A/N: Wow already at Chapter five. I just love Sebastian and Rachel together. They are my true OTP. Thank you once again for positive response to the story,.as.well as my others especially The Perfect You and Make it Real. It means so much.

Disclaimer: I don't own Glee, characters or song lyrics.

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Blaine arrived at Dalton the next morning and Sebastian was in his office looking out the window.

Blaine: Okay don't tell me you're going to be like Bella in New Moon when Edward went away? Just looking out the window and staring into space.

Sebastian: Good morning to you too, Anderson. And I am okay, just thinking.

Blaine: Rachel?

Sebastian: How did you guess?

Blaine: She has that effect. Now I thought you were okay and meeting on Friday?

Sebastian: We are,although my mind drifts back to our breakup.

Blaine: What happened anyway?

Sebastian: Well, Rachel and I were at her house. And everything was going great until Finn showed up and lets just say he wooed her away. I just remember how badly it hurt when she said she wanted to break up with me.

Blaine: Yeah i know that feeling when Kurt broke up with me. I felt like my heart shattered. Then I began dating David Karofsky.

Sebastian: Whoa! Back it up..you and David? Who? How? WTF?! Kurt's bully? I didn't know you even dated Bears.

Blaine: Hey, don't judge.

Sebastian: I won't..but as I was saying I remember how i felt. I stopped smiling. I was lost.

Flashback

Sebastian: Hey babe who was at the door?

Rachel: Um, I love you Sebastian. Finn was at the door and he wanted to work it out

Sebastian: Wait what about us?

Rachel: Was there ever really an us?

Sebastian: I've gotta go.

Rachel: Seb, wait...

Sebastian:I'll talk to you later Rachel.

Sebastian ran out of her house, got into his car and drove way wiping tears away.

"Man I Was" (A/N: By Tracy Lawrence)

(Sebastian)
Look at me in that photograph before we were ever us
 Long before you found someone else and broke our sacred trust
 I hardly recognize myself sure has been a while
 Amazing how much my life has changed since I've worn that smile
 What happened to that smile
 There I am with my head held high my step was quick and my eyes were bright
 Back when I believed in love and would lay my heart on the line
 I don't know which hurts the worst losing you or having to see
 The picture of the man I was before the fool you made of me

 I've wasted time here missing you doubting who I am
 I can't make you something you're not but I can be me again
 Oh deep down I know I can
 There I am with my head held high...
 I want to be the man I was before the fool you made of me

Sebastian: Where did we go wrong, Rachel, * he thought*

Flashback ends

Blaine: And you still want her back?

Sebastian: It hurt, but eventually I understood the timing wasn't right. But, they are.now. I still love that woman and I know she feels the same. I felt it went I kissed her.

Blaine: To be honest, Finn wasn't right for her. I mean, he did love her, he just couldn't decide who or what he wants. I can tell that YOU have it bad.

Sebastian: She had.my heart long ago and i never got it back.

Sebastian: So anyways, what do we do about Jane situation? Do we let her join?

Blaine: It is going against tradition, but as Rachel says some.traditions are meant to be broken..we have to at least let her try out?

Sebastian: What's the worse that they can say?

A few hours later....

Chaos erupted In the Warblers room.

Warbler: This place is a house of lies!

Warbler: We cant have a girl Warbler! What about the sexual tension and.our girlfriends?!

Sebastian: Order! Order! We are just presenting the issue. No decision is made yet. Should we at least let her try out? Plus I don't think the school would want another lawsuit.

Head Warbler: She can try, but I don't think we should risk tradition when we already lost everything before.

Blaine: That is very true.

Head Warbler: All in favor of Jane trying out?

Warblers: *singing* Aye!

Sebastian: Now that's settled, why don't you rehearse.

 "Loud"

(Moya)

Looking for the one tonight
 But I can't see you
 Cause I'm blinded by all the lights, ooh
 And I can never get it right
 I need a breakthrough
 Why are you so hard to find? ooh

(Alex)

 I've been searching every city
 Never giving up
 'Til I find my angel
 Diamond in the rough
 Looking for a signal
 Baby turn it up tonight

(Warblers)

 Come on get loud loud let it out
 Shout it out from the rooftops
 Come on get loud 'til they shut us down.
 Come on get loud loud let it out
 Show me everything that you've got
 Come on get loud loud I need you now
 Baby let me hear it loud

(Warblers)

 Na Na Na Na Na Naa
 Na Na Na Na Na Naa
 Na Na Na Na Na Naa

(Adam)

 Looking for the light to shine
 To start a fire
 Girl I'll be the first in line ooh
 And baby when our stars align
 We can't get no higher
 You just give me a sign

(Warblers)

 Come on get loud loud let it out
 Shout it out from the rooftops
 Come on get loud 'til they shut us down
 Come on get loud loud let it out
 Show me everything that you've got
 Come on get loud loud I need you now
 Baby let me hear it loud

(Alex)

 Na Na Na Na Na Naa
 Na Na Na Na Na Naa
 Na Na Na Na Na Naa

(Warblers)

 (Na Na Na Na Na Naa
 Na Na Na Na Na Naa
 Na Na Na Na Na Naa
 Looking for the one tonight
 Na Na Na Na Na Naa
 Na Na Na Na Na Naa
 I've been looking for the one tonight)

(Warblers)

 Come on get loud loud let it out
 Shout it out from the rooftops
 Come on get loud 'til they shut us down
 Come on get loud loud let it out
 Show me everything that you've got
 Come on get loud loud I need you now
 Baby let me hear you loud

 Na Na Na Na Na Naa
 Na Na Na Na Na Naa
 Na Na Na Na Na Naa

 Baby let me hear it loud

 Na Na Na Na Na Naa
 Na Na Na Na Na Naa
 Na Na Na Na Na Naa

 Baby let me hear it

loud

 Na Na Na Na Na Naa
 Na Na Na Na Na Naa

 I've been looking for the one tonight

Blaine: Great job guys! See you next rehearsal. I've gotta go. Kurt is in town. Figure I better tell him about David.

