Why?

Why do I let my head get to me?

My heart, feelings, thoughts.

They tangle more than vines on a tree.

And have only caused me heartache and loss.

Why?

Why do I second guess myself?

My actions and words.

Constructed to others preference.

It constantly occurs.

Why?

Why, no matter how hard I try

Does this feeling never seem to go away?

It never lessens or wanders

My mind is in always in disarray.

Why?

Why have I made the choices I have?

Pursued something I knew was wrong?

Hoped for something that already failed?

Wished for what I had undergone?

Why?

Why do I do this?

Why did I do that?

Why can't I be normal?

Why do I reminisce over the past?

Why?