private message

okayskz:
i like you

okayskz:
and not in a friend type of way

okayskz:
like i have a crush on you. uh i
didn't really want to tell you this
over messages but there's no way
that i can say this face to face

okayskz:
is that weird? that i like you?
i just .. idk, you're cool

uwukids:
'cool' i'm

okayskz:
i didn't knOW WHAT ELSE
TO SAY IM NOT GOOD AT
THIS KIND OF THING

uwukids:
kiyia

okayskz:
wait no don't say anything
i'm scared

okayskz:
you don't have to say anything
just spare me the pain and ignore
what i said, okay ahhhhh

uwukids:
why would i ever ignore
something so important ?

okayskz:
bc it's not that important?
i'm just being weird, my feelings
aren't that important. i don't want
to ruin our friendship

uwukids:
that's like saying breathing
isn't important. kiy, your
feelings are important.
especially to me

okayskz:
but

uwukids:
nOpE, shh let me talk

okayskz:
i'm listening

okayskz:
well reading 😭  say it

uwukids:
have you not ever noticed
how much i care for you?
how much i try to make you
happy all the time? or how
many times i tried flirting
with you?

uwukids:
you literally mean
so much to me.

uwukids:
seeing you upset or stressed
makes me upset because all
i want is for you to be happy

uwukids:
please don't ever say that your
feelings aren't important. how
can they not be important to
me when i like you too?

okayskz:
did i read that right

uwukids:
you did

uwukids:
kiyia, i've liked you for such a
long time

uwukids:
this isn't just some sort of one
time thing where i say i like you
but i don't. i genuinely care for you.
ask valerie and jacob, they know how
much i like you.

my eyes widen as i look at valerie, "you knew this whole time."

valerie just shrugs her shoulders and tries not to smile at the fact that she was right about everything, "yeah, eli and i talked about it a while ago. he asked me not to tell you."

"but i'm your best friend," i whine, "you're supposed to tell me this kind of stuff."

valerie shakes her head, "nope, i promised him. but don't leave him hanging, i know you haven't replied yet."

okayskz:
why haven't you told me? i
thought this whole time you
didn't like me

uwukids:
i guess the same reason you
didn't tell me. afraid of
rejection

okayskz:
oh my god, i could never
reject you :(

uwukids:
haha well that does make
me feel better to hear that.
i could never reject someone
as great as you either :)

uwukids:
but kiyia... i have to tell you
something else

uwukids:
promise not to be mad

okayskz:
oh god, you're already in a
relationship, aren't you?

uwukids:
whAT nO-
my heart only belongs to you

uwukids:
but if we are going to try to
do something between us,,,
i need to be honest about something

okayskz:
... okay

uwukids:
my real name isn't eli