1 week into their break period. Chan's condition was getting worse day by day. On top of his insomnia, chan now had no appetite. And he barely ate 1 meal a day and that itself had to be forced down. The members were getting worried not knowing what was going on with their dear hyung .  Cause no matter how many times they ask the only replies they got from chan were that he is fine and that he is just not feeling like eating .

Fel: hyung just come down please. I know you don't feel like eating and we won't force you to eat . But just try atleast or just sit with us.

Felix was now outside Chan's room trying to convince his fellow Aussie member to come join them for breakfast

Chn: Ok fine .. you go down I'll be there in 5. Let me just brush my teeth and put  a top on and I'll be down.

Fel: ok 5 minutes ok.

Chn: yes 5 minutes

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Just like chan had said he came down after 5 minutes. And sat with his members on one end of the table opposit to him at the head of the table sat Minho with Jisung on his right and Jeongin on his left. Hyunjin was sitting in between IN and Changbin trying to feed his mate even though the younger tried telling him he could feed himself. Next to Jisung was Seungmin who was just watching the lovely couple with fake disgust and finally to chan left sat Felix who was trying to get his leader to eat something but after consecutive failed attempts he shifted his attention towards the Hyunin couple chuckling at their antics.

Fel: don't they look so cute hyung?

Felix had turned his attention back to chan with a smile on his face. But the smile soon fell seeing a pained expression on Chan's face.

Fel:hyung ...

There was no response from his until Felix called him a couple more times once even nudging his sides.

Chn: huh ? What sorry I zoned out.

Chan had put on a put that Felix knew was fake but he went with it not wanting to make the older awkward.

Fel: nothing I was just asking well I forgot what it was. Anyway what's your plan for the day ?

Chn: work on some tracks.

Cb: work ? Hyung we are on break.

Fel: exactly.

Chn: but we won't be on break forever after two months its back to work so better to be prepared right.

Cb: makes sense just don't overly stress yourself.

Chn: I won't.

Once breakfast was over and the two betas were in charge of washing the dishes chan had quietly slipped back into his room and locked it . Before his tears began, nothing was going his way. He had been double the dosages of medicine that was advisable for him and he was taking those on an empty stomach and into a sleep deprived body. His whole emotions were a mess. The day prior he almost cried I'm front of his members. Jeongin and Jisung wanted to make a nest and do a cuddle pile but when he entered the nest Chan realised how there wasn't any trace of his scent in there all others' scent was there , slight traces of even the two betas' scent was there but Chan's scent was missing.

Around 20 minutes into Chan's crying he heard a knock at his door. He quickly wiped his tears away and spoke in the most normal voice he could

Chn: who is it?

Fel: it's me and Jisung.

He stood up to open the door when he realised he hadn't taken his heat suppressants since his heat was supposed to come anyday now.

Chn: can you guys wait a couple of minutes I'll open it .

Ji: sure hyung take you time.

Chan quickly rushed to opened the drawer under his bed and took out his heat medication and put two pills into his mouth swallowing it dry before he went to keep it back but before he could do that black spots filled his vision and he fainted.