, i mean literally everything. But Jimin had another plan, he pulled me by my arm with him. He ran somewhere, i didn't knew where but i couldn't do anything else then follow.

He stopped behind a tree and pushed me against it, locking me in by placing his hands on both sides of me against the tree.

''Jimin i can explain-'' I said, but i got interrupted by Jimin's lips meeting mine.

The sparks i told Kai about, the sparks i didn't felt when he kissed me.. I felt them right now.

My hand made it's way to his chest, gripping onto his shirt tightly. I pulled him closer as the kiss deepened.

This is everything i had wanted, he wasn't mad at me. I knew for sure what i wanted now, i only had to wait for him to confess his feelings. I wanted him and he wanted me, that was all that mattered right now.

One of his arms slipped around my waist, pulling me even closer. My hands stroking through his hair, his hand moving every way finding it's perfect spot.

When we finally both slowly pulled back, gasping for air, i stared into his deep dark eyes.

''I already know everything.'' He whispered while catching his breath.

I didn't knew how he found out, but it didn't matter.

''Jimin i-'' I whispered, still out of breath.

''No, let me do the confession part.'' He whispered, a slight smirk appearing on his face.

You let out a soft sigh out of relief, not ready for what still had to come.

He moved closer again, then i heard the words i secretly had been waiting for since day one. ''I had been keeping a secret too.. I'm in love with you.'' He whispered quietly as his lips met mine once again, his other hand entwining with mine.

I felt the butterflies fluttering once again, moving closer until our bodies met.

''Promise me, no more secrets-'' He breathed under the kiss.

''No more secrets.'' I giggled as my other hand made it's way through his hair again, hoping this moment would never end.

The end.