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i wake up sebasain isnt beside me i sit up and hold the covers to my chest i look the room its messed up feathers fly around the air the head bord is slipt from last night the canopy over the bed is broken and tilted some pillows are ripped take out feathers of my hair 

i put on a robe and and walk out i sigh i go to the bath room and brush out my hair i see little love marks on my neck and ears i remeber things about the night i smile i hear foot steps sebastain come up behind me "hi." he says "hi." i say i flinch when he touches my arm he pulls back i look confused he pulls up my robe sleeve i see bruses and then he turns me around and pulls down the back for my shoulder are brusies there "im sorry." he says and walks off i look at them "sebastain im fine." i say "no youre not i hurt you." he says "no you didnt if i cant feel it." i say he sits down "im so sorry y/n" he says "im not." i say he looks up "its not youre fault." i say 'yes it is how can you not see that i hurt you." he says standing up to face me "we never ....i never should have-" "stop" i say "it was amazing for me please dnt make it a problem" i say he looks down i move his face upto face me he kisses me i kiss back we pull away he sighs and then walks off 

lol sorry for the short chapter i got kinda board with this.