"You should stay here for the night..." Susan said to Clayton, with her eyes glued on her phone.

"I've got to wake up early tomorrow"

"So? I'll wake you up" Susan finally glanced up from her phone and closed it. Placing it on the table.

"I don't want to be a burden"

"You're not... come on, stay. I don't want to be alone"

"How about I come again tomorrow? We could go out"

"Nuh... I don't feel like going out"

Clayton sighed, "Why don't you call her?"

"Because... I... I don't know"

"What did she say on the phone?"

"Well, Jessica believes that she wasn't there for Sam when he was in his final days..."

Clayton shook his head, "I see... so she's still going through a grieving process, you've got to give her some time"

"Oh, I'm giving her time. That's why I'm not calling her, and I don't think I'll call her again. I'm tired of running after her."

"Don't say that, it's not tiring running after the ones you care about"

"Too bad she can't see how much I do care about her"

"So what's your plan?"

"Sit back and see how she will handle it. I won't lie, I miss her like crazy but I can't do anything anymore"

"When was the last time you saw her?"

"Last week" Susan replied and took her phone again.

"And what happened?"

Susan chuckled and shook her head, "Well..."

FLASHBACK:

Susan knocked on Jessica's door, she could hear the younger woman placing her glass on the table and then walking slowly to answer the door. Jessica found her lover standing outside, smiling. But soon enough her smile faded when she saw her opening the door and stumbling on her way back to the couch.

"Jesus... it's twelve in the morning..." Susan said and closed the door.

"So?"

"Nothing..." Susan replied, trying to calm herself. She smiled and walked closer to her, leaning to her side to press a kiss on Jessica's lips but she stepped back when Jessica rejected her kiss, leaning on the front to pick up her drink.

"I see..." Susan whispered and took a seat across her.

"What?" she asked while taking a sip.

"What's wrong with you?"

"Am I not allowed to feel... blue?"

"For how long?"

"For as long as I want."

"Since you got back from Minnesota you do nothing but drink all day!"

"That is not true"

"Oh, it's not?!"

"It's not. Period"

"I really... really can't stand you when you're acting like this"

Jessica shrugged while raising her open palms in the air.

"How did we end up like this, Jess?"

"Look... I just want to be alone. I need to be alone"

"Jessica, talk to me!"

"I don't know what do you want me to say"

"Why are you acting like this all of a sudden?!"

"I'm fine!"

"Are you, really?!"

"What do you want? Why are you here in the first place? I thought we agreed that we would see each other tomorrow"

"So am I not allowed to come see you?!"

"I wasn't prepared for guests"

"Now I'm a guest?!" Susan started shouting

"I didn't mean it this way"

"I know exactly what you meant!" Susan stood up, "Well, I don't want you to waste your precious time with me. I'll let you continued what is that you're doing and get off your back" Susan said and started walking towards the door until Jessica shouted, "Get back here!"

"Why?! To watch you getting wasted? Do you realize how often we fight?! You won't even let me kiss you for fuck's sake! You treat me like a stranger!"

Jessica looked down, knowing very well that her lover was right. "I don't want to be alone..."

"Well... if you ever decide what you really want, let me know!"

"Sue..."

Susan took one final look of her lover and opened the door. "I should go"

"Will you call me?"

The older woman stepped out of the apartment and before closing the door she replied: "I will..."

BACK TO REALITY:

"I saw her the day after..."

"And what happened?"

"What do you think that happened? We fought and then I left again. I did everything I could, I don't got anything else to give her so she better forget about me and move on..."

"And she won't even let you kiss her?"

"She doesn't let me hold her hand!"

"You think she's depressed?"

"I think she just doesn't want to be with me anymore but I was refusing to see it. She's been dodging me for weeks now and God knows how much I tried to avoid the end..." Susan stopped, only then she realized that their relationship was over, "God... I can't believe that this is the end..."

"Jesus maybe it's not. Just talk to her!"

"You think I should call her?"

"Yeah, why not?!"

"And what should I say?"

