I was really debating on making this chapter, I just felt weird idk but I got to do something so here we go 😅 (maybe I'll like it in the end)
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Loki's stomach was churning, Loki had went to bed hungry so around one am he made his way down to the kitchen. He hadn't eaten since breakfast so he was starving, this caused him to binge eat half a bag of chips two waffles and almost a whole tub of ice cream and three large glasses of milk and to top it off some spoonful of peanut butter.

About two three hours later he woke up to use the bathroom then went back to bed only ten minutes later having to wake up again to use the bathroom. Loki wasn't happy this had never happened before sure he went at least once a week in Asgard but it wasn't like this.

He was going almost every five minutes and after a bit it hurt to wipe and small spots of blood were on the paper, Loki's pain wasn't something he had experienced.

Loki stomach pain was im not nauseous pain, it was cramping and like stabbing pain. Loki couldn't even lay down without feeling like he was gonna pop so he set up leaning against the wall as he sat on his bed.

The clocked ticked down in till it was time that everyone usely got up, he stayed in his bed drifting in and out of sleep in till he felt a sharp pain go through his stomach.

Loki knew what it meant now after having to go so many times, he slowly stood up this was a mistake. He felt like he had to go so much more because of it, his breath speed up as he grabbed his crutches.

Every time he moved a sharp pain would go through him, he hated this. He pushed the bedroom door open gasping as he saw the bathroom door shut, Loki now was panicking he had left it open so that clearly meant someone was in there.

The only other bathroom was down stairs but what choice did he have, he was desperate. He thought the crutches got in the way so he abandoned them and used the wall to help him get down the hall and stairs.

Loki could only pray that no one was in there, he sighed a breath of relief as he saw the door open. He hopped in slamming the door, he didn't mean to he was just rushing.

Loki washed his hand slowly once he was finished just in case he had to go again, when he was done and standing for a few minutes he realize he didn't he made his way out and to the kitchen he really just wanted to go back to bed but they had stuff to do today.

Loki had saw the plans on the fridge, it was a road trip packing list. Loki had to use his magic to read it, Tony had forget to reput a stronger bracelet on Loki before he went to sleep so he still had his magic that was now weak from pain.

He must have been sweating and looked terrible because once Steve saw him he gasped, "oh my God loks are you ok?" Steve asked in a panic. Loki did his best to smile, "ya I'm fine".

Steve wasn't buying it, "please don't lie". Loki didn't really want to say how he felt and ruin the road trip so instead he lied, "I had a nightmare" Loki said frowning.

"Aw I'm sorry, do you want to talk about it?" Steve asked. Loki shook his head, Steve gave a smile and a small nod to show it was ok not to tell him.

"Loki, you left your crutches upstairs" Thor said holding lokis crutches in his hands, "oh thank you" Loki said grabbing the crutches from Thor.

"Why were they up there anyway?" Tony asked from where he was sitting next to the table in the kitchen, "um" Loki looked around in his brain for excuses. "You went into the living room first, why?" Tony questioned.

Loki had no way to get out of it he had to say something and he couldn't think of an excuse that they would believe, Loki took a deep breath in face turning a light shade of pink.

"I had to use the bathroom" Loki mumbled out as he stared at the ground, "why didn't you go upstairs?" Tony questioned again. "Thor was in there and I just couldn't hold it anymore" Loki said really wanting the questions to stop.

Tony let out a small noise of acknowledgment then continued to eat away at his French toast sticks, "are you hungry loks?" Steve asked taking a plate down for him.

Lokis stomach let out a small growl making his face turn a bright pink, "no" Loki said. Before could said anything else Loki rushed out a sentence "I have to pack!" He yelled before turning and hopping away.

"Oh" Steve said putting back the plate, "does he know were not coming yet?" Thor asked to who ever would answer. Steve shook his head no and tony didn't answer.

Loki closed his bedroom door softly and leaned his crutches on his bed, even know he wasnt supposed to he put weight down on his leg and walked over to grab his backpack, he took it off the table next to the other bed and went to his closet.

He pulled out two pairs of shirt and sweat pants, he really hoped he didn't need them but he packed them just incase. He then grabbed some boxers and a jacket to cover up his extra pair of clothes, the road trip was just to go hiking at a famous park that had a waterfall and lots of wildlife.

So Loki didn't really need extra clothes so he was sure they would get suspicious, Loki zipped up his backpack and put it over his shoulder. He slowly walked over to his crutches picking them up and opening his bedroom door.

His stomach growled letting his know it was time for another potty break, Loki let out a frustrated sigh and set down everything to walk into the bathroom.

