Elsa Mars, the bright Hollywood star and Freakshow owner, was already in heavens since 1960 when her unidentified yet sister was still dwelling into the world. They never had the actual chance to behold and know each other since their birth which sounds rather tragic. 

Jude realised back in her early childhood that she has an older sister with a handful years at least. It was thanks to their affectionate and caring mother though the sisters' father forbidden to the young blonde to see her older sister by threating her if she did it otherwise that the threats are going to be actually a fact. The only difference between those sisters is that Elsa is a native German, being prevented from seeing her own mother, thanks to her abusive father who was later-on a fanatical Nazi supporter whilst Jude was born in Boston,Massachusetts,USA where she grew up though her delirious German origin which was pretty evident. Her mother Hazel emigrated in a smaller state of USA as soon as she was in the middle of her pregnancy, banished from her husband who threatened her to keep Elsa for himself as a child or the consequences would be much worse. With tumbling tears down her cheeks, she didn't have another alternative with exception to be seperated from her most precious thing- Elsa März. 

Heart broken, scattered on millions of pieces, hardly having the ability to move physically, she gave everything from herself to move in Boston by gathering her entire luggage, living completely isolated but she found a few loyal and nice friends as soon as she moved. She changed her last name from März into Martin. In the next months, she gave a birth to a healthy and unique baby girl, calling her Judith. Judith Martin! It was amongst one of her best days of her life. The first 2-3 years of the little girl's life passed in her mother's arms by taking her in the hotel where she works as a maid, teaching her how to speak and not missing a single minute whenever she is available to give some of her love and attention to her little princess. She spotted something much different in her own younger daughter. The spotted difference between the native German and American German girls were that Elsa is prone to be more extrovert, outgoing, liberal and getting a lot of attention though she knew exactly how to deal with the bullies whilst Jude is tending to be bashful, more serious, mature and introvert, in spite of the fact that she and her sister had and have a hard time to deal with the bullies who are opting to stay on their way. When Elsa appeared for first time on this world, she cried more unlike her younger sister who is inclined to be a lioness. Moreover, Elsa is particularly with 2 years older than Jude.

When Judy grew up, becoming around 5-6 years old little girl, finally going at her first school, her distant father Jason determined himself to divorce his wife as he willed Elsa to stay away from his mother Hazel and younger sister Jude who are currently living in the another part of the world. With the years when Judy grew from the obediant, sweet and curious little girl into the beautiful, eye-catching and dynamic young lady, she and her mother scarcely had any time to see and speak to each other due to her mother's occupied daily schedule, even not having a leisure time for herself and her grown princess. Unfortunately, the both ladies hadn't the chance itself to contact one of their most relative people in their family and that is Elsa, Jude's older sister. Anyway Hazel was rather gleeful for that Jude is far away from her abominable father whilst on other hand she was crying almost every night, melancholy's domination winning over her brittle being, constantly thinking about her forsaken and forbidden in the same time daughter- Elsa. When Jude turned 8 years old, her mother told her one of the most abysmal, howsoever, grimmest secrets which should remain between them only. It was the time when the maid revealed to her 8 years old princess that she has a sister, utterly explaining to her how the things are exactly staying in such arduous situation. Initially, the young girl was absolutely shocked that she has a bigger sister who had never had the direct chance to see and meet her. Gradually in the future, from time to time Jude was corrupted by the melancholy itself, desperately carving to know and discover more details about her secretive sister, trying her best to research for more evidence, documents and items which could remind either her or her mother of the future Freakshow owner. It was a total failure, unluckily. Fortunately, when she was a little girl yet, her mother showed her only 2 pictures that she had to her belongings with her older daughter Elsa after her birth and when she was barely 1 year old baby. Jude somewhat resembled Elsa though her older sister's hair was tending to be more straight unlike the future nun. The years of her childhood and teenage years passed so quickly so that right on her 17th birthday in the end of November received a prominent gift from her own mother Hazel, a ruby-sapphire bracelet with the words:

Dear Jude, my time is near the verge to descend. I don't have a lot of time to live! Please, darling, this is amongst the last things that you are going to earn from me a little before my decease! This ruby-sapphire bracelet is a special gift for you as you are already a young woman who is going to face the adulthood very soon, embracing yourself as what are you and your mistakes, past and everything else behind your back! Never...ever...forget about this present from me because I am giving you this bracelet with a lot of love and affection. Every time whenever you wear it, just recall yourself about your loving and caring mother and your wonderful sister Elsa who you might encounter one day. I love you very much, my dear Judy! God bless all of us!