Clayton laughed, "I'm not gonna tell you what to say to her"

"Please..."

"Alright... give me a minute, I need to use the bathroom," Clayton said and stood up, he disappeared into the hall. Susan took opened her phone and stared at it, not knowing what she could possibly say to her lover. Several minutes passed and Susan started wondering what's taking Clayton so long until she heard someone knocking on her door.

Jessica was the last person she expected to see standing in front of her door. She opened the door with a surprised look on her face, as for Jessica, she couldn't tell if her lover was angry or happy to see her. They stood there for two seconds just staring at each other's eyes until Susan broke the silence and cleared her throat.

"Jess, what are you doing here?" Susan asked confused but all she got from Jessica was a slight smile.

"I missed you" Jessica whispered and walked inside, wrapping her arms around Susan's waist and eventually pulling her lover into a deep, passionate kiss which took Susan by surprise, she opened wide her eyes and tried to remain in her position but soon enough she gave up, placing her hands on Jessica's neck and letting the blonde woman guide her on the couch where she laid with her back.

Susan could tell how much Jessica missed her by the way she kissed her, the way her hands started traveling all over her body until she took off her coat and threw it to the side without separating their lips.

"Shit!" Clayton murmured and widened his eyes. Immediately Jessica stopped and both women looked at him. She rose up from between her lover's legs and her whole face turned red.

"Fuck..." she said and looked down.

Susan took a sitting position and laughed, "Sorry about that"

"I'm sorry! Pretend that I'm not here, I'm just gonna grab my things and let you two continue" he said and run back to the couch in order to pick up his coat and phone.

"No, you can stay, we weren't doing anything"

Clayton looked at Susan with a smirk on his face, happy for his friend. He shook his head, "Thanks but I've got to wake up early tomorrow... We should go out someday"

"Of course" Jessica replied and looked at her lover's friend leaving the house. The minute he closed the door Jessica turned to see Susan who started laughing.

"You didn't tell me you had company!"

"You didn't even let me talk"

"True..." Jessica said and leaned back on top of her lover, attacking her neck with warm, wet kisses.

"I think we need to talk first, Jess" Susan said between a throaty moan.

"I'm sorry, Sue" Jessica said and stopped, looking right into Susan's eyes. "I'm sorry for everything I said. I can't live without you, you're all I have. I was broken before I meet you and you helped me. Nothing makes sense without you and believe it or not I would die for you, Sue... I made mistakes I know that now and if you wanna leave I'll accept your decision... I spent so much time thinking about the past that I forgot how much you mean to me"

Susan smiled, "I would never leave you, Jess"

"God... I love you so much" Jessica finally said and kissed her neck.

"One last thing..." Susan whispered but stopped when Jessica placed a peck on her lips. "No more talking..." Jessica commanded making her lover chuckle "No... it's just that..." Susan reached for her phone behind her back and pulled it out. "It was bothering me"

"Then how about we move into the bedroom" Jessica suggested with a smirk.

"I would love that, " Susan nodded and took Jessica's hand, helping her to stand up. Jessica kissed her one more time and guided her into the bedroom, she didn't wait for them to get inside and started undressing her self, throwing her blazer and t-shirt on the floor. She stopped and took off her shoes right before entering the bedroom.

When they got inside Jessica pushed her lover on the bed and closed the door, she helped the older woman to take off her clothes, leaving her only with her panties while pressing kisses all over her cleavage. Susan started chuckling which made Jessica stop, she looked at her, "What's wrong?"

"You really missed me, didn't you?"

"You have no idea"

"Me too... Jess, I love you" Susan said and took a hold of Jessica's head, she started caressing her soft cheeks and moved her hair to the side revealing her beautiful face. Susan took a minute to admire how beautiful her lover was, the only light that was coming was from outside, she bit her lips, "You're so beautiful..." she said making Jessica blush.

"I said no more talking..." Jessica said and started stroking Susan's legs.

