"No matter how much I Try"

No matter how much I seek,
I find myself being the freak;
A big dope to speak,
Just to learn a little more.

And to my distress,
This hunger to know more strikes
Seemingly to never cease.

Then there comes a while,
When my patience is put into trail
As these distressing sensibilities frail
And starts implanting in me;

And no matter how much I try,
I find myself still at the fork
From where I've once started.

Knowingly or unknowingly,
Which I can't grasp duly
I've come through this phase
At a point of no turning back;

I stand still
Until a realization
Hits me hard on my doltish prodigy.

Because Learning has got
Neither the starting phase nor an end;
As the phase itself starts
Since the moment,

We determine our first step
To a new meaningful life
That has known no limits.