Elsa's childhood was nothing, nonetheless a grotesque nightmare, fulfilled with her father's quick temper, yelling at his older daughter for the pettiest mistakes and naughty things which she has ever done as an ordinary child. Her peers especially the bullies gaped at her in weird way as they beholded a poltergeist instead of a normal human being. She was much different than her own peers. Elsa was actually a misunderstood but witty and charismatic girl in her own way. Her father have never dared to tell her the painful truth about the divorce between her mother including the fact that she has a younger sister who lives in the USA, a far away from her fatherland. A little after the divorce, the older daughter in the German family realised that the things weren't going alright due to Jason's odd demeanor. She could ideally tell that either the divorce is the real reason why her father acts so strange or just leaked another family problem again. It was tremendously difficult for her to grow up as a child and teenager without her mother Hazel and her younger sister Jude who were part of her and vice versa. She heard only once her father mentioning the name "Jude" who detested his own children with his abhorrent and damned heart that flows of hatred, numb feelings and selfishness, scarcely caring for his ex-wife and 2 amorous daughters, living under a roof with either of them currently. When Elsa turned 16 years old, she kicked out of her house her own father by suing him for the traumas that he had caused her, although her tolerance through the years from her birth to her young adulthood. Jason spent plenty of years behind the jail bars when Germany wasn't under Hitler's control yet. It was a little after WW1 when Germany was experiencing a tough crysis after the war. Then the future show owner was working as a mere waitress in the nearest bar, striving for survive by earning enough money so that she can afford food, comfort and education. When she was 10 years old, it had been discovered that she was rather deliriously talented little girl in the singing and art sphere such as acting and dancing for example. Elsa was actually born to be a star. To exhibit herself, to show off her talents that she possesses in front of a large audience. To shine under the projector's lights. Meantime, she isn't going to forgive her father for causing such a brutal trauma since her early childhood, leaving its a trace on her hurted soul for the rest of her life.

Jude started her career as a singer in a jazz band when she was only 18 years old, the same year when her mother passed away, griefing for her for a long time; a novice singer with talented and quite impressive voice whilst studying in a musical university for singing in the same time. Whilst her unindentified sister devoted herself to study after she finished high school, spending 4 years in the university, consequently leaving it by starting her career as an actress, starring in many movies including explicit ones until one accident didn't change her life during her career as an actress but this time it was during Hitler's rulling when her legs from her knees and below were cut by the malicious Dr. Hans Grüper, therefore she was rescued by her Italian friend Massimo Dolcefino. He was her savior as he made for her new legs, made of wood. Elsa and Judy were quite similar when it's joint a word about children and family- both of them didn't have any lovers even children. Like the destiny had cursed them not having any luck with the men especially Jude who wished for a family with a splendid husband and gorgeous children who can look like their mother. Compared to Elsa's desire for fame though she desperately wanted somebody to love her at least. 

Luckily when Jude was in the beginning of her 20s, she supposed she found the love of her life and that was Casey with who were together for 1-2 years. Despite that period of time as an unmarried couple, the happiness was just an illusion. He gave her a syphilis, incapable to have children as she told him one day before their wedding as he went insane, calling her liar and a whore, slapping her face brutally as he left red marks of his fingers onto her left cheek, leaving her forever as he had already ruined her life. It wasn't her fault, it was all his fault which leaded to her failure to have her own family, starting to get drunk as her numbness was commanding her body rather than the adequacy which was invisible. Furthermore, she slept around, hardly remembering anything on the next morning. With the time, the things became worse when she began to lisping and sing with the incorrect song lyrics instead of the accurate one even one day she skipped a night to be with her band,losing her job except that she accidently hat with her car as she was driving in the middle of the night whilst smoking, the radio playing retro music, thus fumbling in her purse for some cognac, at last she lost control by hitting one young girl. Her conscience was gnawing her with the years, praying for her soul until the day when she decided to encounter her parents 16 years later, telling them the truth unless her victim emerged, wearing a nurse outfit which left her unconditionally speechless, realising the wonderful fact that she is still alive though learning from her mother that the injured girl had returned back at home with a few broken bones. Jude became a nun in 1949 in the institution Briarcliff which was a hellhole until it was in Monsignor Timothy Howard's hands in 1962 with whom she falls in love and having impure fantasies with her crush during their private dinner and anytime of the day. It was such a long story to being told about her work in the asylum Briarcliff until she got exluded from her own position as a nun in the end of 1964, thereafter becoming an inmate, renamed from Judith Martin to Betty Drake, spending 6 years in that snake pit. Until she was rescued from her former victim but foster family Kit Walker, living in his house for the last 1 year that abided in her life by being loved and blissful by teaching Kit's children Thomas and Julia how to dance, to tailor and some other important stuff; for sadly she gpt ill in the last 6 months of her life, alternatively summoning in specific way Shachath, the angel of death, being prepared to embrace the death, therefore going in the heaven where her soul belonged though her dark past. She died via Shachath's kiss unlike her older sister who died 11 years prior by being stabbed by one of her freaks Edward Mordrake right on Halloween. Her soul went in the paradise.

