Every queen needs her beauty sleep right? But she doesn't tell you about the night she wakes up in a cold sweat.

Everyone has problems. Everyone has fears and dreams. Sometimes those fears come true in their dreams.

It takes a conscious person to decipher the difference between real and fake. Often times people go around living life unconsciously. They allow fake people into their lives so they can screw it all up and stand back to admire the mess they made.
I guess you could call me fake. In fact you could call me what you want. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. There are two different kinds of fake. There is a fake who wants to ruin your life while spreading your secrets and lies, and there is the kind that acts like they are perfect while living in a world full of imperfections.

Obviously there has never been a perfect person born on planet earth.. except maybe Jesus, but that's besides the point. Why try to pretend to be perfect when you could fit in with all the other imperfections? Well maybe because it's nice to not have people staring you down wondering why you have mascara running down your cheeks when you could have your smile running up them.
It may be killing me. I pretend to be okay, but I'm really doing it for everyone else, they all have their own problems and I don't want to be one.

Everyone runs to me from every corner of the earth asking for help when I'm the one who really needs all the help I can get. My parents think I'm perfect because I never do anything wrong. Everyone around me thinks everything is fine with me. Why do I blame them, I wouldn't have been able to call my bluff either.

I'm Bailey Pruitt, and I'm not okay.