Do you know what i meant

When i said that i was burnt out

I'm staring towards the bottom of the pit, ready to dive on in

Left my bags at home so nobody can find me

And I left my house with a raincheck

If i ever let you down, just know that i never wanted to

But after all, i tried to warn you

I'll dive on in, head first, starting from the beginning again

Starting again, gonna change who i am again

Hope you can understand

Hostile to docile, now onto something new

Maybe you can feel, just how deep your cut made me felt

But my life will start again soon enough, even when i run out of fire to burn as well

You left me alone, so i went on my own, not caring who gets burned down, its not swell

I never meant to let you down

But im not apologizing now

Cause after all, you blew this candle out

It's my time to begin again, crawling out of the pit i jumped in

And i hope you understand

Just try to understand

I'm gonna burn blue again

Never meant to hurt, only want to burn

Hostile to docile, now i want something new

And im gonna burn blue again

Just like i did before I met you

Feels like I might be blind, differently can't see the problem

From the the pain and the thoughts in my brain

Bullied and hated I can't stand this weakness

But i know I've changed

The past is done and over with

But I dwell on it to give me power

It made my thoughts dark and poisonous

Would it take you by surprise

If you saw inside my soul

The storm within my eyes