Once Loki was done he made his way down the stairs, he was already dressed since he had nothing better to do last night then to wait for his stomach to stop hurting.

Loki heard Steve say something then Thor added, "ya I'll tell him were not going when he comes down". "you guys arent coming?", Thor turned looking at Loki.

"Well no, we thought it would be better for you Bruce Natasha and Clint to get to know each other" Thor replied, Loki looked down he was sick and now his comfort people weren't coming and he had to stay with Natasha and mean Clint.

"I don't want to go without you guys" Loki said still looking at the floor, "aw honey it's gonna be ok I promise you'll have a great time" Steve said. Loki didn't think so but he didn't want them to get mad at him so he stayed quiet.

Loki stomach seemed to understand he was nervous because it began to hurt worse and his next potty break was needed, Loki put down his backpack and crutches and left up the stairs.

"Hope he's ok" Thor said, "hes fine just mad" tony replied getting up to wash his plate. Loki was done after five minutes so he made his way down the stairs again, he heard the doorbell ring so he assumed the others were here.

And of course they were, Loki saw Natasha and Bruce talking with tony and Steve and Clint standing angrily with his arms crossed. He couldn't see Thor 'I wonder where he is' Loki thought to himself, his question was answered as if someone read his mind.

"Thor put your bag and crutches in the van" Bruce said from the doorway, Loki nodded giving a small wave. Bruce waved back and Natasha said hello in an annoyed tone and Clint well didn't say anything.

"Clint" Bruce warned, Clint sighed frustratly "fine, hello villain" "Clint!" Bruce shouted. Clint rolled his eyes and turned around walking out to the van, "I'm sorry about him Loki he's just being rude, he doesn't understand your trying to change" Bruce said trying to make sure Loki wasn't upset.

"It's fine I get it" Loki replied, Bruce smile soon because a half smile half frown. "Lets get going we have a six hour drive on are hands" Natasha said waving goodbye to tony and Steve.

Natasha walked outside as Thor walked in, "yall leaving?" Thor asked. "Yes we are" Bruce looked over at Loki, "come on bub".

Loki didn't move, he didn't want to leave he wanted to stay home close to a bathroom and his comfort person. Steve could see he was nervous so he walked over kissing the top of Loki's head "it's ok you got this" Steve said trying to calm Loki down.

Loki looked up giving Steve a hug and mumbling his goodbyes before letting go and following Bruce out to the van, "Loki I'm gonna sit in the backseat with you, then Natasha will then Clint" Bruce said picking up loki to help him in the van.

Loki just wanted Bruce to sit next to him no actually he wanted no one to sit next to him but if he had to chose it would be Bruce, Loki looked confused so Bruce explained how everyone was gonna drive.

Loki was sitting behind Clint who was driving so Clint made sure to tell Loki the rules "Loki don't kick my seat make loud noises or put your hand or feet on the back of my seat". "Ok I won't" Loki replied "anymore rules?".

"Yes no eating only drinking and if you spill the drink will be taken, we have scheduled stops so don't ask to stop in less it's an emergency" Natasha added.

'Only scheduled stops' Loki thought panicking, he wasn't sure his stomach would like that. "Do you understand?" Natasha said turning around in her seat to face loki, "um yes" Loki replied.

"Good" Natasha moved back into her seat normally as they started off on there little road trip.

Everything seemed to be going normally, everything was quiet and calm Loki was looking out the window Clint was driving and Natasha and Bruce were on there phones. But clearly nice things can't last long, Loki felt it his stomach was cramping meaning his potty break was coming.

Loki gulped trying to stay as still as possible to not alert the others of his little need, but he knew he had to ask soon he just couldn't hold it and he knew if he had that kind of accident it would be over for him and his reputation.

So he pipped up "um Bruce how long in till we get to a rest stop?" Loki was wiggling slightly as he spoke. Bruce could see the urgency on Loki's face "Clint please pull into the next gas station" Bruce said.

"But thats not are scheduled stop" Clint replied kinda annoyed, "ya but I'm not sure Loki can hold it till then" Bruce said with a concerned tone in his voice.

Natasha turned around to see how urgent Loki really was, Loki was sweating and wigging in place with bright pink blush from embarrassment and his hand gripping the car seat.

"Ya Clint Loki doesn't look good" Natasha said now worried if Loki would flood the car, Clint groaned and drove a little fasted after he looked in the mirror at Loki.

Loki breath was picking up and Natasha and Bruce were worried and even Clint was worried but most of all Loki was worried. "Loki honey do you want to go in a cup?" Bruce asked, "no!" Loki yelled. There was no possible way he could go in a cup and even if he had to pee he just couldn't go in one with everyone watching.

