One day I'm gonna break

Someday, I'll tell them truth

But for now i'll say

All these years, I said that i am fine

All this time it was a lie

And I lied

I apologize

I lied straight to your face, without a second thought

I'm not the same, i'm stuck in the past

I'll accept who i am

All these years, I said that i was fine

All this time, it was all a lie

I lied

And i apologize

I'm not, the boy you once knew

All this time, I simply said im fine

When really I was slowly dying inside

Even now, I'll say i'm fine

But i apologize for the lie

I apologize, but i'm not fine

I'm not fine

Im fine ( I lie )

I'm sorry but you could never be what i need

It's not your fault

But i blame you

I blame you for her leaving

And here i am, and I say it

The truth is that i will never be again

You took away what i needed most I hope your happy

A ghost forever will live on in my head