Conflicted feelings

For two different people

A new and old love

Beneath the surface

My heart is torn between them

What one do I pick?

Black hair and toxic

Left me broken hearted

Addicted to him

Blonde hair and gentle

Has everything I need

Knows how to treat me

Shouldn't be a choice

Why are my feelings amiss?

This should be easy

An obvious choice

And yet, it's complicated

There's too much drama

Can't do anything

So, I will just let it be

Until my heart picks