Sebastian: I can't believe I'm saying this but Klaine sounds better then Blainofsky.

Blaine: I didn't ask.

Sebastian: Good luck.

Blaine: Oh and someone is here to see you.

Sebastian: Who?

Rachel: Me...

Blaine: Be safe you two and lock this door.

Sebastian: Good night Blainey.

Rachel: Be gentle with Kurt, okay.

Sebastian: What are you doing here?

Rachel: I realized that I didn't want to wait until Friday.

Sebastian: I couldn't either, and didn't want to appear too eager.

Rachel: Sebastian, I want to apologize for what happened when we broke up. I was an idiot.

Sebastian: Rach, I get it. I am not going to lie and say you didn't destroy my heart. But, that's in the past and you're here now. And I am going to do everything in my power to win you back.

Rachel: Is this just a booty call?

Sebastian: I want all of you. All or nothing. I was a fool to let you walk away and not fight for you.

 Today's Lonely Fool"

(Sebastian)
What would you say if I told you I was sorry
 And that I've come to realize
 Life means nothing without you
 Would you take my hand
 Would you forgive this man
 For ever doubting your love is true
 And could you find it in your heart
 To let me try and make it up to you

 Yesterday a jealous man
 Today a lonely fool
 I let love slip right through my hands
 With all the hurt I've handed you
 I've gotta stop your love from dying
 Or I'll be living proof
 That yesterday's jealous man
 Is today's lonely fool

 Darlin' from now on
 I'll be proud when other men notice you
 Instead of gettin' mean and loud
 Like I used to do
 Find some mercy in your heart
 And we'll make another start
 At the love that we once knew
 I won't hurt you anymore
 I'm gonna trust you now and never question you

 Yesterday a jealous man
 Today a lonely fool
 I let love slip right through my hands
 With all the hurt I've handed you
 I've gotta stop your love from dying
 Or I'll be living proof
 That yesterday's jealous man
 Is today's lonely fool

 I'm today's lonely fool

Rachel: You're no fool. I am.

Sebastian: Well I don't want to rush you, but I do want you.

Rachel: I want you too.

Sebastian: Hmmm, and how do you want me?

Rachel: Mmmm, I'd say take me on this desk but that would be wrong.

Sebastian: Or we can wait til Friday. I can get us a hotel room. With your favorite chocolates.

Rachel: I don't need any of that. I just need you.

Sebastian grabbed Rachel and sat her on the desk. He massaged her legs and thighs. Rachel was wearing a skirt but from what he can see either thong panties or nothing.

Rachel: In case you were wondering I'm wearing no undies or bra.

Sebastian: Damn, you just love torturing me huh?

(Rachel)

"Something Right" (A/N: Westlife)

Never thought that I'd be so inspired
 Never thought that I'd find the higher truth
 I believed that love was overrated
 'Till the moment I found you

 Now baby I know I don't deserve
 The love you give me
 But now I understand that

 If you want me I must be doing something right
 I got nothing left to prove
 And it's all because of you
 So if you need me
 And baby I make you feel alive
 I know I must be doing
 Doing something right

(Sebastian)

 It's because of you I feel so lifted
 I've been looking at my life from higher ground
 Never thought that I'd be so elated
 You're the one who turned it all around

 Now baby, I didn't know myself
 Until you changed me
 And made me understand that

(Rachel)

 If you want me I must be doing something right
 I got nothing left to prove
 And it's all because of you
 So if you need me
 And baby I make you feel alive
 I know I must be doing
 Doing something right
 Oh

(Sebastian)

 And baby I know I don't deserve the love you give me
 But I don't really care, cause

 If you want me I must be doing something right
 I got nothing left to prove
 And it's all because of you
 So if you need me

(Both)
 And baby I make you feel alive
 I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing)
 Doing something right (Doing something right)

(Rachel)

 Doing something right
 Yeah yeah
 Something right

(Sebastian)

 So if you need me
 And baby I make you feel alive
 I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing)
 Must be doing something right
 Yeah yeah
 Something right

Sebastian laid her down onto the desk, kissing all over her neck and opening her blouse to massage her breasts before taking her nipples hostage into his mouth.

"Sebastian" she moaned loudly

Sebastian: Ahhhh baby. *Reaching in between her legs, massaging her clit. "god Rachel you're so wet!"

Sebastian: Are you sure you don't want to wait?

Rachel: Don't you want me?

Sebastian: More than ever. But maybe here isn't the place?

Rachel: I want you Sebastian. I don't care where we are.

Sebastian continued his gentle assault on Rachel's body.

Rachel palmed him and got him so hard and ready.

Sebastian reached into his desk and pulled a condom. He always kept on hand because you never knew when you may need them and always hoped it would be Rachel..

Rachel: I want you now!

Sebastian pulled Rachel onto him, positioning himself and plunged inside her. She was so tight and wet.

Rachel moaned and took assault of his lips, tongues fighting for dominance. They took turns pleasuring one another. Until both were ready to explode, coming together in unity. Sebastian pulled her close, and thankfully there was a sofa with a blanket in his office. He picked Rachel up and laid with her after cleaning up. Sebastian kissed her hungrily feeling spent and content.

Sebastian: I love you Rachel.

Rachel: I love you too.

Sebastian: Lets rest then we head back to my dorm for round #2 and more.

Rachel hugged him close and soon they fell asleep in each others arms.

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A/N: I am sorry so rushed. I wad trying to get in another chapter before bed. Read & Review.