1.......

I slide the knife across my forearm.

3......

I cut my wrist twice.

4......

I sliced the inside of my elbow.

9......

Each of my fingers that belong to my left hand get slit once.

11......

My ankle gets 2 deeper cuts than the others. Blood is spilling a lot from them. It kinda hurts.

12........

I'm sorry dad.

16.....

I'm really sorry...

21......

Both of my hands are bleeding a dark crimson red color. It hurts. I'm actually really dizzy. But ey, that's not what really hurts. My heart. that's what hurts the most.

My eyes slowly shut and I'm obsorbed by darkness just as the bathroom door opens.