'I can't believe him.' You sighed while sitting down in the common room. 'What's so difficult? We can't be friends anymore.. what didn't he understand?'

Draco sat down besides you and wrapped an arm around you.

'Aren't you a bit too scared?' He asked.

'Am I, Draco?' You asked annoyed.

'So your last name is Riddle.. that's everything that might be a small problem..' Draco whispered.

'What about the massive mark on my arm? What about the fact that my father is evil?' You whispered back.

You sighed and laid your head on Draco's shoulder.

'Oh..  I got a letter from my mother. I know Christmas if far away.. but are you coming home with me? Or are you staying here?'

You sighed and shrugged.

'You can't go to the burrow Y/N.'

'I know.' You mumbled.

'I heard.. you-know-who.. wants to see you.' Draco said.

'Yeah to tell me what a disappointment I am.' You scoffed.

'That's not true.'

'How do you know?!'

'I don't know, does Draco ever know anything?' Jacinda laughed.

Jacinda, Amneris and willow walked in. They sat down near the two of you. They were the only friends you were allowed to have.

'Very funny.' Draco sighed.

'So what are we talking about?' Willow asked.

'We,' Draco spoke while moving his hand between you and him, 'were having a conversation about Christmas.'

'Isn't that a little early?' Amneris asked.

'I need to decided whether I want to stay here or listen to my.. father.'

'Listen to him.' Willow said. 'You don't want to ignore the dark Lord.'

'Can you say that even louder!' You hissed.

'I could but I won't.'

You shot her a look and laid your head on Draco's shoulder. Jacinda looked at the two of you. Something in her look was different.. You didn't know what it was.

'Are you okay, Cinda?' Draco asked, clearly noticing the same.

She nodded and looked away immediately. She got up.

'Y/N, You don't have to come this Christmas. It's your choice. I get that you maybe don't want to see him.' Jacinda said.

You sat up a bit and looked at her.

'But then I can't spend my Christmas with Dray.'

Jacinda turned around and looked at you so slowly walked back and sat down.

'You do know that he's pretty angry at you for screwing up at the order?' Jacinda asked.

'How do you know.'

She shrugged with a smirk and sat back.

'I wouldn't go if I was you.. And I don't usually back down for danger.'

'That's true.' Amneris said. 'If he is so angry at you.. he might not treat you kind.'

'But I really want to spend Christmas with Draco. It would be amazing. Else he would have to miss me.'

Jacinda got up again.

'Don't worry,' she sat while sitting down besides Draco as well. She placed her hand on his upper leg. 'We'll keep him company.'

Draco looked at her hand and coughed a bit uncomfortably when he saw the look on your face. He slowly moved his leg so Jacinda would let him go.

'I want Y/N there.' Draco stated.

'Let your mother know I'll be there.' You said while looking at Jacinda.

Then you got up and walked away. Draco was confused. Were you angry? What was wrong with Jacinda? Draco got up and followed you. He knocked on the door of your room.

'Come in.' You sighed.

Draco opened the door.

'You okay?' He asked.

'What the hell is Jacindas problem all of a sudden?!' You exclaimed.

Draco closed the door and sat down besides you.

'I knew that was up.. I have no idea.'

'You don't just place your hand on a guys upper leg like that. You're my boyfriend!' You hissed.

Draco kissed you and you kissed him back.

'Don't worry, I love you.. And only you.'

'I know.. I know.'

-

'Y/N!'

You heard behind you. It was a few weeks later. You turned around and saw Harry.

'Don't. Call. Me. That!' You hissed.

'Please just listen to me.' He said.

You crossed your arms and sighed.

'In a few weeks we're going to have a small meeting to discuss something about Umbridge and.. You-know-who.. please be there. I'm begging you.' He asked.

'I can't, I'm sorry Potter.'

You turned around and wanted to walk away. Harry grabbed your wrist. You turned around.

'Listen.. I don't know what happened with the you-know-who and all, but you've been acting strange. You know you can talk to me. I'm you fr-'

'For wizards sake Potter!' You sighed while pulling your arm back. 'For your own sake, leave me alone. Piss off.' You said and you walked away.

Ron and Hermione walked towards Harry.

'That went well.' Ron said.

'I don't know what's wrong with her.'

'I think he's keeping an eye on her. She might not want to bring you in danger.' Hermione said. 'Wasn't that what she said in the burrow?'

'I have no idea.. She can't just ignore us like that! We've been through a lot together all ready. We both saw him.. She should be the one who's supporting me.'

In the meanwhile you sat down at the lake. You hated your life. Why did this have to happen to you?! You looked around. There were only a few people in the distance. They couldn't see you. You pulled your sleeve up and looked at your dark Mark. What a mess.

You pulled the sleeve down and again and pulled your knees up. You wrapped your arms around them and placed your chin on top if it. You watched the water in the lake flow with the wind.

'Here you are.. been looking everywhere for you.'

You looked up and smiled when you saw Draco. He sat down besides. You stretched your knees again.

'Yeah.. It's calm here. Not to many people.'

'People, am I right.' Draco grinned.

You smiled slightly and nodded.

'I love you.' You said after a small silence.

'Oh..  I love you too.' He smiled.

'I really.. love you Draco. I just need you to know.'

'But I know Y/N.. what's up? Are you okay?'

'Just incase something happens..  if someone finds out.. if I'm not capable of doing what he wants.. I need you to know that I love you and that I'll always be there even when I'm not physically there.'

'..are you saying that you think you're going die?' Draco asked.

'Probably. Seeing that I decided to come with you this Christmas.'

Draco smiled.

'Good. And you won't die.'

'You never know.'

Draco pulled you against him.

'Harry spoke to me again. Asking me to join him in a meeting about the dark Lord and Umbridge. Trying to stop them.'

'He still isn't leaving you alone?'

'I told him to piss off.'

'Good. He just can't take it that someone doesn't like him.. or doesn't want to like him.'

You nodded and kissed Draco shortly. He smiled and moved some hair out your face.

'I'll be there for you too. You can always ask me for help and I'll support you and help you through this difficult time.'

'Thank you..'