"how do we escape from this tangled mess?"

JEONGGUK:
/i'm sorry/

JEONGGUK:
/i really want to go rock climbing with you, hyung/

JEONGGUK:
/i'm not busy at all. i don't even know why i lied/

JEONGGUK:
/maybe it's because i'm afraid. scared. that maybe you'd say you're not able to make it- yet again. that maybe the more i give, the less i get. that i don't want to feel disappointed anymore./

JEONGGUK:
/i just wished you'd stop caring for me./

JEONGGUK:
/because i'm losing myself./