Chapter 4: Rumours and Depression.

I'm pretty sure I'm the worst roomie or friend in the history of friendship. Who blames their roommate or BFF in the time of tension and anger? When is obviously your fault?

This girl.

It was very hard and exhausting being discreet but in the movies is so easy but nope it isn't. The worst thing is that I didn't ask for permission so I'm dead. The second worst thing is that I know that supernaturals actually exist and now I must absorbed this and I'm totally not crazy but I want to convince myself that. The last worst thing, I'm mated to a werewolf and I'm scared that my brain turns to mush and I'm weakened when I'm far and I heard even if I leave .I can turn or go mad.

Yep, their all bad so I'm stuck in this cursed town until I kill myself which I wouldn't. But I should have even though it's unreasonably and selfish. I was fine being ignorant and naïve now I'm tensed and scared shitless.

Before I left there. As soon as I let the pack I was weakened as if my life was shared with some else and wolves. I mean a pack of grey wolves cornered me and a white wolf with a mix of silver fur and cobalt blue with specks of icy blue shimmered and looked at me with sad eyes.

'I'm worried, about your health. I'm sorry. I don't want you to die.'

He whimpered, I staggered and starting moving like a drunkard and my legs buckled up and gave way. I was there but I wasn't as soft whimpers clouded my thoughts and cries. As his silver snout smothered my weak body. I was frozen in my head as I slowly got my energy. I was never really an animal person but I patted his head and scratched his torso as he wagged his tail and rolled over like a dog.

It was cute until I was snapped back to my senses as the eyes of him flickered to icy blue.

Trudging back to my dorm after being practically scolded by the authorizes and boarding tutor, screamed, and poured my guts out about what happened. They gave me dentition and called the nurse after I took a shower and got tested for drugs and rummaged through my luggage and yelled at my roommate ad blamed peer pressure now Sadie hates me and maybe I deserved it. And STDS.

Now I deemed crazy, drug-addicted and maybe pregnant (Since I cried too much) and 'has' gotten STDS which all aren't true because I didn't have permission from the school and went out with a guy who's apparently an 'adult.' The universe hates its hates and me badly. (And I faint a lot but don't have anemia)

Walking down the hallway it felt as if everyone was burning holes on my back, whispering, and giggling as they stared at me in pity and some in anger and glares at me. Somebody must have spread the rumours or the scolding was very loud.

'I heard she's pregnant. '

'What happened to sex Ed?'

'It's fucked, that's why?

They laughed loudly as they fist bummed and high fived. As they laughed at the pun as I glared at them .The junior boys stopped, whistled, and glared at me as I passed.

I rolled my eyes, twisted, and turned to the next hallway where a group of high school girls and middle schoolers mingled and gossiped.

'Omg, I heard a rumour. A new student has STDS '

'Must have spent time with the slut'

They snickered loudly by the fountain.

'That's why everyone hates her. She corrupted her.'

'So sad.' They screamed mockingly as they felt sorry and pitied me and others argued that I deserved it or they now want to be my friend.

'He was an eighteen year old.'

'That's rape guys.'

'Is not. If she consented.'

They stared at me and froze pretending and going over to things. I went to the nurse's office and waited for my results and my doom. They talked to me about sex education and the age of consent as I twiddle my thumbs and they weren't judging me but just being cautious. Oh, man. They in for a surprise. Jokes on you, I am a virgin. I avoided their gazes and nodded.

Thank goodness. I didn't drink at all. One bad egg ruins it all. Sadie bolted into the room she was furious but her face softened.

"What the hell happened? I heard the rumours and don't believe a word."

She uttered, crossing her arms. "Everyone is giving me the stink eye and insulting me as usual. I'm a slut in their eyes. One, you aren't pregnant if so hell nah! Two, I didn't say that old type of guys. Three, you might be sick but not crazy. If you are! I'm the worst friend ever. Four, I'm not angry about the party or you. People already know me so they did it. Five, I'm sorry for dragging you into this even though I'm not legal myself. "She sighed, every time she's done with one sentence she breaks after gesturing the number. Sadie fanned herself as she plopped down next to me grinning. Her blonde hair in waves now in pigtails. She ran her small hands on the hem of her skirt and hugged me.

"Um, thank you but I thought you'll be mad is my fault not yours, ok."I smiled as she squeezed me tight. "My anger melted away after I heard those far-fetched rumours. It was quiet but spread like a wildfire. "She said, running her arms through her face in separation.

"Um, Sadie. I' m worried. All of the test are false but my parents will be furious. "I screamed in frustration as I ran my through my hair and wiggling my fingers.

"Um...I can't help you with that my parents don't really care by the way so I can't really help you. "She clapped slowly, her neck and ears flushed.

I nodded but now I'm dead .This rumours will practically ruin me. I bit my nail. I sighed heavily, thinking of happy thoughts, my parents and Damon but it all faded into the supernatural and paranormal then I hyperventilated.

"Um...Sadie can I tell you something? "I drawled, but then I shook my head as a leather shoe echoed through the toiled floor as a doctor come. Sadie's eyes went wide as she tapped her watch and scrambled out.

"Don't you have, class? "He started his voice deep with an accent. French. "Um, Yes "She muttered already out.

"Ah, You must be heather, the infamous 'pregnant teen girl who may or may not be crazy ' "He muttered ,His eyes going wide as he clicked his tongue and tapped his long fingers on the checkboard.

I nodded.

"Um, yes sir."

He was tall and slightly muscular dressed in a white jacket. A dark green sweater vest with lemon yellow strips, a beige dress shirt, khaki slacks and wine loafers. His skin was drained out of colour, checked his glasses, and ticked everything. His voice went low and deeper almost like a growl. His skin was peeling and decaying as his breath stunk like death

I tensed, moving backwards.

"It appears everything is false but about the crazy side. Here is a warning, "He sneered, and his voice getting deeper and hoarse and his nails lengthen into talons. His mouth black parting and getting deeper as strings of saliva oozes out.

"Be careful, human .Once you're partnered with a supernatural. You're no more ignorant .If you try to tell another soul. You're lucky humans are dumb and narrow –minded .I'll make sure someone you love pays. Do I make myself clear? "He screeched loudly, Like a wounded animal as the place cool as sweat breads down my forehead. I was suffocating clenching the mattress as the light fades. His limbs twitching and lengthening, spiting, and hissed acid as I cowered my screams muffling as my throat dried.

"Yes, sir "I croaked, as the fluff and dust fads.

An alarm dings and buzzes my ears loudly as it muffles.

"Heather, Are you alright?" The real nurse lady's face looks at me with concern and sceptically.

"Yes..."I croaked loudly, my lips trembling as I shake. I curl into a ball and rock.

'Her mental health isn't improving. She was scared out of her mind, screaming, and panicking. She could barely speak. We're worried as all her results are false'

After doing my homework and spending the rest of the day in the office. I went back to my dorm and shut up. I couldn't tell her not now not yet. Everyone has to think I'm crazy or mentally unstable and this boy I have to be with might solve my problems.

"Um, Heather. What did you want to tell me?" She asked, eyeing me.

His threatening words echoed and waved a dismissal hand.

"Um, nothing. "I said flashing the fakest smile ever as I shrugged.

"Really, It felt important. "She muttered, biting her lip as I sank deeper. She felt sad, stared at me skeptically  but I had too. I had no choice.

But I did and I blew it .I killed someone I cared so badly.

Sadie would not have believe me even if I wrote a note.

I spent the rest of the night, tensed and scared not having nightmares but crying. Screaming, thrashing, twitching, and extreme weakness.