"Hes fine were at the gas station anyway" Clint said as he pulled into the gas station, Loki had abandoned the seat belt and was already opening the van door even when the van was still in motion. "Loki be careful!" Bruce yelled as Loki got out not even bother with his crutches.

"I was afraid he would wet himself in the van" Natasha said getting comfortable in her seat, "honestly me too" Clint said.

Loki was extremely embarrassed he knew he took a while so he planned if they ask he would say there was a line, he opened the van door that was shut to keep the cold air in since he had left it open.

Bruce was looking him up and down probably seeing if had wet himself, "what?" Loki asked as he put on his seat belt. "Noth-" "what took you so long?" Clint said interrupting Bruce, Loki blushed "there was a long line".

"you should have just held it" Clint said glaring at Loki through the mirror, "Clint be nice" Natasha said feeling bad for Loki. "Shut up Natasha" Clint shot back, Natasha rolled her eyes.

Then they were back on the road, but of course not even five minutes later Loki had to go again and no way could he wait thirdy minutes before the next stop.

"Bruce" Loki whispered out, Bruce looked up from the book he had gotten out when Loki was at the gas station.
"I have to use the bathroom and it's pretty bad" Loki said fiddling with his fingers.

"Again?" Bruce asked confused, "I must have not empty my bladder because I was rushing" Loki said like a lier. "Clint can we go back to the gas station please" Bruce said putting down his book.

"What no!" Clint replied yelling at Bruce, Loki panicked what if Clint didn't do what Bruce said he couldn't hold it, tears filled his eyes as he looked at bruce.

"Clint I'm serious unless you want a mess in the van" Bruce said sternly, Clint growled under his breath and turned the car around heading back to the gas station.

Natasha had turned back to see what was happening, Loki had his hand over his stomach and was slightly hunched over. "Is he gonna puke?" Natasha asked with a slight panic undertone.

"No I don't think so, he has to pee again" Bruce replied, "again?" Natasha asked.
"Yes" Loki said replying for Bruce.

Loki once again left for the bathroom he was in there a little longer then before and honestly didn't care, he was in so much pain and just couldn't stop using the bathroom. Tears spilled from his eyes and made them red and puffy.

Loki sighed as he walked out the bathroom and back to the van, he got in seeing Natasha in the backseat. He didn't talk to her but she clearly knew Loki was crying but didn't say anything.

Then they were off once again, Loki hand was still on his stomach and his face had a grimace on it, "Loki?" Natasha said. Loki set up moving his head that was laying against the window.

"You alright?" She asked, Loki's eyes filled with tears again "yes why do you ask?" Loki stuttered out. "Your crying and useing the bathroom alot" Natasha replied.

Loki leaned his head back on the window, speaking of bathrooms he had to go again not as bad as the other times but still bad. Loki let a small whine, "I have to go again", "do you have a uti?" Natasha asked.

How was Loki supposed to explain to Natasha his stomach hurt and he couldn't control it like a baby, "I'm fine" Loki finally managed to say.

"Your not" Natasha replied frowning, "let me he-" "just shut up!" Loki said snapping. He was angry in pain and had to use the bathroom he didn't want to be helped no he just wanted to go home.

Bruce looked in the mirror and seeing the tears in Loki's eyes already knew what was wrong, he put a little more speed in his driving. "Natasha just leave him alone, he'll just be rude to you" Clint said not bother to turn around and look at Loki.

"Clint he's upset and in pain, he didn't mean it" Natasha replied. "Whatever", Bruce had pulled into the gas station and stopped the car. Clint and Natasha stay here I'm going with Loki, "No!" Loki yelled.

"I'm fine!" Loki yelled as tears fell from his eyes, but Bruce didn't listen he was already out the car and opening Loki's door. Loki set still for a minute not wanting to get out but soon his stomach made him.

And to make things worse the bathroom wasn't one person it was stalls and urinals, Loki wiggled in place staring at the opened stalls. "Loki?" Bruce asked, "dont you have to go?", Loki let out a quiet sob "yes".

Bruce turned locking the bathroom main door so no other people could get in then he walked over to Loki, "can you not do with other people here?" Bruce questioned.

"No" Loki cried out, "ok I'll stay by the door and cover my ears ok?" Bruce said. Loki thought that maybe he could do that but Bruce would know when there wasn't than type of splashing in the bowl and he was sitting down.

"Please just get out, I'll be out in a minute I promise" Loki begged, Bruce frown but seeing how desperate Loki was he decided it would be best. Bruce made his way out of the bathroom and stood by the door so nobody would go in and if they tried he would go all hulk on them.