As an addition, Elsa moved emigrated in the USA in the late 30s of 20th century, changing her last name from März into Mars, alienating herself from the things that reminded her of Germany and the current regime in her fatherland. As soon as she established herself in the another part of the world, living in more known state called Florida where her fame began as she found by herself a Freak show, adopting freaks who were neglected by the society with special abilities unlike the mere people, perceiving them as her own family. 

A little after the former nun established herself in the heavens, climbing per a stair, being surrounded by baby blue, pink, yellow and orange clouds, a place called heavens where she truly belonged. She approached slowly the golden gates as her bright red stilletos were clicking with every step that was taken.

She had on herself her red dress that she used to wear during her career as a singer, red stilletos on her bare feet, silver earrings clugged into her pierced ears, her ruby-sapphire bracelet on her right wrist. Her long curly golden hair as a silk was bouncing every time she was walking.

Once she was the nearest distance between her and the golden gates of heaven, dividing a couple of centimetres distance, the gates opened abruptly by themselves, letting her to pass through them in the void. As she entered through them, Jude started to walk towards the lacuna, her stilletos still clicking as they were the only source that caused sounds in this moment. As her journey in the paradise kept on, suddenly something grabbed her attention and eyes instantly. She saw a shining, somehow similar female figure standing as she was watching the clouds with lowered head. Initially, the former singer and nun was definitely perplexed, wondering who is standing behind this figure though she thought and bet it was her older sister Elsa Mars as she had seen her baby photos, seeing her face layered with dimly than the average make up face on posters, listening to some of her songs via the radio and ocassionally in the same time. Jude was timid and insecure in the same time. Her heart beats were as swift as blinking eyes, felt her soft cheeks heating, reddening rapidly. She couldn't take her eyes of the former show owner as she was interracting to the silhouette that was glittering from a far away.

Once she wasn't with more than 20 centimetres away from her older sister, she whispered with stealthy voice "Elsa...is that you?". Meanwhile, the older lady turned her back, facing the younger one who was standing against her, revealing herself fully.

Elsa Mars was wearing her make up from her last perfomance including her cyan suit.

The German woman was astonished to see somebody who knows her name without warning, not believing on her eyes who was meeting, although she had scarcely any idea did she have any siblings or she was the only child in her family. Her jawline dropped as her hazel eyes widened, her curled hair bristled like a terrified cat. The both ladies' met as their gazes were filled with confussion especially from Elsa's side, watching her younger sister, smiling shyly to her once she saw directly her sister with who she hadn't the chance to meet once. The heaven was their last hope to see and encounter each other and live along in this tranquil place, without reborning back at this cold and cruel world with its infinite torments. 

-W-who are you, dear? - Elsa stammered as she sensed her rouged cheeks reddening in the least predictable moment. She was rather too nervous to encounter somebody who knew her name and possibly a part of her life story or not exactly.

-I am your sister, Jude! We haven't seen each other since our birth! - The nun couldn't restrain herself from the emotions that were boiling inside her body and gore, sheding a couple of tears, ready to sob in front of her sister who beholds around more than 50 years later. It was too late to hide her real emotions especially beyond the person who could be one of her most relative ones if it wasn't their father who ruined their lives, preventing their opportunities to see each other. 

To be continued...