"Because I'm a Coward when It comes to You"

I saw us drifting apart
Like a raindrop from its cloud
But all I could do was watch silently;
Because I'm tight-lipped Modest in my helplessness.

I saw you crying over them; and wonder-
Would you've acted the same
If I were to do to you too?
But I choose to stay because my world is You.

I saw us stop smiling knowingly
Unlike those ugly faces back in our happy days
But all I could do was stand silently;
Because I'm too afraid to make it awkward more than before.

I saw you walking up to them
Like they're the ones you chose over me
But all I could do was hide my un-shed tears;
Because I'm too timid to voice out my insecurities.

I saw you smile like the Spring blossom
Like they're the ones you choose to be with
But all I could do was nod sadly;
Because I know you choose to be happy with them rather than me.

I saw you replacing our Souvenir with new
Like our moments were just a mere part of your past,
But all I could do was bid with a tattered smile;
Because I'm too nervous to show that your presence matters.

I saw you walking out of our memories
Like I never mattered to you the way you did me;
But all I could do was break down in despair
Because I'm a Coward when it comes to you.

I know it's kinda depressing but hey,
Don't be disappointed.
Like I said before,
My Emotions is what makes me write.

Share your story about your first serious fight with your best friend.
Will be really grateful and know that you actually viewed my pages with sincerity and emotionally.

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