It must have been a lot longer then ten minutes cause Bruce got worried and went in the bathroom, he saw Loki hunched over the sink with his hands tightly gripping his stomach and his breathing was hard and short.

Bruce rushed over, "Loki what's wrong?". Loki couldn't keep the act up anymore he had to tell someone he just had to, "my tummy hurts so much and I keep going to the bathroom and I'm embarrassed and and" Loki said sobbing.

"Oh ok, shh it's gonna be ok" Bruce said lifting up Loki and putting him on his hip, Loki who didn't want to slip into little space was now completely going into it. "I want papa" Loki cried out.

"I know but we can't go now were to far from home and your tummy won't hold up" Bruce said wiping Loki's tears away with his free hand. Bruce waited a few minutes so Loki could go again if needed and of course he did.

"My tummy hurts" Loki mumbled as Bruce carryied him to the car, Natasha and Clint were confused as Loki was set into the car. "Are you ok Loki?" Natasha asked, Loki shook his head letting a sob as he somewhat explained how his stomach hurt.

"Aw I'm sorry" Natasha replied after Loki was done crying, "itsh ok (it's ok)" Loki replied. Natasha drive I'm gonna sit with Loki and were gonna stay the night at the hotel up here in till Loki gets better" Bruce said switching places with Natasha.

"Just because his stomach hurts were missing the waterfall!?" Clint yelled angrily making Loki flinch and cover his face, "Clint shut up and be nice, you would want to go home if you were in pain too" Bruce replied sternly.

Clint crossed his arm and set back against his seat, "it's ok Loki we'll get to the hotel soon and you can rest" Bruce said reassuring Loki who was crying in his hands.

It didn't take long before they made it to the hotel, Loki was wigging in place as Bruce and Natasha talked to the hotel desk worker. Loki looked down tears in his eyes, Bruce and Natasha were busy so the only person he could tell was Clint.

Loki slowly walked over, taking a deep breath he pulled on clints shirt. Clint looked down since loki was shorter than him, "what do you want" Clint asked annoyed.

"I gotta go" Loki whispered, Clint didn't say anything just glaring at Loki. "Please!" Loki begged desperately, Clint hated Loki yes but something was pulling at his stone cold heart.

He sighed and turned to the hotel worker interrupting Bruce and Natasha, "wheres your bathroom?" Clint asked. "We only have bathroom in the rooms" the hotel worker said.

Clint looked back to Loki who had a shocked look on his face, "give me are room key then" Clint said angrily. "You haven't paid for the room yet" the worker replied.

"Just give me the fucking key" Clint said slamming his hand down on the table, the worker carefully slid over the key retracing her hand as Clint snatched it off the table.

Clint turned walking ahead to the rooms, Loki followed as closely behind as he could. But he was slowing down, his stomach was in so much pain and he had to go so bad.

"Clint I can't" Loki whined stopping in place, Clint stopped also walking back over to Loki. Loki whined as he pulled his shirt down, "can you not walk anymore" Clint said panicking.

Loki shook his head, Clint sighed frustratly then without thinking so he wouldn't change his mind picked up Loki and started rewalking to the room.

Clint used the key and opened the hotel door stepping in and letting it slam shut, he brought Loki to the bathroom and set Loki down next to the toilet. "Out out!" Loki yelled, "I'm going geez" Clint said walking out and shutting the bathroom door.

*later*

Loki walked out the bathroom flopping down on the hotel bed, he pulled himself up on it and cuddled into the blanket after going for the third time in the hotel he was exhausted.

Bruce ran his hand through Loki's hair, Bruce had given Loki medicine to help his stomach. "You need to rest, say goodnight to Natasha and Clint" Bruce said.

"Night night Natasha and Clint" Loki mumbled, "goodnight Loki hope you feel better" Natasha said getting up from the bed she was sitting on and walking to the door. Natasha was a girl so she got her own room and Clint and Bruce would sleep in the same bed so Loki had a bed to himself.

"Night Loki" Clint said pulling the covers over him, "Loki want the covers?" Bruce asked getting up to turn off the light.
"Nu but can I have the bathroom light on?" Loki asked flipping over on his back.

"Of course" Bruce said turning off the light, Loki bit his lip in till the bathroom light was turned on filling the room slightly up with light. "Thank chu" Loki said, Bruce smiled walking over to the bed he had to share with Clint.

"Bruce?" "Yes loki?" Bruce asked, "can you um sleep with me I kinda want to cuddle with someone" Loki said embarrassed. Bruce walked over laying down next to Loki, Loki moved over cuddling up to Bruce.

Bruce and Clint ended up talking while Loki drifted off to sleep, soon Clint fell asleep then Bruce.

The end (still kinds hate this chapter)
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