'What is this?! She's dead! She can't be alive!'

This was the first thing you heard. You were alive?! You survived the death curse? How? Love... love... who would possibly love you enough to stop the death curse?

'Maybe it just takes a while. Let's go up and get something to drink.' Lucius said.

You heard the two walk away and as soon as you heard a door shut you opened you eyes.

I'm alive! It's unbelievable!

You felt blood dripping down your back. You were hurt? Well you did hit the wall. The door opened quietly. You closed your eyes again. Who was it?

'O my gosh... Y/N. No!' You heard a voice whisper.

Draco...

He kneeled down next to you and grabbed your hand. You heard small sobs.

'D...Draco...' you managed to say with a lot of effort.

You opened your eyes and looked at the confused boy.

'You survived... you actually survived! You have to get out of here.' He said while wiping some tears away.

He grabbed your arm and helped you up. Your head and back both hurt.

'This doesn't look good...' Draco said while looking at your back.

He looked at the chains and he grabbed his wand. He forced them to open and he slowly walked towards the stairs. You knew you weren't going to be able to get far.

'We will have to be quiet and we have to run. I know your probably very weak, but we have. Do you understand?'

You nodded. Draco opened the door and started running towards the front doors that opened. You did your best to keep up with him and he ran towards the flying car opening the door. He ran back towards you seeing that you were weak and couldn't make it to the car. You fell against his chest and he caught you. He helped you to the car and placed you in the back you laid down and soon blacked out...

You woke up and opened you eyes. You heard sniffing and crying next to you.

'Y/N!' You heard and you tried to turn you head.

Hermione, Ron and Harry were sitting next to your hospital bed. You were back at Hogwarts? What happened? You couldn't remember much. Harry definitely cried and Hermione was still crying while Ron tried to calm her down.

'Are you in pain? Did Draco do anything to you?' Harry asked.

'What... happened?' You asked.

Talking hurt. They looked at you in confusion.

'Everyone wants you to answer that. Draco know but he has just been sitting at the entrance of the hospital wing for over 2 hours now, refusing to answer questions.' Ron replied.

Draco... you had to see him.

'I can't... remember.'

You saw miss Pomfrey approach you.

'Hello dear, how are you feeling?' She asked.

'I'm fine...'

She felt your forehead.

'No fever, only tired I see... do you remember what happened?' She asked.

You shook your head.

'Only small... pieces. Maybe Draco wants... to talk to me... but I can... hardly talk... myself.'

You coughed and sighed.

'Maybe you should rest. I'll talk to you later. You have to try to remember.' Miss Pomfrey said.

You looked at your friends.

'Yeah... get some sleep. We'll see you later.' Hermione said.

Your friends got up and walked out. You closed your eyes and tried to get some sleep.

You woke up and opened your eyes. You felt slightly better. Not as tired. You looked to the side of your bed, seeing the one and only Draco Malfoy.

'Draco... you're here.' You smiled.

He looked up.

'How are you feeling?' He asked.

'Better... I have a question, can you tell me what happened?'

You saw miss Pomfrey approaching you. She stopped and listened to Draco.

'The Dark Lord used a spell on me. He controlled me and I took you to my dad's car. You were captured and he brought you to our basement. You were chained and the Dark Lord used crusio on you... twice. After that he used a death spell on you but you survived.' He quickly summarised.

'I survived a death spell? How?'

Draco shrugged.

'It didn't reopen the scar you had on your back. That's why you were bleeding when I found you.'

Miss Pomfrey walked towards you.

'You survived another death spell?' She asked.

'Yeah... I'm starting to remember... I don't remember everything.'

'I have to get Dumbledor... I'll be right back.' She walked away.

'Y/N... I want to tell you something. But you have to hear me out.'

You nodded.

'I think it's better for you safety... that we break up.'

That hit you. He was breaking up with you?! Tears came up in your eyes. You felt burning in your chest...

'I'm only bringing your life into danger... I want to protect you, but I can only protect you if I break up with you. Believe me, I'm still so badly in love with you and it isn't going to dissappear soon... but it's better.'
Tears ran down your cheeks.

'Please don't! Draco... you saved my life! If you wouldn't have been there I would have died... you can't leave me! Please.' You cried.

You saw tears in Dracos eyes.

'I-I'm so sorry... I still love you, please don't forget that.' He got up and kissed your forehead while a tear felling from his eye on your forehead.

He turned around and wanted to walk away. You grabbed his arm and pulled him back with the little strength you had. You smashed your lips together. He wanted to pull back but you wrapped your hands around his neck, refusing to let him go. He decided to kiss you back.

You pulled back Draco wiped some tears from your cheek with his thumbs.

'I love you... but I have to let you go. For your safety. Please...'

'I can't... I can't let you go. I don't want to.' You said in between your sobs.

'I think it's hard to... but I really have to. You'll live longer without me in your life.'

He turned around and walked away. Leaving you broken and crying. As soon as Draco left the hospital wing, he started crying and he ran away. Hermione walked in and ran towards you.

'What's wrong?' She asked while grabbing you hand.

'D-Draco broke up with me for my safety but..I-'

You just couldn't talk anymore. Your breath was short and your sobs were loud. Ron and Harry ran towards your bed as well. Harry looked at you in extreem worry.

'What happened?' He asked.

'Draco broke up with her due to safety... I think we'll get it when she tells us the entire story.' Hermione said while rubbing circles over your hand.

Dumbledor entered the hospital wing and you were still busy trying to calm down. You wiped some tears away and sighed.

'Is she okay?' Miss Pomfrey asked as soon as the two of them arrived.

'No... Draco, her best friend, doesn't want to be her friend anymore because of safety. I think it has to do with what happened.' Ron explained.

You were calmer and rubbed your eyes. You sighed.

'May I please have a moment?' Dumbledor asked.

You friends nodded and walked with miss Pomfrey.

'Tell me... what happened?' Dumbledor asked.

You explained him the whole story, and while explaining it you started to remember more things.

'That's more then worrying... your dreams came true. I didn't really believe they would, but they did. Also... how could you survive?'

You shrugged.

'Strange... I'll have to look into this. I'll do my best to keep you safe around here. Just try to recover.' He said with a warm smile.

You nodded.

'Thank you professor.'

'No problem, if you have a nightmare again, make sure to come to my office.' He said before walking away.

You sighed. Draco left you... you was still so in love with him and he loved you to. This was going to cause even more problems... your parents would say that they were right and they wouldn't even consider allowing you to explain the rest. Why couldn't you be normal? Why couldn't Draco be normal? Why did you have to be famous and why did Draco have to be a death eater?! Why was life so unfair?

You sighed and closed your eyes. Your relationship with Draco was fun. The winter at the lake, the astronomy tower, the secret smiles and snogging sessions, the room of requirement sleep over, detention... you had to stop before you would start to cry again.

Maybe he was right, maybe it was better for you. But maybe you didn't want it to be better... yeah. You hope Draco would ever come back to you. You weren't angry about what he was or what happened. You were angry at him for breaking up with you... and that maybe wasn't even anger...

You hoped you were going to catch some sleep. You didn't expect you would leave the hospital before the end of the year, which was only two weeks from then.

'Y/N?'

You looked up and saw Hermione.

'Yes?' You asked.

'Will you make it or do you want me to stay here until you fall asleep?' She asked.

'I will survive... Thank you. I'll explain everything tomorrow. I promise.'

She gave you a small smile before walking away...