"Got it!" Susan replied with a chuckle. Jessica returned back on her lover's cleavage. Sucking and nibbling her flesh, sending waves of pleasure throughout Susan's body, as a response Susan parted her legs, allowing the other woman to come closer, she felt Jessica's naked abdomen slightly touching her throbbing center and immediately a soft murmur escaped her lips.

Jessica's mouth soon found her way on Susan's nipples, her tongue working in circles, Susan arched her back and reached for Jessica's bra, removing it and throwing it to the side, Jessica tried to maintain the pace her tongue was working but all this until she felt Susan's hands reaching for her shoulders and pushing her softly towards her core.

After so long Jessica wanted for that night to last as long as possible, but hearing Susan whining only made her feel eager to taste her. Slowly the younger woman kissed her way down on Susan's body, feeling the goosebumps starting to raise. Jessica used her hands to part her legs and shoved her fingers into her panties, only to feel if her lover was wet enough. She went up to place a kiss on Susan's lips and smirked.

"God, you're so wet"

"You said no more talking..." Susan moaned with her eyes closed making Jessica return back to where she was. She spread Susan's wetness along her folds and pulled her fingers out. "Jess... I need you" Susan whined.

"I know you do..." she replied and rolled Susan's panties down on her knees, throwing them to the side. She took a hold of Susan's leg and placed it on her shoulder just to kiss her inner thigh until she reached her destination. Jessica licked Susan's wet folds, tasting her lover. An action that elicited a loud moan from her lover as a response to that sudden relief.

"Fuck..." Susan moaned when Jessica's tongue found her clit. She started grinding her core on Jessica's face and took a hold of her hair, pushing her even closer. When Susan was least excepting it, Jessica pushed her tongue into her slit, hearing her lover's moan, Jessica moaned into her core and kept thrusting her tongue inside.

It was then when Jessica realized that she was addicted to her lover's taste, to the way Susan was moaning her name and to the way she arches her back. Susan's moans were only getting louder and soon enough she was out of breath. Jessica didn't want to miss a single move her lover made so when she felt that Susan was reaching her climax she opened her eyes and saw the older woman looking at her with her mouth hanging open and her fingers buried into the bedsheets.

"Ahh!! Jess!!" Susan shouted and immediately Jessica felt Susan's body shaking, she licked her dripping center, tasting her lover one final time and then moved up to meet her.

"Fuck..." Susan said while trying to catch her breath, her chest was jumping up and down, she moistured her lips and kissed her lover, tasting herself on Jessica's lips.

"Did you miss this?" Jessica asked and placed her head on Susan's naked chest.

"Like crazy..." Susan replied and kissed her forehead. Smelling Jessica's hair, she closed her eyes and leaned her head on the wall behind her...

Jessica was the first one who woke up the next morning, she opened her eyes and saw Susan sleeping peacefully. Everything was perfect on her. Jessica smiled and kissed her lover's hand, she stood up carefully, trying not to wake up her lover and reached for Susan's t-shirt. She wore it and then left the room.

She returned back after a few minutes, holding her cigarette, she opened the door and found Susan sitting on the bed, covering her top with the bedsheets, taking photos with her phone. Jessica chuckled, "What are you doing?"

Susan smiled and turned to look at her lover. "Good morning, baby," Susan said and took off her glasses, placing them on the nightstand, along with her phone.

"What were you doing?"

"Taking photos"

"May I see?" Jessica asked and took a seat next to her, leaving her cigarette in the ashtray.

"Why not..." Susan replied and took her phone. Jessica reached for Susan's glasses and wore them, making Susan laugh with Jessica's attempt of reaching them. Jessica took Susan's phone and stared at the photo, smirking.

"Well..."

"What?"

"I like it..."

"Well..." Susan said and took her phone from Jessica's hands, putting it back on the nightstand, "How about I take a photo with you and post it online?" she continued.

"Wait, you posted that photo?"

"I did, why? Is that a problem?"

Jessica took one final drag from her cigarette and blew the smoke to the side, "Of course not, honey" she said and put her cigarette out.